Posted: Tue Oct 30, 2007 2:55 am Post subject: new story : this thing called amor: new story
amor? amor? what kink of think is this i mean love was to far of a big step i did not know if i had the guts the heart to do it i love rene' but i did not love love him to say "yo so en amor with tu" i know he loved me like that but y now we been together for 5 monthes and he already talking about marriage and kids im not ready for this im not ready to take perez as my last name i layed back and tryed to relaxed as i wated for hime to come home it was 7:37 pm i know he was just gitting off work at the studio he works hard every day so i at lest have something cooked ofr him and a nice hot bath ready for him. i head the door click and the nubb turn and i seen him come in he tossed his keys on the coffie table and he put his bags down and went in the room and undid his tie and took his shirt off and glansed at me
me/hey baby how was your day
rene/same as every day so ammy what u been up to to day
me/nuthing just got done running the bath water and cooking
rene/u know u dont have to do this evey day
me/yeah
so he got undressed and took a bath i layed down and i started to read my book it was about diffrent matters it was a nice book iv read it over 50 times i bet so when he got outhe went down stairs to his own offices and he ate while going over some work and songs it was like this every day so as u know it istill had my v card we never had time to even have sex so i was use to it even tho some times i wondered what it would fell like so as i dossed off to sleep i woke up in the midd of the night to rene gitting in the bed and he turned his light off and i looked at him
me/do u ever wonder what it was like to nver work so much
rene/some times(sighing)but there whill not be an break for me soon
me/hmm on goodnight
he kidded my far head. another thing was he never kissed my lips in an long time he only did it once and it was suprizing so i layed my head on his chess and we tryed to sleep when we did i dosed off deep when i woke up rene was gitting dressed it was about 5 and i got up and ran down and fix xomting for him to eat and he ate then kissed my far head and left off in a rush i got showered up and then i got dressed and prushed my hair in to a bun and then i left out the house when to work on lunch break i went to the studio like every day and seen rene raping in spanish like alway and then he walked out and hugged me
rene/what u want to eat for lunch
me/nuthing im not really hungry
rene/well i think we might be moving again
me/(groan)why im tired of moving we just got here 3 weeks ago
rene/well there will be a astudio in the house i want have to leave as much and u can stay home cus u want need a job
me/pero....pero
rene/no buts about it
me/preo mi gusta here
rene/i like it here to but come on it may be the last
me/u sad that last time
rene/look baby we will talke about it tonight
me/no we will not cus ur always comming in late the only time your home early is if ur making a move or have a meeting in your offices i never hardly get to see u and im sick of it
i ran out nd went home and called in sick and they let me off the huck i layed in the bed 6;00 hit and i haeard the door open i was in the kicten cooking and i seen rene walk in the front door and he went to his offices and slamed the door shut and i jsut turned the fire on the food off and i grabed a box of cigars and slamed the house door shut and i lit one and smoked it when i calmed down and stop crying i had 2 left i took a deep breath and i went back in and went in the kicten and then fised two plates and sat them down and after i ate mines along as always i went to the room and took a bath and then got in bed and layed down and grabed my book and read ti some more and then rene came in and i cut my light off and tured form the door and he sighed and went in the bathrrom i just cryed my selft to sleep when i woke up it was 4 am i got out the bed slowly as rene was sleep i was off so i did not have to git dressed so i fixed breakfirst and then i ate and then i went in the living room and cleaned up and throw away the ashes for rene ash try and then i wehnt to clean his offices and i found a pic of a lil girl and on the back read"see what uv missed out on your own child" i put it down and i left out not wanting to do no more i went in the kicten and i washed dishes and then i just wiped the tires from my face so much he has hid from me too much then he came down dressed and i hid my face from him and he tryed talking to me
rene/are u ok
me/oh yeah im fine(low)
rene/u dont sound like it
me/hmm
rene/ima be home for 2 today
me/(sigh)ok
so he kissed my check and then turned me around and wiped my face and he kissed me on my lips with toung to and then he left that night i was laying down sleep i felt him get in the bed so i gust scooted over when i woke up the next day ti was actualy 3 am 1 hour later i got out bad and just cut my light on and grabed my book and i seen he had just woke up
rene/y u up so early
me/thinking
rene/hmm listen m offices is clutted right now so i dont want u to go in there
me/im sure ur hiding more thing then i saw in there
rene/what u mean
me/your child
he sat up
rene/how u know about her
me/i had to clean your offices and i seen her pic
uh ho the dramma then started _________________ My New BABY
rene/look i know i did not tell u about her but last week e found out shes not mines ok i did not tell u cus i did not know how u was gonna act about it and i was wrong for it
me/i for give u
he kissed me and then for the first i felt his hands slide to my leg i was sceard that he was gonna go far then his kiss got deeper i wraped my arms around his neck and i felt him get in between my legs and BOOM! i dont know what happen to me but it was like i knew what i was doing but i did not then i seen him take his shirt off i was to in to it to pull back then he un did my night shirt and took it off and he kissed my neck and lower then mi lips again and then he took my shorts off and he looked at me and i did not know what to do next
rene/u ok
me/um..i mean yeah
rene/(wisper in my ear)u want me to lead u
i nodded as he kissed my cheek and then he took his jeans off and slip the covers over us and then he un tied my thong and then he took my under shirt off and he then started to go in me slow ly and i grabed the sheets and he went all the way in and i jurked cus it hurted so bad i then he spead up and i grabed his arms tight that were on the sids of me
rene/calm down it gonna stop
me/it hurts(it stoped and then i loosen gri[)
rene/told u
me/(bitting my lip)..hm(trying nto to let a moan excape)
he kissed my neck and then pulled me closter and when it was all over i was out of breath and i was breathing fast and rene he kissed my neck and we bothe went to sleep when i woke up i went in the bathroom and got in the showere rene was at work and i guess he went in lat cus it was after 10 but then i seen him come int her room while i was gitting dressed and the he kissed my far head so i walked out and went to my car and he walked out
rene/amy were u going
me/to emma and shanell house y
rene/o i was just asking is ricky and jay gonna be there
me/yeah
rene/i wanna come
me/ok u can drive
rene/lets take my car
so we got in the car and then he pulled out and when we got to my friends house we walked in and isat next to him and then emma my sister walked down and i hugged her and sat back down and rene put his hand around my waist
emma/so what going on
me/nuthing just bord wanted to see yall
emma/well come up stairs let the boys talk
so we did
with the boys
jay/damn man her ass just get phatter every time u need to hit it
rene/i did lat night
ricky/thats what im talkin about
with the girls
i was look in to no were thinking about last night and emma slaped my leg
emma/what u thinking about
me/(smile alil)last night
emma/(jumping in front of me)what happen what happen
me/wet shanell
emma(talking fast)not her she went with momma to go get something now tell me
me/i lost my v card last night
emma/what omg to who
me/rene who eals
emma/better be him i think yall should judt get married i head jay and him talking about it one day
me/i did to but i dont know i mean i love him but not as much as he loves me
emma/look it ok to love him hes not jake ok he want hurt u like he did i know home really long and he and nuthing like jake
me/i just dont know emma
emma/trust me amy your now 21 u dont need to keep your self hidden in that cage u call your hurt u need to smille more and let that person shine more and make me proud to be your 23 year old sister ok
me/(smile a lil)ok
emma/ so how it fell to u
me/pain then pleasure just think of it that way
emma/did he know u was one
me/when i stoped and got sceard
emma/it normal
rene(yelling up)baby come on were going
me/i will see u later(i huged her and then i went down stairs and we left he passed our stop and i looked at him
rene/dont worry i know were we are going
he stoped at this big house it was better then our apartment e went in and i see some of the things rene had in storage in there and he took me around and i liked it
rene/so what u think
me/i like it but y so big
rene/(kiss me)i have my reasons
me/like
he walked to the other part
me/hey u get back here
he ran and i chased him and then he jusmped out and i screamed and then he pined me on the wall and lifted me and kissed me and i wraped my arms around his neck until i heard a knock ont he wall it was one of his friends one he worked with
rene/what up(putting me down)
guy/we need to talk and fast
so he went out
with them
rene/whats wrong
guy/we have an tour tommrow pop up one some people droped out and we need to leave as soon as we can
rene/i cant leave her here
guy/well u cant take her eather it a year round one
rene/damn how ima tell her this
guyjust make it quick i want to see u here at 5 tonight it is now 3:30 so mak it quick
he left and rene came back in and sat down
rene/baby come here
i walked to him
me/somthing wrong
he sighed
rene/look ima need u to finish up the house ok i have an tour a yer round one i just found out about and ima need u to stay strong(i started to cry)pleases dont do that ok but i leave at five tonight
me/no u cant leave me here rene i need u i cant let u do this i cant
rene/come on let go help me pake
so we got in the car and i layed my head on the window and let teas roll down my face as he puled in the parken lot we went in and he had to pack all his clothes and then he hugged me and kissed m check and he left whit his friend on the tour bus
4 monthes later i was pregnet for him and we only had sex once i was in the nnew house painthing and rene called for the first in 4 monthes
me/hello
rene/hey what u doing
me/well im pating the baby's room
rene/baby
me/im 4 monthes pregnet
rene/that good new to hear but look hows the house comming
me/well i have our room and the kicten to paint next and the new carpit been put down um it comming fine
rene/thats good so i got to go im on in 5
me/ok i love u
so i hung up and then my cell went off it was and unknow number
me/hello
jake/hey baby
me/what u want and im not your baby
jake/sure not so i went to ur place last night since i heard rene was gone so i thought u might wanna give me your v
me/look stop callking me
i hung up it been 8 more months and i was waiting for rene to come home i was feeding the baby and shaking i could not wait then the baby went to sleep so i layd her down and then i heard the door click and then open and i ran and jumped on him ad kised him as he droped his stupp to hold me up then i showed him mya
rene/damn she lookes like u
me/well what u suppose
rene/more of me
me/so are u happy to be home
rene/yeah im am tired of being on that buss i love comming home to u
me/well u got a hot bath waiting and i mad dinner
rene/what i tell u about that
me/i know i know i could not help it i love u so much
rene/u know somthing there is somthing i wanna ask u
me/what
he sat me on the bed in our room and eh told me to be honest
rene/eres tu amor with me
me/yes
rene/will u merry me
me/(thinking) yea
he smiled and kissed me _________________ My New BABY
me/(thinking of what emma said about me holdin in)yo tango amor por tu ahor mesmio
rene/u heave loveve for me right now huh well do u have a nugh to keep perez as yo lase name
me/foreve
rene/i thought so
so he got in the tub and i checked on the baby when he got out i was aready sleep when i woke up he was at the studio and the baby had just started crying so i got her and took her to the kicten with me and got her some milk and warmed it then i gave it to her and then i got dressed and then her after burping her and then we went to emma house
emma/aww there go my little mya
she smiled a lil and emma took her and then i went to the studio and sat down and watched rene and he smiled at me
rene/come here
so i did and he got me to do some of the girl voices on there and then they put it to gether and i like it so then we had to do this thing were we added other effects then it was done
me/is athat all u need to do
rene/no i have and vido shoot come on lets go ill take u
me/ok ima call emma
so we got in the car and he pulled
me/ima need ut to keep tha baby longhet there extra bottles if u need one in her bag
emma/were u going
me/video shoot with rene
emma/ok
so i went with hima and ended up int he vido with him that night we were at home and the baby was laying down
rene/had fun
me/kinda(bitting my lip as he kissed my neck)
rene/next week i start useing the stuio down stairs
me/y not tommrow
rene/i can u want me to
me/yeah
so it been a year mya was now 1 year and 3 monthes she alwayes followed rene every were she was calling him daddy sinces she was 5 monthes right now i was bathing her and rene was sitting on the sid of the tup
mye/dada daddy(she giggled) play me
he tikkled her then i took her out and dryed her and he smiled st me and then i got her dried up then put to bed when i came back in she looked at me
rene/how do u ever survive
me/doing what
rene/but having sex i mean we only did it once
me/i know and im not planing on it for a while
rene/hmm so baby u know next week is we will be married for a year
me/yeah and i know there is a dance for us to _________________ My New BABY
i was at home mad cus rene was leaving for tour again mya was crying and screaming daddy dont go as he was leaving and i was cring my self cus he was gonna be gone for almost 3 years stright i hugged him and did not wanna let go but i had to and mya was screaming fighting me to case after him when he left she would not eat nuthing all she did was cry when they got to the other state he called
rene/u ok(hear mya crying)
me/no she want eat shes not sleeping and shes just screaming daddy
rene/damn im sorry baby
me/talk to her
i gae her the phone and he got her to be quite and then she wied her face and smiled thne she gave me the phone
me/what u say
rene/nuthing really when i was small just the sound of my dads voice mad me feel he was home
me/o well i jsut wish we could of came i dont want to be here with out u
rene/well ima bee there next monthe we have an tour i will try to get yall a way to be with me for the rest of the tour
me/but i cant wait a mont u been gone 6 hours and im missing u i missed u as soon as u walked on that tour bus
rene/i will work somthing ok i love u i got to go
me/love u too rene
he hung up i layed down and move mya hair out her face she looked just like him but she had my eyes and smile i remembered just before i had her i thought kids were to far and that rene was just too ahead to want them but once its all over i now see what people out there who kill there kids and say they dont want them ar missing i kissed herfarhead and covred us up and went to sleep when i woke up i heard mya scream for rene i called him and he did not pick up i went in the room and i tryed to but she did not then rene called like three hours later
me/y u did not pick up rene i cant do this i cant stand this at all ima about to go crazy if u cant find a way to shorten the tour or get us with u ima go crasy
rene/give her the phone
i did and i went in the living room and took two pills and then tryed to calm my nerves down when i went back she was laying down and i took the phone and heard him raping a lil song then he stoped and i answred
me/baby i want u home(crying
guy/(in the back)a man u need to come on there is a signing going on
rene/baby i got to go
me/please come home(crying)
rene/honey im sorry but
me/no buts rene please come back
rene/i will see i love u
he hung up and i layed down i then took mya to emma house and she did not cry when i got back home i layed on the couch i covred my face and cryed then i heard a voice
voice/why do u have to cry like this
me/rene
he smiled i ran and hugged him
rene/im only here for a cupple of houres hw said yall can come so get packed
me/thank u(i kissed him)i love u so much
rene/i know
so we got packed and i went picked up mya and when left
on tour bus
i was in the big back room with rene and mya she was in the other sleep me and rene was kissing and he was inbetween my legs and then that guy came in
guy/thats y she could not be on the bus
rene/well i cant help it any ways what up
guy/we making it to the hotel in 5
rene/thats good
guy/so mis perez how it fell to be on the bus
me/better then along in that big house
guy/thats good well im oliver just call me o
me/well nice to meet u
rene/well now we all know each other the bus jsut stop and i have something to take care of
so we got a big hotel and i layed mya in the other room and me and rene was in the other i was laying down as he kissed my nexk and then i felt his hanf slip up mu leg an d it hit my click and i flinched as he went back down across and he kisses me and we then went to sleep when i woke up me and mya were the only two there the boys were in the hall talking ourt things were packed still ex rene cus we were there for the week i got in the tub and so did mya then we got dressed and we went out and rene took her and he kissed her ceck and she smiled
rene/ur so pretty
mya/love u dadi
he smiled
rene/love u to(baby talking back)
then he looked at me and he kissed me and held my waist
rene/i got my two fav girls with me
o/ok well we need to go i have an signing plan for u
so we went to ths signing i was sitting in the back then mya ran out and went to him
me/damn it
o/(wispering)come get her
rene/dont worry about it she ok(signing this girl's pic)there u go
girl/thank u i love u so much
rene/u to
o/ok break time
rene stood up and picked up mya and i came out and took her and she was about to start crying
me/dont u dare
she just rubed her eyes
rene/aww baby let me see her for a while
me/ok
so he took her and she layed her had on his sholder and they were taking picters and then rene kissed me and it was like somthing hit me and i was in to it way deep when i pulled back i looked at him and he moughted it not over i smirked
me/we will see
he tuced my face and i notice his ring was off when it was all over we were out at this nice place eating
rene/u ok u have not talked to me sincewe left
i looked at my plate and he took my fork and i used my knife topick at it and he took it
rene/baby whats wrong come on tell me
me/were is your wedding ring
rene/right in my pockit
me/y is it there ur ashamed u married me
rene/no baby im afred some one might take it some one did last time but it was my old class one
me/do they even knoe your married
rene/idk and they dont need to cus i dont want us being on the news like o they just had an fight maybe he leave her for good
me/look im sorry for gitting mad but it just hurt me u did not have it on
rene/i know how it fell cus when ur wahing dishes i get mad u dont have it on eather but then i think about it
later that night some on knocked on the hotel door and i opened it ti was some girl
girl/is rene here
me/yeah but y are u here
girl/cus im somthing u not
rene/who is it(walking to the door and the girl screamed and hugged him)
me/im going check on mya look like u have fan problems
rene/can i help u
girl/well yeah please o pleases can u coem to my party
he kissed my neck and i smiled some i know what was about to go down the next day i heard a knoc on the door and it open
o/a yall(stop and then just shake his head)
rene/what(turnging over looking at his cell)damn it only 6 am
o/i know but we have a lot to do to day the girls bace to stay here
rene/shit a amy get my shorts
me/if i had clothes on may be i would
o/ima leave
so he did and we oth got dressed
3 months in the tour i was pregnet right now we were back stage and rene for got he was holding mya and walked out then i heard her speak in the mic and say hey and then he i got her when we got to the back i went in the dressing room she started to cry
me/mya stop it
mya/daddy(crying)
me/shit
i grabed her and made her look me in the eye
me/now listen here if u dont calm yo ass down ima beat it now shut up and wait for him to come back
she sat down and stoped when the thing was over i was still in hes room he came in there and seen me and mya sleep
rene/baby(i turned the other way)baby come on
o/they up
rene/no ima carry amy u get mya
so they took us to the van and then i streached and rene noticed my stumach and then i turned around and loked at him
me/how we get here
he just walked off the bus and i steped in front of him
rene/y ur hiding shit from me now huh
me/hwta u mean
rene/ur pregnet
me/look i tryed to tel u but uv bee gone
rene/bull bull that fuckign bull
me/im sorry
rene/im sure u are right now
me/dont get mad at me now rene
girl/hey rene
rene/tory y u here
tory/just came to see who u were with now
rene/well im married now
tory/to who
rene/amy(poining to me)
she laughed and walked off
me/fine rene stay mad cus im taking mya home first this tommrow
he sihed as i walked on the bus and he fllowed me and kissed me and his pin got harder on me until i gave in to him then we walked off the buss and he then sat at the table in the room were they were
o/so guys now that rene is here we can get this started
so the signing started and evey girl that came looked at me then my stumach
o/a mya is crying again
i got up and i got her and she quited down as i walked back in and then some guy came to me asking me to give him my number i wort ask rene down and he got mad
guy/girl got jokes huh
me/but i am on lock
guy/i see how u gonna be
he left and then i seen jake i backed some and o seen him and he signal the gards to watch him i got up with amy and i ran to the bus but it was late he was right by the door
jake/well well well if it is not the hoe
me/go away and i want say anything about u being here
jake/come on baby u know u want some of my lovin
me/no i dont ur the last
jake/come on amy(walking to me)
i was so sceard fell back and then some one cought me it was rene i guess break was there
rene/leave now
jake/sure w/e u say(looking at me)
rene/who is that
me/no one(running on the bus crying)
i layed there mya she was under em and i was shaking cus jake use to beat me and thats how he effected em evey time i seen him toses pains would come to me _________________ My New BABY
rene/amy u know what ur going back home i cant keep u here
me/no pleases dont
rene/then get yo act together
me/ok but please dont make me go there along i dont want to be along in there
he just walked off that night i was at the hotel oliver was walking around cus the news crew caught me and rene fussing
o/she got to go
i heard im loud and clear as i was in the other room they thought i could not but i did and then my heard droped when rene said
rene/ima jut break up with her
tears fell down my face when they came in i looked at him and he sat down
rene/amy u got to go home
me/i already know i heard every thing(i got up and walked passed him
rene/look we jsut cant be together ok
me/why not (yelling)i thought u loved me
rene/well u thought it was to soon so im pushing things back
me/u cant just toss my heart away like that
rene/i just did now pack u have a plain to catch in the morning im sleeping in the other room
he left i just sat down and i let tears runn faster iv never cryed this much in one day i even cryed my self to sleep when i got up i grabed mya wed we both left when i got back home i started packing my other things there it hurted me bad
after the last tour trip
rene pov
i was in my house just walking in i seen that amy was gone i did not mean to hurt her i went in the ed room and layed ont he bed she must of only took clothes cus all the thigs were still there i picked up the phone and diled her cell and it was cut off then i called emma and she gave me her house number i waited then i called
amy pov
i was in the room cleaning up mya and yannie's room i then herad the phone ring ilooked and it said rene and amy perez on it i picked up and did not answer
rene/i know u there amy
me/what u want i have things to do
rene/just come over with mya
me/i cant leave yannie here so im sorry
rene/bring both then i want to see them
me/i sont want them to have any part in u rene cus u left me like this
rene/your still my damn wife so u gonna watch how u talk to me
me/fuck u
i hung up i then notes the new set of tears that form that night i was at emma and she was laying down on the sofa and then rene came in with jay i got up and piched up yannie and took mya hand and he fllowed me and stoped me and that was the first in 2 years if looked at him
rene/im sorry
me/mya yannie go get in the car
they did
me/im sick of u right now i thought u was gonna be the right on i loved u even tho it took some time i thought u was gonna be better then jake and now u proved to me ur nuthing better the only diffrens he was beating me on the out side not on the insid like uv done
i left that night i went to bed and i tryed to sleep i tossed and turned so i tryed to read my book but i was gitting off thracked then i keard a knowk on the door i opened it and just as so rene kidssed me i drobed the book as i tuched his face he locked the door and went to my room and he layed me on the bed and he kissed my neck and he said he was sorry
rene/please take me back
me/fine
he layed down with me the next day mya ran in screaming daddy and she hugged him _________________ My New BABY
5 monthes latter i was living with him again i was laying down in the bed as he was playing with my new belly butten ring and then he layed his head on y lip he was trying to make me happy cus yannie then got killed in a car crashed with her nannie i fired the nannie and i kept mya even closter to me since i have not talked to any one sinc it happen so i forgot i even had a voice cus it bee 4 monthes since iv talked and rene was still trying to get me to
rene/baby come on u not talking is making me horny right now i know u want to
i looked at him and he got over me with his legs on both sids of me and i let a tere roll down
me/ima bad mother letting that bich take my child
rene/ur not a bad mom
me/yes i am(now sobing)
rene/baby
me/ugh
i got up and ran to the bathroom and shut the door shut as as u know it rene cell went of
rene/hello ..........ok how ima tell amy.....how long....well a months not bad were we gonna be.....wtf that too far...what u mean deal with it my fucking wife is going throw her not talking stage and my daughther then pass and all u can say is deal with it.....fine
he hung up i know what tha call was for i walk out
rene/pack up were leaving
i nodded so i did and then we got on that damn bus again when we got tot he other sid of the world he had a concert already so he did what he had to do then it came to signing i sat in the back but people can see me and mya cus mya and laying on me cus it was late
o/yall ok
me/no mya hungry but she can wait so dont worry
rene/let me hold her im almost done
he took her and then he signed 4 more and then break he came to me and she was sstanding by o and lugged me and i just layed my had in his chess and they said aww and he smilled
rene/u ok yet
me/yeah just tired
mya/mommy im hungry
me/k come on
rene grabed me really quick and he kissed me and then my far hed and my hand then mya far head
o/u ok
rene/no im not felling good i think im gitting sick
o/well lets hop u bee ok
he got some on to bring his somthing to eat and med. then some water and then i came back and mya was eating fries and she sat next to rene and she gave him one and i smiled and then i ran tot he bathroom and throw up big time and then i passed out as little as they knew when i woke up i was still there i was out for about and hour i got up and walked out and they were cleaning up rene was coming back and he ran to me who head was soke from blood _________________ My New BABY
then i passed out when i woke up i was at the dr's
dr/se up
rene/can i come in and see her
dr/no she insisted the bleeding is comming from her in side she throw it up she has bad browes on the inside of her skin she also had a cracked rib but it not recent have u been beating her
rene/no never i love her too much to
me/it ot him it from 5 years ago
dr/well u can go home now but go easy on the sid ofu cus i got u stiched to were u can heal right
me/ok
so we got on the bus and i took a showere rene did not talk to me at all since we got back when i got out i got dressed in the bathroom since there was only on in the middle of the bus so i walked out and the room door was lock so i just said fuck it i went in the front and i grabed my book and i sat down and read my book about diffrent matters again i tryed to relax but i could not so i switch positions and then i started to read again and i seen oliver walk down he did not even try to look at me i just sighed and did not noticed the tear that hit my book i closed it and i ran up to the other room and slame the door shut and i layed down and cryed until i felt some one tuche me i looked and it was mya i hugged her and she layed in the bed with me and i seen rene byt the door and i turned on my bad side and he turned me back over
me/y ur not talking to me
rene/cus im deep in my thoughts
me/is it about me being beating
rene/yea who did it to u
me/jake my ex he hated how i held back on him and never gave him my v card so he beat me every time i said no i hated it so bad every time i seen him i would fell every hit come back and so much pain and blood was there and thats all i see when i look at him and every time i tryed to love him like he wanted me to he would just not let me
rene/im sorry
mw/thats y it took me so long to love u like i wanted to but i could not i was sceard
rene/i under stand that now
he kissed me and layed with us whenthe next day came he looked at me and i streached and mya she was not in the bed so i guess she was with oliver cus she loved him to death she even called him ungle o
so we got ready to go while i was in the shower i hard rene and o fussing
rene/look im sorry but thats how things are going to be i know i fouces on them more but they are my life rapping for them is an hobby i enjoy im not going to throw my life a way for it
o/well the boss said that he wants them to be away from the bulding when we get there
rene/fuck what he say my damn wife and daughter is not staying on this bus
o/w/e rene but think about it u might wanna change your mind
he walked out
rene/damn
when i got out the tub i wraped a towal around me since i left my clothes in the room and i took and walked out and went in the room and rene looked at me
rene.damn
me/what
rene/i have not see u this undressed since the last tour
me/i know
so i got dressed as rene watched of cource and as i was putting my jeans on o walked in
o/have u thought about ti
rene/no
o looked at me and rene just laughed
rene/thats mines y u lookin
o/who said i was lookin
rene/u were
o/just a little
so i walked out and shook my head
rene/were u going
me/see what mya doing
o/she in my room drawing
i go in and she was coloring while humming
me/what u drawing
mya/u and daddy
me/wow it pretty
she smiled
mya/i cant wait tell tommrow i turn 5
me/i know and this time daddy is gonna be there
she smiled
mya/why daddy was not tere last time
me/well he works alot and well he dont always have time to be home
mya/is that y he was gone so long last time
me/well kinda(seen o throught the mirror)looke lets get ready so u can go pick out some toys fro your brithday
she ran and got changed
o/y u did not tell her
me/well she too young if u had a child u would know that
o/i have a son and a daughter
me/then y u dont under stand that
o/i dont get to see them their mother ran off with them
me/who is she
o/her name is shanells she worked at latina's buty shop
me/thats my sister
o/well do u ever get to see them
me/yeah oliva and ron
o/o well do lookanything like me
me/now knowing your there father kinda
o/i want to see them so bad but a cant
me/i will let u see tem when we get back
o/thank u
he hugged me and rene walked by
rene/wtf
o/i was just thanking here
rene/that better be it
i laughed
me/i will lut u see them but u cant let any one eals know
rene/know what
me/nuthin
so i took mya to the mall while rene had a concert in there when i was walking around whit her i seen his _________________ My New BABY
tory/cus when he leaves u im gonna be al over his dick
me.not gonna happen
tory/i was alover him a few nigts ago and when yall get back home ima bee on it again to
me/fuck u
tory/na i have rene to do that
i walked passed her and she pushed me and i punched her in the nose and we started fighting first her on me then me on her
rene pov
i was on stage about to take a break and i seen the coped running to some people fighting and then more came and i seen mya crying stainding beck and i stoped and then o took the mic quick and said break and i ran to were they were and then i pulled amy off tory and she screamed at her yelling bitch and then mya grabed my leg
tory/come on bitch what u gonna do
then she hit her
amy/bitch it on
i grabed her and thor her over my sholder and o took mya and she kept hitting me then i put her in frot of me and looked at her who had only 4 scrates on her face
rene/now hit me again
she punched me in the stumich and it felt like she was hitting me with brick but i could take it from her cus she was mad
amy/ima kill her i swear
rene/u almos cracked her dame head open
amy/she said u was also with her cuppl nights ago
rene/i was over a keep away
amy/no she said she fucked u
rene/who u belieave
she looked down
amy pov
i was mad so mad the i kicked her ass then i question rene about swhat she was telling me so he went back on stage and i held mya and she was sniffing sceard and shen i felt her far head and she was warm i just took her jacket off and she grabbed me tighter
me/i will take u to the dr when rene let me go
inbetween the songs rene came to me
me/shes sick
rene/go ahead take her to the dr here call the cab and get her checked
me/i dont want money i got some
he put it in my shirt and left to the front of the stage
so i called the cab and then i payed them and took her in when i got out they said she had the flu so i when back and he was signing pic and posters and then he seen me and he wavyed me over so i came in and he asked what was wrong
me/mya has the flu
rene/were is she
me/on the bus sleep i locked the door so no one can get in
rene/ok and me and u gonna talk(signing another)when we get on the bus
me/why
rene/about what just happen with tory let me see your side
i showed him and he seen that my stiched were still there
me/happy
rene/very
o/hey boss her she got to roll
me/i will get on the bus
rene/hold on
he turn to me and he kissed me for a while and then i heard a cammer and then i pulled back and he pulled me back in an then i got on the bus then i heard the door click and i seen some guy get on and then 3 more then rene and o and i grabed mya and went to the bed room rene was sleepin in and mya started crying and i tryed to calm her down i know she was hurting
me/rene
he yelled hold on
i sighed then i peeked out and seen them excanging somthing and they gave rene and o money and then i seen what it was and my eyes got big i sat on the bed and then rene came in and he tryed to kiss my far head
me/not now
rene/ok fine what u had wanted
me/i forgot um ima catch a plain home cus mya is not doing good
rene/ok if u need any thing call
me/ok
he tryed to kiss me but i just moved my head when i got home i layed mya down in her room and i walked in rene closit and i see 16 boxes of it weed drugs i just sighed i did not even what to tuch him no more so i went took a showere when i go out i layed on the couch
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