what iv done(short story)

te~amo · Posted: Sat Jul 18, 2009 4:56 am Post subject:

when he seen here he hurry and turned his head and smiled.

chezz:YOu came back

me:Ig it wasnt for angle i would not have

Chezz:Thanks any way

me:W/e ever. I need to just get out of here. SHe sick any way

Chezz:I figured when i felt how warm she was. All though i dont think that was her tuching my face

I Looked to the door hoping some one would just come in and save me

Chezz:I know that look

me:Then why you keep fucking with me when i use this look

Chezz:Cuz i like too

me:Well like it no longer...Im trough with theses games. I tied of cying evey night im tired of ending up heart broken and i tired of gitting the life taken out over me slowly.

chezz:Im not taken the life out you nina

me:Yes you are

Chezz:What ever 9Rubbin g angles face

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te~amo · Posted: Sun Jul 19, 2009 11:20 pm Post subject:

I looked down at my hands and i couldnt help but brake some.

me:Chezz i cant live like this any more.

He Looked at me and he stright him self up some

me:I cant take being beat. I cant stand being alone. I hate not haveing my kids see their father, I hate not haveing the life i use to have. Im not happy any more and i just cant bare it.

Voice:Who has beatin you

I looked behind me and i seen a stray cop stoped by the door.

Chezz:Dave

I looked at chezz and he was serious about telling. When the cop left i stated to rubb my arms and freak out some.

CHezz:Its ok

me:You dont know the feeling i have right now...it is not ok

Chezz:Look i just fixed a problem of yours ok. As for bing alone i cant help

me:Then who can chezz..Who knows me better then you do... your mother said you would always be there for me and now your saying no..You never make up your mind weather you wnt me are not. but now im making it up for you and your gonna want me

Chezz:Nina i love you but your starting to sound insane

Me:YOu made me this way.

Chezz:I didnt do any thing to you nina. You need to pull your self away from me more ok

Me:Iv tryed and you keep comming back

Chezz;TO see my kids and keep peace with you. Nina

me:I dont want to hear it.(Picking up angle)

After i grabed her i didnt even look at chezz i just walked out.

When i got to moms house i took the kids and went to mines. WHen i got there I Went in the kicten cook and fed the kid and then i let them play. I then opend my organizer to find out what I had to do this month and as soon as i when to the fist message it said I need you to meet darion on it.

Text:

NINA:WHY

M:BECAUSE WE NEED TO GET IN TO THE BAND. FINDOUT ABOUT TOUR DATES AND SO FAR IT WAS EATHER DARION ARE SPI.

NINA:ILL START AS A SPI
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te~amo · Posted: Mon Jul 20, 2009 3:15 am Post subject:

MANGER:FINE BUT I THINK HE WOULD DO BETTER IF YOU TRYED FOR A DATE

i rolled my eyes and then texted him back

NINA:WHEN I START?

MANGER:TONIGHT.

ME:OK

End.

That night i was dressed. The kids were with my brother trayvon. When the limo came to get me i was just putting my black hill on to go with my minny black dress. When ig ot to the Club they were being interviewed at i had walked in and spotted him. As well as he did me.

Voice:Im here to take you to you seat

I looked and seen my manges best friend jake. When i sat down we were right on the other end of their tabel. He looked right at me and he smiled as i did.

Jake:Ill go get us a drink. what do you want.

me:Any thing strong.

Jake:Can you take it

me:Have chezz ever told you we met at a bar

he nodded

me:I was the bartinder

Jake:SO you can. aright ill be back.

So he left to go and I then pulled out my messnger and text my manger

TEXT:

NINA:OK IM HERE WHAT DO YOU NEED ME TO DO

MANGER:FROM THE LOOKS OF IT HES INTRESTED IN YOU SO IN STEAD OF BEING A SPI GO FOR IT.

NINA:FINE BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO APP

Daron:WHat are you doing

I hurryed and closed my messnger and smiled at him

me:Talking to a friend that im uhh trying to get her

daron:Well how about you come and hing with us

me:sure

So i got up and i walked with him to the other end of the table(they were pretty big table) When i sat down his friends waved at me

me:Hey

So we introduced each other and then got ready to watch the music group about to perform. Soon later that night i got up and walked off. The reason way was because somthing about him got to me. Not in a bad way but in a way that chezz first got to me way. When i cought up with the manger i looked at him.

Manger:Whats wrong

me:why you put me on this task.

Manger:YOur the only person i could think of to do it

me:I need to get him. Maybe i need more time to think about somthing

Manger:OK. TOmmrow if your still down with this meet at the mall. Autographs will be signed
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te~amo · Posted: Mon Jul 20, 2009 4:41 am Post subject:

At the club after i left.

Manger:Daron im watching you

daron: You think you can fool me with her but its not gonna work

manger:i think it might just will.

Daron:fuck you

Back home

I was just gitting out the shower when i heard a knock on the door. I Hurryed and pulledmy robe on me and i ran to get it when i opened it there standing was daron.

Me:Umm hey

daron:Hey u was comming to stop by and hing out for a bit.

me:Umm come on in.

HE nodded and he came sat down. I just hunched my sholders and ran to the back. Once i was dressed i then went sat on the sofa with him.

me:So....(looking down) What do you want to do

Daron:Watch a movie talke music i dont know

me:I pick movie.

Daron:YOur sure

me:Postive

Daron:well ok.(sitting back some.) I bet ive seen every movie you got

me:Your sure about that

DAron:OH im postiv

So we watced movied untile we ended up sleep. The next day i was waken by the sound of my door opeaning. I sat up and seen trayvon bringing the kids in. Daron was still sleeping picefully. So i hoped up and i put my finger to my lips.

Travon:I was comming to get them more clothes

me:Oh ok. I didnt know you was comming

travon and thats why hes sleep on your sofa

me;NOt really. He cam on his own too.

He nodded. So he went got clothes and then he took the kids and left. When daron woke up i had food cooked since i went ahead a fed the kids. All he needed to do was goto the kicten and fix him a plate and a cup of orange juice.
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te~amo · Posted: Mon Jul 20, 2009 3:06 pm Post subject:

WHile he was wondering in the kicten i was out in the back yard on the phone with my manger

me:Who am i working with today

manger:steve o

me:WHY

Manger:Its for his clothes line

me:I think you like fucking with me thats why you keep pulling him back to me

manger:You and him was still planed to be together now

me:(closing my eyes)Ill be there then.

manger:Ok

I hung up when i tured around arms cought me. i jumped som and i hit at the chest of him

daron:ha i scared you

me:thats not funny

daron:Im laughing....ok ok....

Me:Did you eat

D:NO

me:well help your self i need to go and get ready for my shoot

D:OK

SO i went got changed and put on my dress and then i walked out the room.

me:Im going your welcome to come if you like but other then that i have to lock up

D:Its all good. ill go with you

ME:OK

So we got in our cars and then left off to the studio.
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te~amo · Posted: Mon Jul 20, 2009 5:02 pm Post subject:

when we got the booth i went canged and thend i hurryed and cought up with The boss

me;Im here.

Boss:OK good. Now all were waiting on is steve. While were waiting ill take your shots. YOu and your frined come on

So we walked over to the boot and i seen the 5 scenes set up and one was a bed the next one was Beach. then showere and the other 2 were bing set up. I rolled my eyes and looked at the boss

Boss:Nina im gitting payed by him ok

me:(covering my face) Why cant you just get someone ealse

boss:Cause he asked for you.

me:Just so can fuck with me thats why

d:Im gonna sit down and jsut keep quite.

I nodded When he walked off the boss looked at me

Boss:Why is he with you

me:Cause hes a good frined of mine now tell me what i need to do

He pointed to the bed one and i walked over to it

Boss:OK on you back (i got up on the bed and layed back and turned my head to him) Show lift up some keeping you right arm laying thers lakes at diffrent angles(I did and he smiled some) Good Now Turn and act like your comming to me.

I did and as soon as that happened steve came in. My legs weaked and i fell down

Boss:What was that for

me:i got angry

He rised his eyebrow and then looked at steve.

S:Sorry im late(looking at me0 Iv seen yall started with out me.

me:Could of finished too

He rolled his eyes
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te~amo · Posted: Thu Jul 30, 2009 6:53 am Post subject:

whent he shoot was over i ended up having to do a interview. So as i was talking steve came and sat next to me.

Reporter:We are here live with Steve o and Nina B. As you can see We are in on of the modeling studios where Nina works all the time in. (Looking at me) At let me ask you this. How dose it feel to work with so many people in here

me:Its wonderful.

Reporter: And you steve how dose it feel to get your Clothes line being modeled by some one as hot as nina

Steve:(Look at me) YOu know. ITs actually pretty sood because usually she dont work with my types of clothing. She envys them to be honest

Reporter: Has it alwyas been they way even since yall were in that relationship a while back.

me:Always.

REporter: So how do you find time to do all this even with 4 kids at home.

me:I have my brother who watchest them or ill being them to work with me. Then some times there visting on of thir fathers.

REporter: Do you visit your kids steve,

Steve: When im able yeah but other then that. I call.

REporter(Looking at note cards) Do any of yall hace any thing to announce

steve:Yeah. My now Tv show is comming out. July 19. MAke sure you tune in.

Reporter;Nina

me:Nothing new yet.

reporter:Ok so thats it every one well see you later when we get back with The system.

I got up and then i left since daron had to go earlyer. WHen i got home my manger was waiting out side.

Me:What are you doing here.

Manger:I came here to give you a few things. I need you to pack up im sending you on a tour. I have a guy you can use to try to get daron. Yall all are gonna be on the same bus. No matter what i want you to work up to him. Then when you think you got him act like your breaking up with the guy im sending you with.

me:What ever.

So i went in side got my things next thing you know i was on the bus leaving. It was a nice zise bus. There were bunks in one part and a chill out room in the other. Nothing too fancy. Then i seen. Jay(My pretned boyfrined) Get on the bus. When he sat next to me he kissed me just so he could pass the mood.

me;(Wisper in to Jays neck) Did her call back yet.

Jay:(Kissing my sholder) No

I Flicked my eyes around and noticed they wornt looking so i pinched jay and looked at him.

me:Dont get to far with this you hear me. I dont want to be here and i seariouly dont want to do this. So that means dont ever touch me in those place.

When i looked again i could see one of the guys looking at me,
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te~amo · Posted: Sun Oct 04, 2009 6:56 pm Post subject:

Later that night i was looking out the window while laying on the sofa they had in the back. I Watched as the night time sky past us by and it reminded me of when i went on tour with chezz. A tear rolled down my eye and i wiped it away and turned to my sid to ball up.

Jay:need a Hug

i looked at him and i sat up some and leand in to him.

Jay:Why are we doing this again.

me:I dont know(I wispired) I dont understand why hes making me do This.

My phone buzzed and i looked at it it was Steave o

me:Hello

Steve:Hey i need you to come over we need to talk about somthing if you know what i mean.(My legs weakned.)

me:Im Not at home im on tour

steve:then ill switch places whit who your on there with. I really need this just the tell me your first stop.

i looked out the window and see we were stoping at the kings hotal.

me:were in new york's kings hotal right befor we get to the air port.

Steve:Im not to for from there let me pack up and then ill switch with who ever you have there when you get your hotal room tell me what number. Ill bether in an hour.

me:Ok(nodding)See you then

He hung up and i looked at Jay

me:Are you willing to switch with steve for a while.

Jay:Why

I wispired in his ear and he pouted

Jay:We could talk about it if you wanted to.

me:sorry.

jay:Ill stay. come on

so we got off the bus. When we got in my room i sat on my bed and bounced my leg waiting. I then heard my phone buzzed and i answred it.

steve:im here

me:im in room 730 top sweet.

Jay pouted and i sighed some.

steve:ill be there.

So i hung up and looked at Jay.

me:Im sorry jay ok.

Jay:it ok ima go in the other room and Un pack.

so he left locking the door. When steeave came up i opeaned the door and kissed him. He Gripped my bottem and when to my neck when i looked up i seen daron and One of the others out in the hall going to the other room. he dindt looked very pleased. When the door shut Steve through me on the bed and he lissed me again while slipping his hand up the right leg of my shorts and he kepts teasing me. i moaned and griped on to his shit and then he was gone. I was waking up in my hotal sweet and i felt my self i was wetter then i usually get. The od part about the dream was it was on the set. I looked around and seen that it was now day light and steve never came here. I bit my lip and i went over to Jays room. He Looked up at me and he Rised his eye brow.

Jay:You ok. Is somthing wrong.

I wispired in his her that i wanted him and he smiled.

Jay:I though i couldent.

me:To day is a lucky day.

I pushed him on his bed and i got over him and he pressted me to him. He grew fast as he felt hos soft and wet i was. He smiled and brushed me to him.

Jay:It been a while since ive done this you know.

me:I dont care how many time you did it. If that what most girls thing then your not doing it for the right things.

Jay smiled and tanted me again by pressing me on to him. I moaned and pressed my lips to his. We kissed and lowly the kiss got deeper. He was a great kisser and it was wonderful. Soon i undid his jeans and my shorts and i pushed on to him.

me:Find a condom

he pulled on out the draw and then he placed it on and i went on again and then we started. I loved his pace his motions and he droved me up the wall. The day went by as we went on. You would think it was quick but no i enjoyed it to much. My hair was all ove but he liked it. he then looked in to my eyes and he moved in a wonderful way. i kissed him again and i moaned as he picked up. I moulled my head back and i moaned louder. H pulled my lips back to his and he keped speeding.

Jay:YOur liking this arnt you.

i nodded and bit my lip.

Jay:I got more of that but now we got to get ready to go.

i nodded and got up. so i went in my room and i Showred and then i got dressed we then met up in the dinner and got some food. when we got to the table where every one ealse was i sat next to Jaay and i smiled and kissed his cheek. as he did my farhead. He Plached his hand on my back and he rubbed my side,

D:Your quited to day

me:Just tired

he Nodded.

S:so tell me a little about you and what brings you onthe tour

me:Well im a model and im on this tour becuse i was told to be. Who knows why.

They nodded and my phone bussed and i jumped some. I opeaned it and it was chezz

Chezz:hey looked behind you

I looked and he was sitting in on of the booth and i closed my phone.

me:Chezz is here

Jay:(Moving his arm.) I wonder why

me:i dont know. Grabbing Jays hand and gitting up.

he followed.

me:What your doing here

Chezz;Tour

Mike:Why your here

me:Manger sent me.
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te~amo · Posted: Tue Oct 06, 2009 5:40 am Post subject:

Chezz:why is Jay here

me:Business

Chezz looked at Me closly and his face grw angeryer and he stood up and moved my hair from my neck on both side. and he Glared a Jay

Chezz:Business alright

me:Chezz Dont start, You know what you told me when i left the hospital

Chezz:And YOur already alover him

me:No and even if i was it still isnt yours to know.

He Grabed me from Jay and his lips was on mines. His breath filled me and I cryed in to him when he stop i slaped him and Glard at him. HE Stared at me shocked as i know every one eals was. Jay then walked off so i didnt know what to do now.

Mike:Maybe You should sit down chezz

Brad:Nina you need to go.

I Nodded and i went to the tour bus since Our things was on now. When i Sat down I Stared out the window and i Scramed a sigh. When jay got on he went on the buss and Slam his things down. when Every one was on i Grabed a blinkit and pillow and chilled out like i been doing. The Buss was moving at a calming pase so i was relaxed. Soon i dossed off in yo a sleep
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te~amo · Posted: Tue Oct 06, 2009 11:10 am Post subject:

When i woke up the tor buss was stoped and i had some one breathing behind me. hen i seen It was jay i turned in to him and held on. He Rubbed my bak and he held on to me.

me:Im sorry dow chezz hes a very jealious guy.

Jay:I know but i refused to be embarressed by his presents.

me:Why would you be

Jay:We had a one night sex stand and im sure people knew. But your fans dont need to think were together. were not.

me;True were not.

He sighed and Streached some. When i looked i seen his tatoo on his stumach. (I wasnt paying attion when we were at the hotal. He Then Reached behind him for a phone and it gave me a look in to a Very unforgittable place. I bit my lip and barryec my head in my pillow. I didnt want to be stuch in somthing like that again thanks to steave.

Jay i should of told my self not to go that far.

i looked at him and he was bitting his lip too.

me:I couldnt help it eather. But somthing needed to be done are i would be back on top of steve and he will use me again.

Jay:YOu used me

He looked down

me:I guess im wrong then.

He Hunched his sholder and then Looked up. I looked behind me and i seen The bus door open and then I seen My manager get on. I Moved from Jay and Jay moved so the manger could sit between us

Manger:YOu Got any thing?

me:Nothing on a count of i dont know what im looking for

Manger:Im taking jay off You need to Push up on darion.

me;I dont want to do this.

Manger:You got no fucking choice. Now do as i say.

I Glared at him and he smiled.

So him and Jay got off and i yelled

me:I Fucking hate you.

When they left i started to cry. This was stupied. very stupied. Soon every one got back on the bus i was in the back crying in to my knees softly. i didnt know why i had to do this but i had to.

Daron:You manager finally tell you why your on the tour?

I looked at him with a questining look.

me:No I dont under stand. I dont want to do what hes trying to make me do

Daron:My manger sent me to find you any way, Seem you came to me thriough yours.

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