the next class he had had jaya and his sister pluss his ex lisa right now i was gradein papers for him as he walked out passign papers and i seen her tuch his spot i used my force to move her hand and he walked passed as she glared at me when i got done i heard naton start crying and i when picked him up and i walked otu with him to go heat him somthing to eat and then i fed him in nates offices and then have him some tovs to play with and put him in the play pin and as nate was teaching i got on his computer and then seen him and lisa was talkin
massage
lisa:so baby when u commin over
nate:i dont know u know i got some one
lisa:that bitch ant nothin like me
nate:lokk i got to go ill think about it
lisa:ill be ready
nate:w/e
i closed it and i back up frm the desk and i jsut bit my lip when the bell went off i seen her walk up to him and try to kiss him i walked otu and he turned his head and she looked at me
lisa:tonight ill talk to u baby
she left out and he looked at me and i went back in and pick up naton and grabed my keysa nd i walked out
nate:baby
me:fuck u
i left as i put the baby in the car i felt my anger rise and then i relised i left my cell and i see nate come otu with it i just got in the car and drove off when ig to home i put th baby in bed and then i layed down and grabed the pillow and jsut cryed when nate got home it was right after he got off he went in took a showere and then he went int he kicten and fixed him somthing to eat and went in the living room where i was sitting whit my knees pulled in my chess and i wiped my face
nate:why u left like that
me:why u went to go see lisa the night u did nto come home
nate:hwat makes u think i went to go see her
me:lets see u come hom u smell like an hoe u fucked an hoe u got marks on yo back from that stinkie how and now your the ol dirty hoe
i got up and went in me room and slamed the door and started gitting some of my clotes so i can go by my moms house and then i got naton and got him some clothes toys and gups and things eh need and then nate came in and grabed my waist
me:let me go nate
nate:no not untile u say u gonna stay
me:im not staying with u it over i dont what to have nothin eals to do with u nate
natE:ur not takin my son(changing)
me:nate stay back
i grabed naton and then i got my things and was about to leave otu but then he trabed me and slamed me on the wall when i had came back in to get my other bag
me:let me go(screaming)
nate:dont leave me pleases jamya
me:no
he got really abd and he bit me right nin the neck and puled back hard and i grabed my enc and felt blood falling from thit fast
me:(crying)im calling the cops
so i jsut ran out forgitting the bags and i speed off to my moms house byt he time ig to there iw as dissy so jaya an momma came out and momma called daddy while holding me
joy:what he do to u jamya
jaya:her seat is full of blood momma
joy:when jarvy gets here him i took her to the hospital
so she took me there and soon daddy and jaya came in with naton when i woke up it was 3months later i still had my eyes closed i could jsut hear a voice saying sorry so as i opened my eyes no one was there then i seen momma and naton walk in and naton got in bed and hugged me
naton:hey mommie
me:hey baby
then the dr came in and checked my neck
dr:shes healing pretty fine
naton:look at what i dreww
me:aww it pretty
joy:when u wake up
me:not to long ago
joy(look down)
me:whats wrong
joy:no one could find nate
me:what about my things
joy:he has them but i got u a new hous on the other sid of the gate
me:ok so when do i get out
dr:now
me:ok
so i got dressed and then they took em to the new house when i went in they had it set up nice every thing un packed and in order so its been a nothr month and i was feeding naton and i head a door close i got sceard so i picke up naton and then i walked out the other room and i felt some one grabed me and i looked and seen nate i pulled loose sceard and then i went in to my bed room and lock the door and then i bumped in to him in there
me:what do u want from me nate
nate:for u to be with em
me:no i want u almost kill me u cheated on me nate
he got bad and changed again my son ran otu and he locked the door and then he grabed me and slamed me on the wall hard
me:no nate let me go
he ignored me while kissing on my neck and then i felt him lift me and i pushed him but he was too strong and he slamed me on the bed sll i could do was scream in pain when he left i rolled up in the bed crying then i picked up the phone and called the people who helped him
guy:how can i help u
me:nates at it again
guy:what happen
me:mor then 4 months agon he got up set i was leaving him and he stared slaming me in the walls ant then he bit a bit chunk in my neck and nto to long a go he jsut raped me
guy:well be right over
so they came over and some body said they found him and they took him over and i was sceard to look at him so was naton _________________ My New BABY
me:are u crazy im not for him doing with he don to me again he did it once and he did ti again what u think he not gonna do ti again my son is sceard of him also
guy:ma'am calm down im just saying yall dont ahve to sleep int eh same room are any think ok
me:fine
so they left and nate was sitting in a chair tryna calm down i went up stairs and put naton in bed and then i closed and locked my room door and then i took a shower when i got otu i got dressed and then layed down and went to sleep untile i head nate yell i got up and i went to see if naton was still sleepand then i closed his door and i went down stairs and seen nath laying on the sofa shaking i stood there and peek as he balled up in a ball and shaked when he stoped i seen his eyes go red and he got up quick and i back up the stairs and then i felt some one behind me and it was him he pined me on the wall and i looked to the side sceard and that calmed him down then he huged me and kissed my sholder where he bit me to chang me and then he rubbed me on my spot and kissed my neck
me:nate we cant
nate:shhh
me:nate no
he kissed my lips to keep me quited as he took me to my room the next day i woke up to him holdin my waist and he kissed my sholder
nate:how u sleep
me:ok
nate:just ok
me:yes..just ok
nate:why not like (making a girl voice)wonderful (sexy voice)i loved it
me:(laughing)how a bout i needed it
nate:betterut now in that voice i like
me:nah i did enugh
nate:i dont wanna go to work today
me:why not
nate:i wanna spend today with my family
me:well the door is down stairs u know the way
nate:see there u got with that playing(kissing my sholder whil moving the hair from my neck)i love u
me(feeling happy insiad)me to
it been 3 years my sons now 6 in school and me and nate work as teachers i was teaching high school in english and nate was teaching high school in english also right now i was in the middle of class and my cell went off
me:class please hold(on phone)hello
emr:we have yo son there was an accadent in school and he is in icu
me:what(running out the room in to nats room)is he ok
nate:class hold on
emr:no hes near death
me:no hes not u get in that room and save my baby now
nate:whats wrong
me:our son is in the houspital in icu close to death
nate(rubbing my bac)ima go check us out
so we signed out and i was not doing any thing the whole ride
nate:baby
me:why my baby
natE:hes gonna be ok
when we got in they where covring him i ran in ther and uncovred him he was missed up bad i hugged him crying i shook him
me:your not dead wake up save my baby now(yelling)
dr:mam we tryed
me:try again
so they did they got him stable and i huged nate saying thank u so its been a nother 3 months and he was out he was nevr the same rigt now nate was in his class room teaching and i was in mines
michial:why u had to leave 3 months ago mis sartal
me:dont worry about it now
she pouted so after class it was our lunch break and nate came in while i had my head on the table
nate:u ok
me:no i cant do this nate im strugglin with our son and im pregnet nate im 4 months now and i cant deal with this its hard
he held em and i cryed with my head on his sholder and he jsut rubbed my back
nate:shhh it gonna be ok ill move back in soon ok
me:what thats gonna do nate jsut make it harder more cloths to wash more food to cook the more stress i got
he just kept quited and then he kissed my lips
nate:jsut know i love u and that your strong and noting gonna bring u down not even this
then i heard the door open and a student came in and armed some food while nate still held me while rubbing my back
nate:ima see u to night i got a meetin
me:but nat(he left out and she rolled her eyes)
student:i hat when they do that
i smirked
student:yall together
me:yeah
student:thats cool i jsut head he was a rapist
me:sometimes i wonder(not telling her it true)
student)is he really strong
me:sometimes
so i left out and then i bumped in to this other teacher who liked me mr smith(not the other one) his first name was jhonthan he kissed my hand and then walked passed he was really nice _________________ My New BABY
right now i was at my new collage and when i walked in i seen nothing but guys and 2 girls every teacher guy as i walked to to offices to check in one rabed me and smirked i jsut pulled away and went to the offices when i came from checkin in i had went to my first class ti was gym only girl......me so i got dressed and we went through roll call and the teacher looked at me and smirked
gym:teacher:free day
so they hung out i jut sat down and text jamya and she told em her and nate split again i just sighed then this guy walked up to me
guy:u wanna play a game
me:what
guy:it calld bleachersex
me:let me think.....no
he just pushed me badk and and looked at me in my eyes
guy:u want me
me:no i dont
so when i got to my dorm i had to shear my room with him
me:why u
guy:cus im sex and guess what we got the same bed
me:fuck u
guy:tonight its comming
so i went otu and partyed when i got back home i layed in the bed and told him no to tuch me but he did and i punched him then he held me down and started bitting my neck and then he let me go
me:fucker
guy:next time its more
me:w/e
guy:u know what forget it
he covred my mought and got over me and i screamed.....next day i woke up and rolled i did not fell like going any where he was gitting dressed and my face was covred with tears covring my face when i got out bed i got dressed and walked to the lunch room _________________ My New BABY
i was at the school teaching my class about the book whe where reading when the bell rung to where i was on lunch i stayed in my room and sat at the dext and looked at the pic of me nat and naton and i just faced it down and then i heard my door open
Jhon:why the sad face
me:nothign just not feeling good
Jhon:where is nate
me:i dont know
jhon:u know i think u broke his heart i mean he has not been here since 3 weeks ago when u left him
me:......hey u think u can watch the class tell i get back i got to get my son he got out early
Jhon:ok
so i left when i got to the other school i seen nate there trying to get him but the teacher would not let him so i went in and got him and nate tryed to take him from me and i left when i got the school i sat naton in the littler chair next to me and he stayed there and played his game he dont talk at all any more he stoped smilling also whne i walked back out nate was in the lounce chckin in
nate:ima get my son
me:no the hell your not
he grabed me and i seen his eyes go red and i noticed he was chanded
me:ur nots suppost to be here like that
nate:u cant stop me
me:fuck u
i walked away and he pulled me and slamed me on the wallk
me:nate stop it u know im pregnet with ur child
he just looked at me and i seen a tear rool out his eye and he walked to me som but i bakd in to the wallk again he just walked out and i went in my room and started to teach when the day was over i grabed natons hand and walked to the car
me:u hungry baby
he looked down and i sighed when we got in the car i drove home and we went in and i locked the door like i said he is never the same i just wish he would talk to me the oldy thing i hear out his mought is is sigh and quite yarns i jsut watch him sit down and play agame on the tv and cry it was had for me to do this so i decited to go see daddy so i took him there when i walked in he opened up and let us in
jarvy:u ok
me:no im not(crying now)
jarvy(hugging me)whats wrong
me:it hard right now dad i cant handle this he want talk nats tryeing to tak him and i have a nother one one the way i dont know what ima do i just dont
he heald me while i cryed its been a notehr day and soon more months and my new baby girl was born i was in the bed holding her and then i let naton and when he did he looked at her and for the first i seen a smile come a cross his face i seen a tear roll down his eye and i wiped it
me:u wanna help me name her
he nodded
naton(trying to say somthing)nina
me:(covering my mought)omg nina it is
its been a year now he was 7 nina 1 on today right now i was having a party for nina she was sleep and nate he was helpin me put things up then i head a knock on the door i open the door and it was nate
me:what are u doing here
nate:its my childs birthday
me:get the fuck out
he slamed me on the wall and i used my force to keep him from me and he got madder and i seen his eyes go red and then i shen him fall i looked and seen naton standing by the wall mad
me:go in your room
nate:no hes not
he stood up and i seen his eyes turn red so did natons and i seen nate tryignt to get to him but naton ushed his force and then i called the cops and they took nate and naton walekd out the room _________________ My New BABY
when i went back in there he was putting up more things gfor the party
5 months later i was with jhonthon he was so nice to me naton loved him and so did nina she call him daddy right now i had her at the sitters and naton was in pre school i was now teaching computer class cus englis was not my part no more ad jhonthon was teaching the same thing in the same class room right now the class was making slide shwes while i was goign though what they where doing i got a text i opened it and ti said will u merry me i smilled and i text ask me in person so that night i went to jhonthon and said yes
jhonthon:yes? too what?
me:u text me and asked me to merry u
jhonthon:no i dident
me:what
jhonthon:are u cheating on me
me:no
jhonthon:then who was it cus it was not me
me:jhonthon i dont know look at me in my eyes and i could tell u im not cheating
he got out the bed and walked out and i started to cry
jhonthon:im going home
so he left the next day i went to check in and i seen some of the femal teachers looking at me and i walked out when i went in the bathroom i seen a mark on my neck i did not notice it this morning then i let my hair down to hide it when i got to my room jhonthon was in the at my desk
me:u thingk this is funn jhonthon i want u to stop playing games with me(showing him my neck)
jhonthon:i did not do any thing ok
me:sure if u dont want to be with em then dont cus im not for felling stupied u mad me cry last night and i felt like shit jhonthon
student:woah bad time
jonthon:no take your seat
he walked passed me and i jsut sat down and then i seen nate walked pass and he smirked at me i sat back and then looked at jhonthon he looked just like nate oley slight diffrent and then jhonthon's recent dady name is sartail then it hit me brothers i got pissed as things got worse when school ended i seent them to in nats room alkin i walked in mad and pushed nate and him
me:how could u not fucking tell me
nate:(slaming me on the desk)tell u what
me:yall where fucking brothers(breathing hard crying)
then there was a knock on the door and he went to it as i looked at jhonthon with fire in my eyes
me:why u did nto tell me what is this
jhonthong:how u think he knew when to cme back around
nate:closing the door and closing the blinds and locking it)u see i had u in my grip all along u notice how he never got close to u
me:what u mean
nate:when "yall"had sex it was me
me:what(covering my mought)how could yall ur lieing it not true
jhonthon:u see i hate wehn some one hurts my brother his falt or not i planed on killing u but no he loved u too much so i used u to get him to get his fellings out i have nothing for u iv kissed u 2 times out of 4 almost 5 months
me:why
natE:cus i love u like i said it not my falt i cant controle with i am
me:why isnt jhonthon like that then
jhonthon:my father is stronger
i just sighed and walked out when i got home i put my daughter in her be and then let naton go to sleep and i layed in bed and i griped my pillow tight and i cryed hard untile i felt a hand tuch my back i looked and it was nate he kissed me
natE:jsut let me love u tonight ok
i nodded and he wiped my tears away and he kissed my hand and then he kissed my neck that was one thime i had a rush of feeling run thought me for him the next day i rolled over and i seen him walk in the bathroom it been 4 mor months and right now i was in class showing a power point that the kids made
me:ot next up is emmly knockie
so while she did heres jhonthon walked in and glansed at me and it hurted me to looke at him so then the bell went off and it was linch i got up and grabed my keys and headed tot he dor when all a suddent jhonthong kissed em and with thought while backing me to a wall when he stoped i looked at him like with am i gonna do and i left but then i seen nate walke pass pissed i jsut left i stayed home the whole day _________________ My New BABY
i decited to leave the dorm for a while so i went to jamya's house when ig to there i seen naton and nina sleeping int he room and then i went in hers and seen her crying
me:whats wrong
jamya:i dont know what to do
me:is it that sit u have with j and nate
nate:what sit(walkingin)
me:nothing nate
jaymya:why ur here
nate:why i seen u kissing him jaymya
jajymya pov
me:cus i wanted to
u
jaya:jsut leave ok she dont need u
nate:i thought me and u fixed this
me:o su u comming in my house while im crying last night fixed this
nate:(pulling me out the room inn to the other and locking the door)
me:nate
he slamed em on the wall and kissed me
nate:u see this u get week every time and u act like u dont have feelings for me
me:i dont want u nate not now the only person now is jhonthon not u ok
he backed mad and he bunched the wall
nate:what is it about him that got u this way
me:he did not abuse me like u did u abused me in all kinds of way in side and out and mostly though my son
nate:he is my son too and iv never aboused him
me:u hurt me in front of him and he hates u for that nate and u see he sees jahonthon as his daddy so u can go cus hes one his way
he just left pissed when jhonthon came he looked mad he did not look at me with that passion he had i looked at him and he know it hurt me cus i had a tear rolling down my face i felt it traval fast pass my nows over my lip and to my neck he wiped it and went in my room and seen jaya and then he loked back at me and then ehr
me:thats my sister jaya
he nodded and covered up on the bed and then she got out the chair and whne int he gust room closing the door
jhonthon:what u tell him
me:i told him loved u not him he got mad and left
that was all i said to him and then i went to sleep when i woke up he was still sleep i rolled over and pu my had on his chess and he rubbed my back and then moved my hair out my face
jhonthon:it early
me:3 o clock
jhonthon:damn baby it early
me:(i sat up and i jsut looked at him
me:jhonthon ur hiding somthing from me
jhont:what u mean
me:look at em
he did and he had that efection in his eyes
me:theres to of u
jhonthong:what u mean
me:u the ont who love me wheres the other
he sighed
jhonthon:some sit back down in the bed
me:no tell em
jhonthon:look im sorry but there is two
me first u and nate now this
jhonthon:nates not part of this he lied i was the one who mad love to u thoses times i kissed u most of the time and my brother is the one that pushis u away
me:why are yall switching
jhonthon:cause im gone a lto ok
me:where
jhonthon:to the hospital
me:why(not looking at him now)
jhonthon:i have an addiction to drugs
me:what the fuck so u switihing with me for that
i jsut backed and slamed the door
jhonthon:come back out baby
me:no(crying i fuckin hate u right now)
he picked the lock and came in and i just looked at him
jhon:ill do any thing to get your trust back baby
me:stay with me stop the switching off i want u the one who loved me i dotn care what u got to give if u have to have some one here to be with me i dont want that i want the man standing in front of me who my kids call there next father i want that guy who was there for me when i was sad to take care of me emoctionly i want the one wo took my love and made ti with em i want u
he nodded and kissed me and we went back to bed _________________ My New BABY
the next day he woke up i just sat and looked at him and he kissed me and then he got up and went to get rady to leave when he left jaya woke up and i went in her room and she was holding her stumach
me:u ok
jaya:no it hurts
so i felt it and she had move ment in it
me:your pregnet jaya
jaya:i dont know
me:u been with some one
jaya:i was raped at school cupple months ago so i decited to come here cus he tryes every night
me:why u did not tell us
jaya:cus its hard i could not help but to keep it in side
me:im going to that school
so i did and it was mostly guys when i went to the door room she had that guy was sitting on the bed
guy:i see jaya changed her look
me:im not jaya u ass hole
guy:what i say about names
me:look dipshit u got my sister pregnet
guy:jajy cut it out
jaya(walkin in)im not doing any thing she will kick your ass
guy:o shit look i did not mean to get her pregnet
me:look u listen ur gonna help her taker care of this baby i dont give a fuck how bad it gets to u gonna be here if not ur gonna deal with jarvy
guy:wait jarvy
me:whats it to ya
guy:yall are them twins they told us about them famous ones
me:look it dont matter jsut take care if yo child
so i left when i got home _________________ My New BABY
its been a year now jaya had her first child and trust me hes been takin care of her too they live together in ther own house to be honest shes pregnet again and hes been a big help for her right noww she was at my house and jhonthon was holding me while we were watching a movie
jhonthon:u wanna go out later tonight
me:i dont know
jhonthon:come on i wanna do somthing befor i leave to the hospital room again u know ima been innther for a cuppl weeks
me:ok lets go any where
so me and him got in the truck nad drove to this food place and then went back home and hung otu soon i knew it i was crying cus he passed out
me:jaya call 911 now
so they took him in and i went with him when we got there i they rushed him in and shoved another iv in his arm then a tub down his knows they started pumpin his stomach and i seen drugs commin up from last time he took them
me:is he gonna be ok
dr:we dotn know ok just stay strong
soon they left otu its was just me then his brothers came in
nate:is he ok
me:i dont know
j:damn man
then i felt my hnad being tightened on i looked at him and i head garglin noise and i seen him opining his eyyes slow and then he looked at me and smiled some and then nate walekd up
nate:too much drugs man
when they left he kissed my hand _________________ My New BABY
its been 4 year me and jhonthon splited so he could get some help so i for got what he looked like and every thing right now i was at the mall and nate ran up to me
nate:hey
me:hey
nate u know jhonthon is back huh
me:oh
nate:u ok
me:to be honest no i dont want to talk about him right now
nate:u miss him
me:look nate i just want to be alone ok
nate:ok
so i walked/ moped around the mall until some one grabed my waist and kissed my neck
voice:missed me
i turned around and i seen it was jhonthon i hugged him and he kissed me
j:im back baby
me:iv missed u so much jhonthon
j:i know they told me hats why im out so early i pushed hard to get out here
me:i love u so much
he huged me again
jhonthon:where the kids
meLmommas
jhonthon:o well since me and u are friends now i want u to know im engaged
me:ur what
jhonthon:im gitting marryed to some one very special to me
me:who is she
jhonthon:emmaly
me:o thats nice
i just looked down with tears starting to form
jhonthon:u ok
i just pushed him away and ran out the mal and left then i got home i went in my rom i was crying had too and this was the hardest iv ever cry i grabed my pillow and pulld on it tight i thought i was gonna suffa cat my self i just screamed in to it i felt my body shake i dugged my neals so deep in to the pillow i almost scratched my face i was hurt so bad i did not want to see another the next week later i was still in my room crying same spot ecery thing then i head my door being bust open and i seen nate and my sister come in soon did jhonthon
jaya:nate yall leave out let me talk to her
so they closed the door and she took me in to the bathroom and ran water in the tub
jaya:jamya whats gotn in to u
i just looked at my feet let tears hit them
jaya:is it him
i nodded
jaya:come on just get over him
me:no i cant he told me to wait on him i did and what he do get engaged to some bitch
jaya:come get in
so i did
jaya:why dont u just get back with nate u know he loves u
me:i dont want to the only guy i want is him he knew it i love him and when he told me that he was gitting marryed i flatlined and i lost my reason to want to be here
jaya:dont say that (brushing my hair) there other people
me:jaya u know how i am about others it had for me to fall in love with someone like that and i took a chance and what happen i end up here(crying again)he was eery thing i needed and i dont know what ama do now
so when i got out i was still shaking frm shock and hunger low blood and most of all depression she took me in the living room when i got in there jhonthon was upset and he had his head in hands and nate was pasing the floor
nate:u ok
jaya:dotn tuch her right now
nate:why(tuching me)why she shaking
jaya:i knew u was gonna ask that come on jamaya
so we went to moms and she had the kids sleepin
joy:what happen
jaya:she goign thoght a depression right now
so she wraped me in a blankit and stuff later that night i was back home by my self and then i seen jhonthon come in and he sat next to me
jhonthon:can i talk to u
me:i dont think thats good right now
j:please ok
me:fine
j:i know its my falt u went throught that depression im sorry i should of waited to tell u and i jsut wanted to let u know im sorry ok i know i told u to wait ok me(i wiped my face) no no no dont cry(holding me)please jsut let me go ok i dont want u to go crazy cus of em i still love u ok but jamya things like this happen
me:but u told me to wait on u(crying)u said u was gonna come back and me and u was gonna be together but when u do come back u hurt me and i hate that why u had to do this to me my kids loved u where his jhonathon when is he coming back home is he ever comming back do he hate us mommy(shacking a lil and rocking crying)and u do this to us
he hugged me
jhonthon:im sorry ok ill do any thing for u to for give me
me:leave her
jhonthon:u know i cant do that its wrong look im a go
me:no please dont
jhonthon:shes waiting on me
me:no
he got up and left and i jsut broke down sp hard i started to shake more later that night i was on the floor in the corner crying and nate came in to chck on me and he seen me
nate:jamya
me:hes gone hes really gone he gone
he picked me up and he held meiun the bed he just kissed my far head and ran his fingers thought my hair soon i did fall asleep with my had on his chess and when i woke up he left i took a shower and then i went to daddys and he had jaysa kids there
me:hey
jarvy:whats up
me:i need u to help me
jarvy:what is it
me:daddy i want jhonthon back
he choked on his food
jarvy:it one of them things
me:yes pleases jsut be help full right now
jarvy:did u talk him out of it
me:tryed to
jarvy:tell the femal a lie
ok
so i went to his house a mont later and he was gone it was only here
e:can i help u
me:i jsut wanted to tell jhonthon that the baby is his
e:what u talkign about
me:im pregnet a month too
e:so what u tryna say
me:that hes a father ok
she looked pissed and she thanked me and closed the door later that night i was in my room and then i had my door slam opem then close
jhonthon:so ur pregnet huh(yelling)that fucking lie got me dumped jamaya
me:dose this mean me and u can get back together
jhonthon:fuck no it dont i want to get back with emmaly ok
me:jhonthon
he left while pulling me with him when we got to his house she was mad
e:why are yall here
j:she have somthing to tell u
me:im not pregnet
e:why u tell me
me:cus i was depressed and i wanted him back but i guss yall are happy together so i am verry very sorry(wiping my face and running off )
as i ran home i heard some one yelling stop i did and it was jhonthon
me:what u want to make me fell bad again(asbout to walk off again)
jhonthon:no look im sorry ok i just told her i really wanted to be with u she said she understood
me:....
jhonthon:i know ur up set i told u off like that but i did make u wait on me and i know it was wrong(wiping the tears from my face)i so love u jamaya and i want to be with u again
i looked down and he hugged me and then i looked up at him and he kissed me
me:please take me home
so he did and that night he held me and i mean the whole night its been 3 months i was pregnet jhonthon once again stuck on drugs right now he was smoking down stairs i knwo not to go around him that way but i was goign to the kicten and he grabed me and pin me on the sofa
j:hey baby
me:jhonthon im hungry right now ok so let me go
j:why cant i get a hey back
me:cus i knwo how u are first its hey baby to why cant u are u so mean with it or u hiding something
j:come on u know me(kissing my neck)
me:more like knew u
j:what was this for(making me look at him)
me:let me go now
he griped harder
me:ur hurting me jhonthon
j:answer me
me:no
j:now(shaking me)
me:no let me go(screaming)help
he covred my mought
j:shh u gonna get me cought here
me:help(screaming)
soon i could nto fell my baby move i felt a wave just turn in me i looked at him with no emoction in my eyes and soon i felt pain run throught me and he most of picked up on it cus he picked me up and sarryed me up the steps slowly as blood mad and x go across my legs and as each drop fell on the floor a tear passed my face i wanted to cream as it ran faster he layed me int h e tub took my clothes off and ran warm water and got in with me and kissed my sholder i felt tears fall on my sholder
j:baby im sorry i really am
i was too in shock to speack my mind was yelling at em run away leave him hes wrong ur stupied for fighting for him and every time he pussed my sholder my i thought about was killing me and only melater that night i was in my room and he was out i went for the gun i loded it and shot but i seen the bullit stop and i looked and seen daddy standing there
jarvy:now why u wanna do that jamaya
i looked down
me:i dont want in this no more i really dont
jarvy:why
me:i just lost my baby cus of jhonthon he back on drugs and i cant help but lose feeling for him i cant live like this no more i dont want my kids around him
jarvy:get some things
so i did and then i went to his houses and went in my old room and put my things down my ohone went off i looked at it it was jhonthon he called 6 times and then nate did i picked up
j:where are u
i hung up
motnhs later i went and i snucked in to the house to get some clothes when i got there he was gone but stupied me i left the car out front when i heard a door slam
j:jamaya
me:shit
i ran and locked the room door soon i hard a hard knock on the door the he picked the locked i hid in the closit under clothes
j:baby where are u(high)
i just kept quited soon he left i herryed and i got back home when i did daddy was there on the phone with momma when he hung up i was just comming back down stairs
jarvy:jaya said she keeping the kids over the weekend
me:i thought we all where gonna take them out this weekend
jarvy:your mom dont want any part in this
me:its your falt way
jarvy:i did not do any thing
me:yes u did and its the reason why we are here today
jarvy:lookt hat was a long time ago ok
me:well shjes not over it and u should nto have done it
he jsut sigh and we went to her house when we got there momma frosed at the door
momma:what are u doing at my house
jarvy:oviously im trying to get somthing stright
momma:what jarvy(litting us in)
he took her to the back room
naton:i seen daddy at school today
me:for what
naton:he was talking to us about how things w\\stuff then he told every one that i was is son
me:oh
naton:do u ever miss daddy
me:sometimes why
naton:nina was up late last night crying about him
me:what she doing now
naton:in her room
me:ok
so i went in there and she was sleep so i left back out then i got my car keys and i went to the high school and went in and seen nate gitting ready to pack up and leave but i closed his door
nate:jamaya where have u been jhonthon has been looking for u
me:i had to run away
nate:why
me:he killed my baby and i had no other choice cus he was back on drugs and hes not the same
nate:hes sad
me:it not like he fuckin notice hes all ways so high
nate:look u should go back to him
me:im not going back there and pluss thats not why im here im here cus your daughter wants u around again so as your son
nate:oo i see u want me for sex huh
me:no nate my kids need u right now
nate:forget it
i just looked at him and a tear rolled down my cheak
me:nate
nate:leave now
i just ran off i got in my car and left i droved so far i passed the gate i never knew existed and i stoped at this hous that looked so weird so i went in i seen this lady and her baby
lady:who are u
me:im jamya i just came to see who lived him im sorry
lady:im ann u look very much like some one i know
me:my mthers name is amarie but they call her joy
ann:i cant belive her let me guess ur father is jarvy
mw:yes how u know
ann:your mom is my sister im guessing she had a baby witht hat guy
me:actualy twins
ann:i swear your mom is upsest with living in that blood sucking town im supprised shes not one her self
me:thats where your wrong she half human and blood sucker and were mixed im mixed with 3 jaya 2
ann:omg so she so believe in them
me:yeah
ann:do u ahve kids
me:2 almos 3 but lost it
ann:aww u should let me see them one day
me:i will
so when i got to momma house i got the kids and took them to daddys since we where gonna take them out again when all of us got to bed i was laying down sleep and i heard nina crying so i went in her room
me:stop crying honey
nins:i want daddy now
me:come on we gonna go se him
so i put her in a jackit and i got the car keys checkd on naton and then left when i got to his house i knocked on the door even thought it was 2 am i did not care when he open the door he looked at me mad
nate:what u doing her early in the morning
she reached for him and he grabed her and let us in so she stoped crying as he held her
nate:i cant belive u came here
me:im sorry your daughter wanted u she cryes almost every night now nate
nate:w/e
so when she went to sleep he layed her in the guest bad room
nate:im going abck to sleep u can sllep in the room with her or the other guest room
me:why not your
nate:fine
so i went to sleep with him he ended up kissing all over me and we had sex when i woke up it was around 10 am he kissed me
me:what happen late night
natE:i dont hardly rember all i know is it felt good
me:i got to get the kids ready for dinner tongith with the family
nate:can i come
me:your family arnt u
nate:only throught the kids but if me and u was to go abck out we would be
me:then i guess we are going back out
so we went to my dads and i got the kids together so when we where ready so we went to a big fancy food place and got a vip famly table it was me nate nina naton jaya daddy momma and jake and jaynie (jayas kids)
4 months later
i was moved in with nate jhonthon was in rehab again i was pregnet 2 months and as u could see i was working in schools again right now i was in the high school teaching music and art right now i was teaching an art class and nate was on brake at that time so he came in the room and the class knew him
jamie:hey mr nate(smilling)
nate:hey
me:hey baby
he kissed em and then he sat down
me:ok class today we are working with clay and the topic is passion
josh:why passion
me:would u rather pick your own topic
class:yes
me:ok
so i sat down and got my clay out and nate came over and sat across from me
nate:hows "my boy "doing
me:"your girl is fine"
nate:im thingk this ones a boy
me:i know what it is nate
nate:u wanna tak this up in my offices
me:no but when we get home we can
nate:smirk:slick ass
so i started to make and hand holding a heart cus i stuck to the topic passion and then i showed a crack being patched with stiches bandes and some parts bandage the then bell rung
me:ok class dont for get to scarp the your name and topic for tommrow and put them in the clay room
so they left and jamie blow a kiss at nate and he just laughed
nate:that girl is crazy
me:about u
nate:well a i got to be going to class ok
so he kissed me and i held on to him and he pushed me on the desk some and then stoped and pecked me and left then i turned around and seen some of my students in talking and gitting there tools out when the day was over i went to go get nateon and nin from school and then as i was driving back my cell went off
me:hello
j:hey jamaya
me:hey
j:i was call just to let u know ima be back in 2 months maybe me and u can work some things our
me:i cant u see me and nate are kinda working things out for our kids
j i see so it ok for u to pull the see other peole thing and not me
me:no its not like that it just i cant risk losing my next child being around u
j:w/e bye
sp i hung up when i got home i fixed them some snacks and then they did their home work while i started to clean the house later that evening nate came home tired
me:u ok baby
nate:yeah
me:well i got the kids dinner fixed im about to set the table can u go get them for me
natE:ok but tonight u gotta do me a favor
me:ill think on it
he smirked
me:dont for get to take your medican
natE:i will (smirk)
me:i mean it im not for being tugged
he just got the kids in and then we all ate by the time he came in i was in bed playing sleep
nate:u like playing huh
me:maybe
he just got in over me and started kissing me 30 minits in to i heard a scream i pushed him off and put his shirt on and i seen naton using his force to kep some one back i ran in and then nate came in and changed quick and then heushed his forc as i took the kids out and then i sen the guy fly in to the wall and nina screamed
nina:momm he hurt my arm
i looked at her arm and it had a needle mark in it
int eh room with nate
nate:why u came here
l:cus jamya must die
natE:why u want them dead so much
l:cus shes too strong to be here and she should of been mine
nate:o so cus her mother ran from u long time ago u want to kill jamya and jaya
l:yes
me:then fight me 3 miles away from here the beach just me and u no one else invited tommrow when the sun starts to set ill be waiting
nate:why
me:deal
l:deal
so that next day i went to go meet him when he showed up he came stright to attack me but i used my force weakly on him
l:u thing thats gonna hold me
me:it is ant it
so he tryed to charg and i tryed to use it as hard as i could and he flew back and then i chaged int o a full blood sucker like daddy was and he came at me and i punched him and he moved back
me:thought a girl could nto fight
l i knew thats why i wanted u
he throw me back some and i fliped back takeing him down hard and then he got over me and started trying to throw punches buit i blocked him and i used my force to slame him in to the water and next thing i knew a big force came and tooke me away and then i used mine to knock him out adn then istabed him and watch him bleed to death by then it was dark when i got home i was hurt bad
naton:momma are u ok
nina:(crying)mommy
nate:go to your rooms kids(carrying me in the room when he put me int he tub to clean em i woke all the way up and he looked at me)u got some pretty long teeth going there
me:i did not know i had them(resing them)its the first time iv actuly used my dads side of me(changing back)
nate:is he dead
me:no human
nate:u blead him to death
me:yes
nate:i hop ull be ok
jarvy:(walking in)why u went to fight him that was my job
me:he tryed to kill my kids i had no choice
jarvy:no it was not
me(yelling)are u gonna sit her and be a stupid kid
his teeth came out and i looked at him and shok my head as my eyes turnd red
me:u know me when im mad ill do any thing
jarvy:ill deal with u later
so i got dressed and went to bed _________________ My New BABY
jarvy:no hes walking around her with your pregnet sister jaya u see he cat go human hes not even human and he is not even just some blood sucker he can kill u even worse then i can do even in your dreams
momma:he damn there killed me in my dream
jarvy:that was harmless
me:u mean to tell me he seen u in your dreams
momma:yesh
jarvy:dont explan that to her
momma:why not jarvy
me:what happen
momma:thats how i met your dad befor he rudly bit me the first time he know we where gonna hve yall too thats how i knew
then he used his force to shut her up and next time i knew she punched him out of nowhere
jarvy:ur gonna pay for that
momma:and i will kill u
meanwhile
jaya pov
i was sitting ont he floor in some bigh house crying i was only in a tanktop with shorts i key i was 3 months but no one ealse didi kinda figuer i was in danger cus that guy dad told me about had throught me on the floor in his back room then he came in and i moved wawy
lavie:well well well if it is not sexie look lik your mom jaya
me:let me go
l:no cus i want what she did not give me
me:get over here she dont want u
l:well u do
me:no i dont
he walked to me and for the first i used my force and he flew in to a cupple of wals and i brok loose and ran out as i was running he poped in frot of me and he slaped me hard and i flew ont the ground nd i rolled over and tyed to get up and then i seen he was gone so i tyed again ad i felt my hair get pulled then i seen daddy punch him and he did not looked the sam it was like he canged and then jamia grabed me
jamia pov
me:come on
next thing i knew i seen bolld fly and i looked and screamed daddy was ont he dround lood every where i refused to turn him ove and levie looked at me and then jaya and he smilled i ran to him and i started crying so did jaya and then momma got out and ran to him and levie looked at her and she had fear in her eyes
lavie:amarie
momma:u tuch me and i sware
me:momma:hes dieing
momma:hes going human
levie:no hes dead
jaya(shaking him)pleases speack
me:(Covred in blood)
then lavie grabed my moma and she bit him and he stoped and started shaking and she through him bsck
me:daddy
then momma walked to him ad she cover his back ehre he wwas bleeding and he moved a lil
mom:jarvy(looking at his teet and seent hey were regular)shit(biting her har)here quick
but he refused
mom:just do it damn it
he did and we called the dr when they came momma pulled back and he was brething right and momma was pale
me:are u ok
mom:no
so she got in with him when we got there he was up and momma was sitting downgitting blood pushed in her arm
me:hey
momma:hey
me:hey daddy
he did nto answere
momma:hes just being stubbrion hes not happy right now
me:im going home i got to get my kids ready for school
jarvy:bye
me:so now u talk
jarvy:jaya go see the dr
jaya:why
jarvy:just go
she did when ig ot home i seen nate there and he seen the blood on me from daddy
nate:is she ok
me:yeah daddy almost died on me and momma almost did saving him now hes being fucking stubbrion and trying to get jaya to make me mad
nate:look stay calm but hows the baby doing
me:cant u tell
nate:no thats why im sceard i cna pick up the sent
me:nate
nate:what
me:ur scearing me ok
nate:look we go tommrow ok
me:(i just wnt in the bathroom and took out a test to see it said no and i took another one it said no and i took another one it wand on i just started crying i curled up on the floor and i took out a nother one and it said no then nat seen me crying he walked in
nate:it not a big dail u might still have it
me:i dont
nate:what u mean
me:5 test said no
nate:dont cry
me:do u know how i fell right now nate do u i just almost lost my dad my mom and and to teling what eals
he huged me and i jsut started cring harder the next day i got out of bed took a bath and then i went to got brignt he kids to school when i got back home i went to the back yard and sat by the pol and just let all my tears fall i let every pain go and i jsut layed there
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i see so it ok for u to pull the see other peole thing and not me