at least that was though i thought until he grabed my arm. His grip was one i never wanted to feel in a long time. I looked up at him pleading for him to let me go but his eyes didnt regester with mines. They were sill red and drugged up. I didnt know what to expect next untile Irella came.
Irella:Now Child thats no way to hold a lady.
He Looked at her and he let me go.
me:Dajion go to see the dr. Ill be back when i know nija is doing fine.
dj:I dont need to go to the dr.
Amy.:From the lookes of it honey you need help.
He glard at him and then walked out the room. I knew he wasnt going. And i wasnt gonna be in this housle while he was like this.
me:How long is it gonna take for nija to get settled.\\
irella:A year are two
Amy:But from the looks of how daja took it you might be calming her for about a year and that it.
me:Why so long
Irella:Shes wil need to get use to us since shes a child. And knowing that your with her for the first year are two will relaxe her for when you do come back home.
I nodded.
me:So how am i gonna get all these clothes packed.
AMy:You dont. You have things there now. Just get your personla things that you want and then we can go.
I nodded so i grabed my money my phone and What ever ealse i needeed. Like cards and I.D. Every thing. When i got ready to leave WE walked down stiars and they put my things in the trunk While i walked in the kiction to see dajion. He was bent over on the table and when i got a close look i Gasped. HE was Sniffing again. I seen the back on the table. WHen he Ztrightend up he breath and then he let out a relaxing noise.
Irella:come on it not safe he any more.
He Looked back and he seen my hurt face. That was all he had time to see cause in no time we were gon and in the car. I didnt want to talk to start with and i didnt wasnt to go back righr now eather. When we got to this gate place The driver turned us in. I looked around and i smilled this pleace was butiful and not to mition how it was dark even while it was daylight on the other side.
Irella:The sun isnt alway good for us so thats way its always so dark here. No one really notices it because it decised as night. Daja youse to end up here some thime when she wasnt pregnet. IT was somthing that grew on her from gustfa. i Watced her drive stight to his whous and she not know it.
me:So she been here a cupple of times befor she got pregnit.
She nodded.
Irella:I know that day she got pregnet. Iv Fighted it befor gustfa know cause when she left part of him was in her. I know things like this befor it know to them.
me:Did gustfa know.
She shook he head no.
Irella;He was depressed the whole 4 mothes though because The part of him that left was Missing and he didnt know why. But when she came back He knew instantly.
I nodded and looked at my hands.
me:Somtimes i wish that she wasnt in this but when i looked her and see how well the place lookes i know shes fine and i know that now shes met you that shes in great hands.
They smilled/
Irella:Gustfa is a Great guy too of you let him. Right now thir just settling some diffrences that happened befor the wedding. I bet if we go stop there they will be gitting along jsut great.
me:I bet but i think they need a break i know daja might be hurt about me loosing Nija
Amy:Yea i seen her tearing up, But soon things will be back to normal.
2 months later.
Things were ok. Nija was awaake now. She was growing fast too right now her body was one of a 7 year old. Her mind was as smart as a 15 yearold and her voice was just older then her age as well. Back home i was still worryed about Dajion. To day i was going to go visted him. I really want to know how things were and how he kept my house up. So as i was gitting up the servent came in. HE had a trey in his ands and ON it was Pancakes eggs bacon sossage and on the side was milk and orange Juice.
Servent:Your breakfast ma'am
me:Thanks Erin.
HE smiled at me and left out. When i got don eating what i could i took my trey down stairs and washed the dishes and then placed them on the side. I then went back up stais and got changed. and grabed my purse and the keys to my car. _________________ My New BABY
When i got past the gat the sun hurted my eyes because of all the nights weve been in. When I got to my house. There was Cars all in my driveway so i had to park fearther down. When i got in to the house the smell of Crack weed and liquer got me. I Shook my head to it and got ready to turn back around. when i did i hit dead in to Someones chest.
Guy:Oh boys i think one of them are here.
I Backed up from him and he smiled even wider.
Guy:Ad shes aceard too.
Another guy with blond hair came in and he smiled at me too.
Guy 2:Dame shes hot too.
me:Were Dj
Guy:oh he wull be seeing you very soon. But not tell were done
They bot grabed me and i started to kick and and scream.
Voice:WTF is all that noise.
I Looked by the door and Seen dajion walk in and he Looked at me. His hair was grown out and pulled back. his eyes were still red and he looked Angry like he use to all the time. He wasnt my husband he was my ex alover again
Dajion:Let her go and go back to the other room.
they did and he looked at me again.
Dajion:What are you doing here.
I looked at him in disbelive
me:Our daughter is still being taken away from us and all you can aske me what am i doing her. You act like i cant come to check up on my house are my suppost to be husband. What the hell you got runing her any way. A hoe house
he just looked at me. IT seems my yelling mad him even more angry. I backed some witch was a mistake caus showing weakness to him alwas kicked him off. He took a breath and tryed to calm down.
Dajion:Nina go away im dorry but im not safe right now. You push me any more ill do somthing ill regreat.
I shook my head and i walked around him bumbing in to him hard. Tears started to pure down my face As i walked to the door,
Dajion:Nina
I didnt stop i slamed the door shut and iWalked untile i stop to lean on my car. I cryed there untile i felt his arms wrape around my waist and hold me. He was shaking and his pain i could feel though his grip on me.
Dajion:Im sorry.(kiss my cheek.) I Cant hlep it right now ok _________________ My New BABY
I kept pulling fomr him and the more i pulled the tighter he got. Soon i found my self fiting him off me in the front yard. I Screamed for help but in our subdivision ther No one could hear. _________________ My New BABY
Soon when he gave We were layed in the grass. His breathing was pushing his stumach aginst my chest. The more i felt his chest push me the more i wanted to scream . He then pressed his lips to my neck and rubbed his had to the side of me. soon i pushed him from me for the last time and he gave. I Hurred and Fixed my clothed. I then took off my wedding ring and i though it at him. He looked at me the whole time.
Dajion:Your leaving me.
me:Yes/ I refused to be raped are hurt by you ever again.
dajion:Nina i will drage you in this house and keep you in our room if you dont put this ring back on.
me:I am not listing (he yanged me to him) LEt me go
Dajion:Not untile you strighten you act.
me:Fuck you dajion. Put me down (scraming)
He did and it was right in out bed room. When i got up be backhanded me hard. My neck poped alittle and wen i fail on the bed i juat layed ther with my neck facin gmy left side. My ?Breathing started to get heavy and i started to gasp some. Next thing i know blood started to come up. I layed there choking on it.
DDajion:Oh sith nina im sorry
Holding me to were the blood came up.
I then breath and i started sobbing. my face acked as well as my neck and dajion was making it no better. I could feel him trying to slip the ring back on my finger but i coosed my fist tight and in on hit i punched him in the face. He fail back come and let me go giving me time to run. When i got to the car i got in and i left and didnt look back.
! year later.
I was single now for a year today. I lived with Irella and Amy As well as Kevin and Calvin. Ever since I left Dajion iv heard wors about him. He was in trouble a lot he Was in Jail andPossably mught be in rehabe as well. Right now i was going to vist him with nija. When we got there they let us in but one cop had to stey with us. When i got to his cell to get him he looked at me and i sware i couldnt reconize him.His eyes were light brown and his hair was long to the middle of his back. And it was Loose(sigh) i wanted him so bad. When he walke out the cop pushed us away from him and then he Pushed dajion out. We had to walk through even more and as people were Calling me hot and sexy. When we got to the talk center we all sat at the table and The cop left. When i had the guts to look up i looked to see Dajion staring at me.
Nija:Hey dad(wispired)
He ooked at her in surpise. Nija Was GRown to where she looked the same age as dajanay. She Was very smart and she looked like her father. her eyes were even brown like his were right now.
Dajion:Nija you look great
His voice made me shiver. It was one i missed. I fet a tear fall and then i wiped it.
me:What have you gottel your self in to
he hunched his sholders and looked aroudn the room. There was about 6 diffrent men staring at me and nija. HE didnt like it but it wasnt in his hands.
Dajion:Ive let my life go when i lost you. When i got in he all i have is memories. all of them i dont liek. Motst of thim you cry and 2 is the birth of a child.out of 7 kids and 5 births and i only made 2 barly 2/ Ive never appreated you aand things youve done and ive never listed to you when i know i should of.Nina iv sat her every dau and i actuly cryed wishing i dindt do wha tive done to you. Ive seen your suffreing but dindt care then.
me:And im suppost to forgive you now dajion. What if you got a whole of a bage of coke right now. Would you besaying this to me right now are would you be rying to strangle me though the table cause im not lookign at you right. I dont want to live like that . I dont want nija to se that and i sure dont want the others to eater. (Including the little one i gave bitrt to becuas of him raping me he didnt know about Lacy.)
Dajion:Nina im sorry ok
me:I dint come here for you to apologize to me i came for nija to see you. Now that shes seen you i think were through.
He Grabed my hand and o looked at him as if he was crazy.
Dajion:Take it(Placing somthing in my hand. He closed it and then Pushed my hand to me. When i opend it it was my ring.) It belongs to you.
with that he got up and the cop came and took us all out. when Dajion hugged nija buy he waved at me since i backed when he offred. When we got in the car layed my head on the stering wheel and i cryied out to my self.
When i got home i decited to Go sit in the living room. When i got in there i seen That Amy had just layed lacy down For meI walked over to her and i picked up my little darling and i kissed hr far head. She was only about 2 1/2 months old. And the bad thing about it was that she looked just like her father.
me:But its ok your better then he is.(She smiled) Oww i got a smile. Aww I bet you like it when i talk to you dont you
Voice:She loves your voice. I turned my head to see JaKe Sitting on the Sofa now smilling at me.
me:She doses?
Jake:She loves how strong and confident it sound. She loves when you himm while you feeding her. She Wishes she could be as strong and butiful as you are.
I smiled down at her as she started to fall to sleep. Her smill was amazingly attracting.
Jake:Why wont you let her see her father.
me:He dontdeserve to see her. He runined this for us and now she is probly going to be like nija.
Jake:No SHes Pretty strong. Nija was Just not suppost to be there. Thats why shes here as an adult already.
me:Yall make me feel so old.
Jake:Im Old. Im way older you you Nina 5 times as old or more.
Me:Were you created or born.
Created. My ex wife created me. I never know she was crazy. Ended up staking her at our devorice.
me:I though it was impossable to get a devrrce.
JAke.:IT isnt but is. Daja donw want to go thought that things we had yo go thought. Im talking sanity test. to Hunger for days, The bond between them would have to beseperated and its pretty dam hard. She will probly claw her self to deth if she can survie with otu the feelinh og him in her.
I nodded. I could see Daja laying on the floor screaming.just because she couldnt have what she wanted.
me:What whill hurt her most.
Jake:The fact thant he cant have sex with her. Sex is a way we bond as well.
I shook my head. It was somthing daja always got her self in.
Daja pov
I was Just waking up with my head on Gustfas Chest. The sounds of the birds chirping adn wolvies howling had awakened me. The sent of gustfa sourned me and stuck to me in a way iv never felt. When he moved i gasped in a moved way. He looked at me and rubbed my stumeh.
Gustfa:Dont worry it will go aeay.
me:I(breaht ) Hope so. _________________ My New BABY
I was jsut waking up next to oliver who iv now been sleeping with for 3 months. I then found a way to get around Qustfa and ever since iv been taking advantage of it. When i had gotten back home Gustfa was sleeping on the sofa with Amarie. So i went in the room cahnged and washed my cloths that had oliver's scent on it. When i went in to the kicten I Jumped alittle cause just that quick Gustfa was up and staring at i me.
G:Did i starle you.
I nodded alittle as i looked him in the eyes.
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me:Just a little.
He didnt smile like he usually would. Not a good thing
Me:So what all did you do while i was at My old house
Gustfa:Same. Can i ask you somthing
I nodded
gustfa:You told me you was going to Jamals house last nite. did the plans changed on me.
me:I figured i wanted to feel at home like i use too. I miss my oldlife sometime you know.
Gustfa:W/e
He walked out and left me thhere to think.
weeks later. IT was the same rutine but today i had a gut feeling about this. When i got home gustfa wasnt in the site. So i went in to the bed room and i changed. when i turned to take my clothes out Gustfa was leaning on the wall with his face covred. I Droped my clothes and i started at him.
Gustfa:How long
me:How long what.
He looked at me and i sook my head.
Gustfa: YOu know dame well what im asking so now you tell me how fucking long you been seeing oliver
I looked down and i felt the guilt rush over me
me: 3 months
He Grew madder and he walked out the room. I didnt know what to expect. Next think i knew i WAS WAINTING gustfa to come back. wa now past the gate. I hurryed and i ran out the house. When i felt where he was i chocked. He was going to kill oliver. I hurrye in the house and come to find out it was the other way around. Oliver was standing in the back ya _________________ My New BABY
Oliver was in the backyard with a silverbullet gun pointed at gustfa. His hair was wet from the rain and All i know was that the more we stood there the cker it gotten
Oliver:You know this is the end for you vampire dont you. I tlf you ill find a way to get daja bacl
me:Oliver pu the gun down please
gustfa: yeah put it down.
He craked it and i Felt my heart drop when he cranked it and said
Oliver:Goodbye gustfa
He fired the gun and i screamed
me: NOO!!!! I grabed my chest caus i Bond Gustfa was gone and he wa down i couldnt help but cry. I Fail to my knees and i hit the ground hard/ guilt got me more then any thing
I Grabed Gustfas body and i held on to hit no onw would catche m. Olive ran so that no one would get him. And At tsame time nikka came out and she screamed. I Couldent help but cry with her. Gustfa didnt desirve this and it all becuase i betrayed him. When The Elder go to the scene of the crime i was stull holding on to him. I wante body wanted him around. d him to tuch and hold me. Feel me Pin me to the ground and have his way i wanted him to yell at me because of oliver. But he couldnet. He was gone. right in my arms he was laying gone.
5 years later.
Iv been through a lot since what happend. My body still creaved his touch and some days ill think that i feel him. Becaus of the oliver thing i got pregnet I had a son and now he was 4 gitting ready to turn 5. Life couldnt get any worst then what it was baceaus Amarie was already aginst me. She understod what happend and she hated me for what iv done.
Right now i was in my house cleaning when I heard amaried yelling at my sone eric.
The weard thing about this was the feeling of motion i had in me. It weaknd my knees. So that when i got to the kids room i had to hold the wall to hold me up.
Amarie:I hate you so much becaus of your father mines is gone.
Me:Amarie dont say that
She turned to me and scream
amarie:Its true and you know it.
That feeling in me stoped and i frosed.
Voice:Amarie stop.
she gasped as i stared ahead of me. Gustfa was here now. I Couldnt even think stright. When I turned he was glaring at me. His Gold eyes burned mines and Made me guity. Amarie ran to him and she hugged him.
his smiled at her and then when he looked at me it was an angred look. No words were spoken. There were no words that could make up for what happen and there wasnt word that descrbed how angry he was with me. Later that night after all the sitting around i had got a shower and i got dress when i got out gustfa was in the "HIS" shower. so i started to brush my hair and then he got out. He dint bother to ware atowal he didnt have to. when he got dressed he walked out the bathroom and he Got in bed. When i got out i turned the light off and i Looked up at him. He was watching me angrly. soon i got in to the bed and i tured away from him.
Gustfa:It bothers you knowing that im not happy with you it.
I Nodded and curled up in to a ball. He then touched my thi and i though to my self oh no.
Gustfa:Your body belonged to me and yet you gave it to some one eals. You Carryed a child that is now human. You mad our marrage a reck your daught has turned out you and now you have nothing of happy ness let. (Holding me to him) It kills me in side to even hold you like this. Even if your my wife are not. The looked one your face excites me. Im fulled with anger and yet theres nothing right now that i can think of to forgive you.
I had tears running down my face now. I was wrong. I was a crul and evil person. I commited A crim that Fucked up me and gustfa. Now i had to suffer with it. He then let go of me and tured away from me with a hiss of hatred the next day when i woke up i got up to see a big breakfast cooked/ I looked at Gustfa and he looked like he had somthing pilled up his sleevs _________________ My New BABY
I just Shook my head and i Walked out the back door. I wasnt gonna betourcherd by this at all. When i got to the maze i walked to the middle and sat down and i stared at nothing. I Then pulled my head in to my knees and i started to cry. I was sory for what i did and he could of forgave me for that. He sleped with jade and he killed her. I for gave him for it.
But I got killed this time and you done it more then onece Daja
his voice floted in my head and it caused me an even bigger pain. I Fail on to my side and i cryed. I grabed my head and griped my hair. He was comming after me and i knew it. My leggs shaked more the closter he got.
why dont you go to oliver and let him take car of that? or should i take my anger out on you instade
that made me grabed my legs and berath out my cry this time. Soon it went away but my legs didn stop. I Peeked up thrugh my hair and there stood him. He game to me and he crouched in front of me. i didnt know what to expect next. He smirked and in no time he yanked me up and took me home.
the next day.
I was in bed bitting on my pillow. Gustfa only mad my paon worse. I would of left him but like i said i was married to him. I wasnt the type of person who wanted to be commited to some one like him. Our relationship just wasnt the kind i would want to be in. When i got the stranth to get up i went in to The bathroom and took ashower. My mind was set. I couldnt take any more of this. I heard gustfa Jump up some and he walke din to the bathroom and opeaned the Shower. I looked at him with Emotionless eyes and he shook his head.
Gustfa:Your not doing this
me:I am.
He Slamed the Shower door shurt caussing it to crack al the way across and he cursed in a diffrent language. IT made me want to do this more. When i got out the shower i got dressed and i grabed my keys.
Gustfa:Daja come her.
I looked at him and i shook my head no
me:Im sick of this we didnt like each other any way. There no way its gonna work.
Gustfa:I rather try to make this work then her you screaming altheway on the other side of this plais for me.
I looked at him conserned now.
me:What you mean.
gustfa sighed and he patted his leg. I walked to him and i sat down. He Pulled me in in to him and he moved my hair out of my face.
Gustfa:Part of braking our marrage is braking our bond. Daja the pain they describ is awful. and when i say i caould hear their screams i could. Some people would even stake their others to not har them suffer. Jake did his and So did Robs father did his mother. I dont want to be stake and i sure dont want to stake you.
me:But this isnt gonna work gustfa im not happy. I dont want me are erick to be out casts like we are now. what i did was a mistake. I didnt kill you eather oliver did and i reget it. But that was my one mistake. Were even now.
Gustfa:We are even but if i went through every detail what youve done cost a whole lot more then what you think.
I shook my head and i sighed. I had a tear running down my dace and gustfa cout it with his toung when it hit my lips. He the kissed me and Got between my legs.
Gustfa:I can give you one reason to want to try to work it out right now.
me:What
Gustfa:Amarie/
me:SHe hates me now.
Gustfa:She dosnt. I know she dosent. She cant standit with out you here.
I looked him in the eyes and i shook my head. I then felt his hand slip rup my dress. He touch my stumach and moved up.
Gustfa:Want another reason.
me:What would it be.
Gustfa:Even with out a bond you would still ack my body with you.
me:But i would of went fuck some one eals to get rid of the crave.(He Griped by boob and moved his thrumb over my tip.) hhh
gustfa:Their not as fast as me.
me:so
gustfa:You wanted it fast. Like you do now.
me:i dont want nothing now.
He rised his eyebrow He pushed on to me and i Closed my and moaned. He just knew how to make me wet. His lip was now in the niddle of me and he was doing a bteer Job then nikka could. i griped the sofa and cryed out for him to let me breath. It wasnt easy trying to keep my calm but for today we knew i was staying. When We Got in to my room he was taking his all out on me. Well mey be not all but enught
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