chess:hello....yeah ill do it how long is it.................6 months.......wll do it
me:chezz:not again
chezz:its just 6 months this time
me:your sons birthday is this month
chezz:look im leaving tonight ill call and send him somthing
me:no u know what chezz:its eather me or this tour thing
he looked at me
chezz:what u trying to say
me:im lonly chezz i ley here holding ur kids every night telling them daddys just gone for a lil while and u know who that fells it hurts chess so what is it
he shook his head
chezz:i know ima be giving up a lot but its the job thing
i looked at him and he walked out
me:i fucking hate u(yelling)i slamed the door and he left when he came back i had his thing packed and on the side and he came in the room
chezz:what the hell is going on why my thing packed and not yours
me:cus this house is mines
chezz:why want u give this up nina i lnow u still in love with me
me:get otu are i will call the cops(serious)
he thought his bags on the floor and i jumbed back
chezz:u call them cus this is my house too so we split it or u leave
me:no
he looked at me
me:fine we split it but u come near me i swar
he took his things it been like that 4 month and he hated it but hey it was ok to me when i was in the kicten he came in
chezz:nina:give up
me(walking out)forget it
he followed me and pined me on the wall and started kissing me i just let him cus i felt so good then he grabed my waised while doing and i wraped my arms around his neck and he kissed my neck _________________ My New BABY
its been a month and he was gone againg i just gave up and moved out to new york where travon and momma was so when summer came they where there i had started doing videos again and my bigh one was with disturbed
@ the video shoot
we where shooting believe and i had to meet david
david:hey im david and you must be nina b
me(cuting him off)just nina
d:sorry jsut nina but this is the band and this is the manger
manger:hi nina
me:hey
manger:well get changed
me:ok
so i did and they did my make up and they recolored my hair an even darker black when todays shots was over i had to put my things on the tour bus they where on so that nigth i was sitting down in the back room and david came in
d:so how are u
me:im fine tired
david:listen i know i just met u but i wanted to know if maybe me and u can date some time
so its been a month me and him started dating hard thing was i was going on tour with him and they where going to be in the same one with chezz he knew i was trying to get a devorce but he wanted to be with me too so when the first concert came i was one of the dancers so when we got there i seen chezz and brad talking so i got dressed and then we walked off and he held my waist and chazz looked at me and i could tell he was pissed when david kissed my farhead
with them
brad:is that nina
chezz(so pissed hes not talking)
brad:look let it go u will talk to her when u get hom
chezz:i have afelling she not gonna be there i need to make a call
so he went to the phone and called the hours keeper
chezz:hey is nina things still there........what u mean she left a not and a devorce paper for me it not over..........ok....bye
brad:im thingking she left
chezz:she live in new your know and the kids are there too
mike:whats going on(seeing nina)wait
chezz got up and walked over to where i was
by me
me:her he comes
chezZ:whats going on
me:im leaving u im tired of u not being there
chezz:o so what ur goign to be with im whos gone just as much
me:he with me now isnt he
chezz:look u know i love u what u did this and then u took my kids to new york
me:so
chezz:nina whats is this doing for u
me:it showing me how misse3d u for nothing
chezz:for nothign then why u stayed with me huh u know u fucking here jsut to show off
me:cus u could not take me one tour u cant take me to award shows and all that other stuff but not where the fun was
chezz:and
me:thats why i left u cus ur acting like u dont care now
david:come on baby
i jsut left with him
later that show they where on stage after me and his crew and he did nto have that same effection like i see on tv i guess he did have me on his mind a lot but it was a sad one now i jsut felt liek i hurted him when they came off david was kissed on me while i was texting my agent to see what i had planed for the week
me:yall got a video this month
d:yeah
me:which one
d:let the bodies hit the floor
me:ok lts seei got in pices with linkin park(wisper)damn
d:well u can get thought it
me:5 photo shoots 3 with u 2 with them then i got a model signing actuly 4 in japan and 3 here in new york
d(turhing my innier thigh when chezz looked over)ok u want me to come(kissing the sid of my lips)
me:let me see yours
d:kiss me first
i smiled and kissed him and then he gave it to me
me:ok it works with mince but thres one tour ur have douring the week im going to be in japan
d:we can still see each other
me:how
d:its in japan
me:ok
so i gave it back anf then went to got change and he came in after me and trying to go for it we did and then got dressed and left back out _________________ My New BABY
3 months later i was on stage with them doing let the bodys it the floor every one loved it caused we lettery trought our selfs on the floor so it been the next show i was gitting ready and then i felt sick i toled the manger and she gave me a pregnecy test i looked at her and she nodded
manger:i knwo how things get
so i took it and it said yes i sat on the floor and i shook my head
d:(walking in)come on where leaving
me:ok
so we got ont he tour bus and she seen me looking down and chezz was also on that buss with their crw so i was kida quit so he took me in the room and locked the door
d:whats wrong
me:nothing
dk (looking at me mad now)now im tired of tryignt o be good to u and u dont tell me(yelling)
me:(shocked)whats your problem first yor all nice now ur yelling
d:cus every tim e your out there ur doing this u think i dident see huh i see u and the bitch kissing u hoe
me:(standing)what i know u did not tjust call me an hoe
d:yes i didand(pushing me back down)dont come standing up now like u some stroung bitch
i got back up and he slaped me and then pushed em back down hard and tears jsut ran down my face and i droped kicked him and he grabed my leg and he punched me in my stumach hard i felt my eys roll back and then in a rush blood came down my leg i just layed down and he backed i started to shake ont he floor as the blood suronded me on the carpite i layed on he looked and calmed down
d:nina
i jsut closed my eyes with tears coming down it was me baing with ben all over again i felt th elife he tok out my hads go away i just layed there when i got up ui was socked the made came socked the blood up and i took off my clothes and then put on a robe and went got washed up when i was done i went to the front of the bus and called travon to talk to the kids
travon:hey
me:hey
travon:is every thing ok
me:yeah i jsut wanted to talk to the kids
chezz came in
lil chezz:hello
me:hey sweety
lil chezz:ey mommy hows the baby doing(i told travon that day)
me:look sweety mommy kinda lost it
lil chezz:like u did daddys
me:kinda like daddys
lil chezz:is he there
me:yeah btu i dont think its a good idea
chezz:let me speek
me:here
chezZ:hey son
lil:chezz:ilove u daddy how the trip
chezz:its good i love u too
lil chezz:please make mommy bring us home
he looked at me
chezZ:look lil chezz your old enugh now me and mommy are probly not goignt o get back together it a possibility btu it jsut hard just know i love u and your sister very much heres your mom(kindin felling hurt)
me:hello
lil chezz(crying some)ungle try said i got to go
me:dont cry
lil chezz:heres angie
me:on i love u
angle:hey mommy whats wrong
me:u rember ungle try told u about the baby i was going to have yesterday
i seen chezz looke up
angle:yeah is she ok
me:no
andle:what happen
me:it had to go
angle:why
me:momy just sick and the tour is stress full ok
angle:can i talke to daddy
me:here
he took the phone and i felt like i was shit cus i had the felling of empty ness in me
chezZ:ok i love u
he hung up
chezz:u did not tell em he got u pregnet
me:cus u did not have to know
chezz:how it died
me:.....i jsut want to be along right nwo can u leave
chezz:he killed it whaen yall where fighting diddent he he tuched u huh
me:look i wanna be along
chezz:tell me nina
me:yes ok happy but it does not involves u
chezz:i cant belive u u left me for that i never dared to lay a hand on u nina i never pushed u nothing i respected u nina and u left em for that pice of shit
me(crying).......
chezz:now u see what u left huh but nope i was not as good a the shit u ran to he cald u names he he hurted u he took that like u was holding from u but i gave u 2 lives our 2 kids could of had 3 by the tiem i came back
me:i was working on 3 for u
he looked at me
chezz:Waid u lost a child for me
me:u was gone too much chezz i tryed to tell u but u was gone i tryed to carry it but i got depressed and it happen i tryed to tell u that but u where gone u never called much i just had no choice
chezz:damn ti nina
me:im goign to bed
he just sat down i went layed down and david had closed the door and got in next to me later that night he jsut got over me and started kissign em and trying to have sex
me:no i dont want to now
d:i dont care
he just kissed me
me:(pushign him)get off of me
he held em down and covred my mought and i tryed to scream but no one could hear me he fucking raped me and i could not belive it the next day i was back stage they where doing my make up and i was kida shaking some
m:stop shaking
me:i wish i could(low)
m:whats wrong
me:its nothing
m:u know ur the first perong who stayed with him on tour like this
me:i am
m:yeah one girl jsut did nto trust him any more
d:what yall talking about(grabing my waist)
m:nothing
d:is that true
i jsut got up and went to get me some thing to drink and he followed
d:whats wrong with u(grabing me)
me:let me go
he pulled me too him and i pulled away but he would not let go so his friend mad him let me go i jsut left all together i got my things and put them away and he came on ther slamed the door and he pulled me to him
d:where u going
me:im leaving u
d:u are huh
me:yes
he sat down
dk
so i got my bages and went to the door and he watch when i pulled it open he slamed my head on the wall and i tryed to get focuse and i looked up and he left out
i got up not knowing i was bleeding from my sid of my face when i did ti was jsut a scrach so i got a cab and chezz seen me leaveing and he shook his head whe ig to home i took a bath i washed my face and every thign iw as hurt bad latter that night i got a call i was in my bed with my knees pulled in
me:hello(low)
chezz:u ok
me:yes
cheez:im guessing it over
me:why
chezz:hes with soem other girl
me:well thats her let himhave here
chezz:i did nto her u any mor last night lat i hard reying but thats it
me:look dont u had your groopies to be with
chezz:ell me what happen
me:i was raped last night on
chezz(sigh)nina
me:look im going to bed
chezz:well the tours ended i need some where to go
me:to the house
chezz:no i want to be with u and the kids
me:fine(giving him tha adressed)
chezz:ok ill be over
so i went to sleep soon i woke up to knocking so i opend the door and he came in and closed the door
chezz:where are the kids
me:im gitting them tommrow
chezz:well can i sleep in the bed with u
me:i dont care
so he found the bathrooma nd got changed and he got in the bed but the think i loved about him he never got too close he did tuch my hips but he wasnt all on me the next day i woke up and got int he showere and changed when i got out i had a towal around me forgitting chezz was there and i walked out letting my hair back down and gitting my clothes out
chezz(just waking up)im waking up in a good time huh
me:o im sorry i for got u was here
chezz:for get longer i wanna see
me:no
so i got dressed in the bathroom when i came out and then i went to go get the kids when i got to travons house i had put their things in the car and he noticed my face some
trayvon:he hit u diddent he
me:look it ok cus i left him
trayvon:when after he raped u cus i know how u ara after ben
me:look im ok thanks for wathing the kids im taking them home
so when they got home they seen chezz and ran hugged him
angle:your here to stay
daddy:no i got to head home soon but im spind time with u for the rest of this summer u see im out for a while and ima use this time for the bother of u ok
lil chezz:no problem
me:are yall hungry
angle:no grandma fead us
so they played with chezz and i watched tv and went thoguth my organizer and seen i had a photo shoot with steve-o from jack ass i jsut laughed and seen i had a cupple of them with him but it was aftert the summer latert that night evey thing got calm down and i was jsut gitting out the showere and gittign dressed in my night gown so i layed down and started looking thoguth my organiseres again and seen my manger added a dinner with im so i decited to call him
manger:hey nina
me:whats up with the organizer
manger:im guessing u seen the dinner thing
me:yes i did
manger:we need a new image for u so we got to try to get u and him together
me:it dont work like that
manger:look hes comming over this weekend for a dinner to ok be ready dress sexy
me:ok
he hung up and i sighed
chezz:whats wrong
me:jsut work
he jsut shooked his head
so i cut my light off so did he next thing i know he kissed my lips and i pulled back some and he rubbed my face so i turnd over and relaxed some the weekend cme chezz took the kids to his place for a week i was dressed and i had let my hear down and i strightened it when they came the manger left so it was jsut us
s:so i guess u know who i am
me:yes i do
s:and ur nina right
me:correct
sk so what are some things u like
i told him and he smiled
me:also i have 2 kids and have been recently devorced and out of a bad brake up _________________ My New BABY
s:(smirk)that will go soon enught so wehn can i meen the kids
me:soon
sk so i know u cook good and look good ack sharp dress to kill how do u kiss(walking to the door)
me(:walking with him)like this(kissing him and he pulled me in some man how good he kissed back)...........
s:wow huh
me:see u soon here my number
he left when chezz came back steve was there
chezz:hey yall
me:hey
s:hey dud
lil chezz went to his room and angle sat in between us and he smirked
chezz:so your with him now
me:kinda
chezz:i see ima go head home
lil chezz:but i thought u was staying the whole summer
chezz:son
me:u did i mean theres hotels and guess rooms u promised so u need to stay
chezz:fine
so i went out back so did steve
s:is that your ex husban
me:yep
s:so u wanna show me your home town(kissing my sholder)
me:sure
so i went to where the old houses was
me:this is my old house chezz lives here and (driving to nikkas)this is my very first house
i got out and went in and nikka ranhugged me untile she seen my face from when david hit me
nikka:who hit u
me:david
nikka:who
me:my ex
nikka:u left chezz
me:been
she smiled
me:he mad me feel like shit though cus i left him jsut to go to trash
nikka:who is he
me:my new boyfriend
s:in process of being your boyfriend
nikka:why
me:manger wants me too
ammy:ey sis wherwe u been omg steve o
nikka:u knwo who he is
ammy:i watch jackass bitch
kim:i thought u was crazy for chezz but ammy lost it
sk well it time to go
me:ok ill see yall
so we left
s:u grew up here
me:yeah
s:how u get this job
me:chezz
s:im happy u did get it
me:why
s:i whould of never met u baby
me:aww
he kissed me
so its been 4 months the kids where back in school and travon had them again cusi was on shoots right now i was modeling jeans and stevo was my male modle so i had to be topliss and he was and he had on gap geens so did i and i had to be in his arms facing himwith my arms folded and is covring sided of my top and then i had a bathing sute one he was in swim trunks and i was in a one pice that showed a lot though and i had to hold his hand in the sand
when the shoot was over we went to the beach and the pop came and was watching us h did nto car thought he kissed my neck and i liked it funny thing was he was fingering me btu he hid it from thing it felt good tho i knwo he knew what he was doing and i liked it
me:lets go to your hotel
sk hold on
me:(moan)now
sk
he stoped and wiped his hand and kissed me
when we got there i was to tired to do any thing
s:u bagged to come here when i could of had u going on the beach
me:come on im tired
s:i want to go for it
me:wait
he sighed and went to the abthroom and he came back out i was sleeep when i woke up he was called for a party so we got dressed and he took me with him when we got there it was a big on people making out drunk so we partyed i got tispy and steve on the othr hand drunk but it wasnt like that he was still acting stright so when it was time to go he walked out
steve:ill rive
me:no your drunk
s:no im tispy
me:ow many fingers im holding up(holding up 3)
s:12
me:yep your drunk
so i tooke us tot he hotel soon as we get there he started kissing me i was too and we went for i right there i loved it it was beeter then any thing i just let him worked cus if i tryed it was not as good the next day i was jsut gitting up he was sleep i went took a showere when h e got in it jsut the smwll of him turned me on
s:ur so sweet u kow that _________________ My New BABY
so when we got out i checked my organizer and seen i had a photo shoot with disturbed when i went to it i took steve with me cus i knwo i goin to need him
when brake came i was sitting down and he walked up to me
dived:so i see u went for a week guy
me:get out my face
he grabed me
d:u see i know ur going to come running abck
me:no thats the last tiem ill do
d:u knwo u want me
me:why when i was with u u never told me u loved me u never held me like i wanted to be its always u pushing the far lar line u hit me u raped me u took life from me and most of all u crused my heart btu u did not take my soul now go away
he left mad when i got home i felt crushed again thoses pains where back for me so steve tryed to make me feel better and he did o al right when we got out the hotel back in to my house he moved in lil chezz thought he was cool angle wanted chezz but she know he was gone right now i was cooking steve know not to be close to me all the time aboutd the kids so he was playing vido games with chezz and angle helped me cooked
angle:daddys comming tonight
me:he is
angle:yeah he called
so we set the table and every one went in and then there was a knock ont he door and lil chezz got it
lil chezz:hey chezz mick brad
me:(eyes got big)no u did not chezz
chezz:its jsut for a lil nina
so i jut sat next to stee and they found spots and we ate and i felt steves hand tuching my leg movinf up ilifited it alil singling not now and he jsut kepted it there when it was over they hung out and steve helped me clean the kicten
me:what if i was pregnet
he looked at me
steve:what u eman
me:i think i might be and i wanted to know what u thougt
s:that whould be great i mean iv meet your kids i wouldnt mine
me:(simile)
s:i love your smile
me:u wanna kiss the lips that made the smile
s:sure
so he kissed me and then i heand chezz walke in
chezz:can the kids come to my house
me:its a week day they got school
chezz:i can take them
me:u likve far from ehre
chezz:i got ahouse up here
me:fine jsut tonight
he looked mad tho
me:whats the mad look for
chezz:u know why
me:its my house ur in _________________ My New BABY
so later that night i checked to see if i was carrying and it said no so i sighed and just went in the room
steve:so what it say
me:no
he kissed me
s:maybe another time(unsure)
me:(picking up on it)u dont want to huh
s:kinda
4 months later i was in the kicten and chezz kept calling about the kids but they was not there and if they where they where sleep so right now it was 12 am and i was in my room and steve was kinda mad about it
steve:look nina he keeps calling i think yall need to get things stright
me:what
s:i know yall love each other
me:wait ur leaving me cause of him
s:yes look im goign ill get my things later
so he left i just started crying the next day chezz came over and lil chezz let him in cus i was in my bed balled up crying it was like a addiction to him i jsut could nto help but cry for him
chezz:where your mom
lil chezz:she told me not to come in
angle:chezz why mommy crying
lil chezz:i dont know
chezz:ima go in
so he came in and it was dark in ther i just covred my head and he un covred it
chezz:nina why your crying
me:get the fuk otu this is caus of u
chezz:what i do
me:u caused him to leave me
chezz:nina come on dont cry
me:just go
he jsut gave up i went stright in to a depression mod when steve did come back he seen how bad i was i jsut sat there he seen i had on the same clothes and every thing
steve:nina why are u still like this
me:(very low)dont leave me(kinda crying)
he sighed and picked my up and washed my off and re dressed me i was sick really sick so sicke i shaked he held me i was cold my blood was running slow i could of died if i waited 1 day longer he just kissed me
s:ur so cold
i jsut shooked so he took me to the hospital and they had me healing _________________ My New BABY
4 more months later i was pregnet he did not know but then again he did not know cause he left me and i was addicted to sex he knew it and he left me like this right now i was on a talk show and they where talking aboput how i started
me:well i started in a bar warking i found my ex husban he helped me and then i went back down started up again and well it lead me here
host:so iv heard u and disturb's lead singer david had kicked it off
me:well that was jsut a short thing he helped me to spike up and well i ended up here and stronger
host:well what abotu stevo i thoought yall where going for the marrage but yall split
me:i dont know
host:do u need help
me:what u mean
host:(shouting)a steve come out her
so he came out and hugged me brushing my spot
host:so why happen
s:well i jsut thought her and her ex husban needed some time to strighttings out
host:so have yall
me:not really
host:so do u think yall might get back together
me:i dont know
s:maybe u never know(looking at me)
host:so is there any kids between yall
we bothe answer diffrent
host:what is it
he looked at me and i looked at her
me:im pregnet 4 months
host:she smiled:and your not showing a lot
me:(showint her how round my stumach was)its an girl and boy
s:twins(shocked)
host:so i guess that all
so iw ent home it hit the new quick i was now the new pregnet celeb soon chezz xhowed up i was drunk to get over my addiction and he jsut shooke his head
chezz:whats up with this
me:look this dose not involves u ok
chezz:nina
me:(cryign voice)chezz
chezz:why are u work up over him just come back to me i have a nice house for u and every thing i still love u
me:look im waiting for himt o come back he have no choice cus im having his kids
chezz:so u fucking him too
me:yes chezz i am im not goign to hold back im not like them girls who tinks they are only for the guy they left u was not my firs and not my last im moved on and im still moving on
chezz:well move back nina cus i need u
me:no u dont dont u have all them other girls in the world thats u be with chezz
he sighed and then the door oen
steve o:why u did nto tell me
me:cus u left me u knwo what was wrong with me u knoe im addicted and u tryed to get me going on stage
s w/e
he pulled me in the room and slamed the door
me:plz be with me
he sighed and sat on the bed so i went over and nibbled on his ear and kissed his lips and he kissed me back and rubbed my stumach
s:i love u nina
me:smilling cus he never said it)i love u too _________________ My New BABY
the next day i woke up and he kissed me and knowing me trying to stop being soaddicted to having sex i tryed not to grab him in
s:we are gnna get u help
me:pleases cus it bothes me
s:i made u that way
me:nodding
sk
so he did 5 months later i was at the house they had pic of me and how big i was witht he twins and i was one of the in shape ones it made me fell good i was due a week ago but nope i was still holding so tody i went to the dr and he said that i can have thime now cus it was almost time so i got canged layed down he cave me some med so it would speed the process while i was waiting i called every one they came and then as u know it chezz came for the one pregnecy that was not his and it pissed me off then lil chezz came in befor they had me get ready
lil chezz:when we comming back home
me:when the babys come home
lil chezz:ok(smile)
i kissed his far head and he left out holding angles hand
nikka:so how is it going
me:(felling a lil pain now
me:i think am about to go int he laber my waters about to brake
steve was quite i know he was nurves so i caled him over
steve:how we gonna deal with this
me:easy iv don it with 2 others kids
steve:but not at atime
me:baby its ok
he lissed my hand
s:u jsut keep them save in there _________________ My New BABY
so i had the babyis and then went home when i got there i was on bed rest so steve had some one wait on em i did nto like it but it helped i had to wait4 to 5 weeks befor going back to biss and the coll thing was i was able to bring the kids some thimes so right now it been 5 months so now i was at my photo shoot and then steve showed up there and started playing with the kids then i went on break and i hugged him
me:so ur done with shoting your show
s:yeah do u fell like taking some shots for the house
me:i guess
lil chezz:ma it was awsom(running up holding angle on his back)
me:what
lil chzz:daddy had come with ungle mike and them and he was on stage at the mall and then some more people came
me:thats cool
angle:just cool it awsome they had people going every where and he blew me a kiss they we got caled up and then he hugged us every body was like aww
me:well go pley yal be careful keep the phone one yall and stay together
angle:ok
manger:nina come on
so i finished and the me and the kids went to go meet steave at the other bilding and we took family pics it was fun then we walked around the mall and i seen chezz still up there singing autos
angle:can i go get one please
lil chezz:please
me:ok
and then they pulled me over there i was shock and then he gave them one and hugged them
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k (looking at me mad now)now im tired of tryignt o be good to u and u dont tell me(yelling)