Posted: Wed Oct 08, 2008 1:02 am Post subject: 1st Official Heart Break
Today i got mi heart broken, by mi crush of about 2-2 and a half years. Were in the 11th grade and i met him in 9th and i was feelin him but i did not kno him lyke that to be lyke yo i lyke you, so i jus let it rock. Then in tenth we got closer but i was goin back and forth about my feelins for him so once a again i was lyke elt it rock kuz b4 i start any thing i wanna be sure i really want yu kuz if i see something else imma go afta it if im really in to yu nd thats what i did. So now in 11th i asked mi friend totalk to him 4 me yu kno feel him out so i could be rejected with out him knowin he rejected me, so she did it nd he write me in the space and was lyke "yo im really feelin ur friend i could see us 2getha, could i talk to yu talk to her 4 me?" and when i read that i jus frlt so stupid kuz i told mi friend how much i wanted him and he wants her, it felt like my heart jus lyke feel in my stomach and the only thing i could do was cry and i need to get my feelins out nd i really do not want 2 tell mi friend about it. Its crazi kuz i dont want to think that she tried to fet him to like her kuz for some reason when i tell her i lyke i dude she suddenly become "extra friendly" with them, its almost flirty like and i hate that its jus drives me crazi. And now im sittin home teary eye'd askin my self Was it my fault kuz i could not jus get rejected and move on? Did i wait too long to try to talk to him?
If any body out there readin this could you please help me what should i do about them? _________________ Officially Heart Broken. Thank Yu Love!
See, that's why highschool kids don't need to be dating. I got my feelings hurt back then too. it's hard enough to deal with when you are an adult but teenagers really don't understand a lot of things. Plus, teenage boys are insensitive. _________________ Yep, I'm still doing me. How U doin? LOL
wow! that's a messed up situation. i know the feeling though. my thing is don't ask you friend if she came on to him or vice versa. just ask what she said to him. and maybe after that you'd get a feel of why the guy you liked would say that he wanted her.
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