he just rubbed by back and kissed my far head later that night i went walking on a beach i felt pains run throught me i missed lunys tuch and his sent i wanted him with em so bad
so a month later they both went on tour and tunes took me the kids was at jessicas i had my own room tunes had is own and luny did late that night i could not sleep so i went in the kicten and i cryed while sitting in the seat ont he side then i seen some one come down and it was him he looked at me and i had my face hideing form him
luny:why u crying
me:u want under staind it over ok luny
luny:it been months since i left u and u still crying
me:i cant help it ok it was jsut one time u done this to me more then once and u left me like this i only live with tune now ok i have nothing going on with him luny .......(i just turned my head from him and i started crying more)
luny;(felling bad)well tlak in the morning _________________ My New BABY
he stoped and looked at me and then grabed my rists and seen i was bleeding bad and he looked at me with that look that turned me on when he was mad and it mad me more sad so he bandage them up and then sighed
luny:peaching u got problems bad
me:luny cant u see i dont want to be here any more i have nothing to live for except my kids
luny:(yelling)then why are u trying to leave thim huh just cus i left u they have to suffer i cant even belive i just thought to let them see u again
me:(laying my head on my knees)i cant help it luny i fell things u just cant under stand i hurt in side more then any thing ever since i was small i tryed to leave this place i hate it and u is what made me what to try to see it as a better place but then i found out what real life was i fuckin hate it vik made it clear to me that i have no reason here i dont hurt in side when im hit i dont hurt on the inside when im trying to get hurt i only hurt when i see u and my kids here btu i want them to want to be here one day youll see what i mean when i leave this place i want have to hurt no more
whit that i looked at him and i walked to my room when i got in there i layed down and took my last breaths that i wanted i wanted this to be the end of peaches and i layed there i smiled as i felt tears run and dry from my face and i wispired to my self
me:this is it peaches this is how it feels
i closed my eyes and turned to my side and smirked and held on to my rings tight and every thing went quited and........
luny pov
when i woke up i head the made screaming i walked otu and she was shaking peaches i ran to her and she was pale i know she was gone tears ran down my face i seen her hands tighly shut just grabed her tight and i sat on the dloor with her
me:peaches why u do this(holding her)why the fuck u do this peaches
then tunes came out and he seen my face
tunes:whats whrong is she ok
me:she fuckin dead man shes dead(crying)why she do this man
3 months later
i was layign down pissed still its been 3 fuckin months and im still mad at her i can still she her laying in the thing i hatted it it hunted me i just layed back in bed and i just felt like shit she was right i missed over her plenty of times and she did once and i hurted her for ti now she got the last laugh i got up and i punched thye wall and jsut cryed some more in shame until i head a voice behind me
voice:daddy ur scearing me
i turned to see paris crying
me:im sorry come here
she did i hughed her she looked just like her momma
paris:i want my momma back
luny:(holding her)look ur 12 now ok u should under stand she cant come back but it ok to cry about it u see daddy still crys i hve not got over it eather
paris:but why she had to die
luny:i dont know ok but hay how about we got to the grave yard to give her some more flowers
paris:ok ill pick them out
so me and the kids went and when we got there we put flowers there thye had a picter of her on it and it mad em fell sad when we left i took them to jessicas and left she had them under her name cus i could not keep them 7 years later
kaya pov
i was now 24 and me and emma lived together right now we went to go see ungle tunes when we got there i seen daddy throwing beats he hugged me and kissed my far head and then emmas
me:have u heard any thing from jessica
luny:she moved some where i have not heard fromt he kids yet i know tray lived around here and so dose paris cus she live with him and then the twins still live with jessica but alex is with his dad and jay is with his i fell bad from him
me:why
luny:cus he ant no good he use to beat peach(stop)nevermind
tunes:hey at least u know where they at i dont know where kassie went to with my kids
luny:so hows my grand daughter doing
me:fine i just wish her dad will help me out _________________ My New BABY
its been a nother month and peaches was jsut a tease she was wearing skankie clothes and shit and then she would walk around us like that right now i was in the kicten and she came in with a minnie skirt on and a half top i jsut looked at her with a glare
peaches:problem
me:naw
peaches:why u staring
me:cus i can
peaches pov
me:luny ur full of it
luny:unhuh u mad cus i left u
me:naw i got other people for that
luny:so u hoeing
me:nope ima start striping again
luny:we just got back home ok dont start stwipin
me:ur not with me so u cant tell me what to do i start here tonight
that night
i was gittig ready when i got to my table i had a silk lace robe on and when i started i had this guy i hated in the vip room then luny poped up i rolled my eyes so i did what i had to do when ig to changed i was about to go out but then i felt some one grab my waist and it was drunk luny he started pittin on my ear and i was turned on when we got in the car in sted of leaving we fucked then left when i got to the house he tossed me on the bed and we went fo it again the next day i woke up and he was holdin me _________________ My New BABY
me:well im not any more cus wehn i wanted to u had me suffer i dont see why u came back in that room and saved me i know i was gonna die
luny:cus i was willing to wrok u through your pain i was gonna take u to go get some damn help
me(yelling loud)i dont need help(screaming)i dont fucking need u to help me im fine all i need is for some one to love me and dont hurt me i want for my kids to be loved by whoever im with im tired of people coming over jsut to fucking tuch all on me and u talking about i need help u dont make it any better
luny(yelling back)peaches u out there selling your slef and got them tuching all over u what makes u think im doing any worse
me:(yealling)fuck u luny
int he other room with tunes and jay
jay:why dos momma fus so much
tunes i dont know
then they heard me run out and slam the door so tunes ran out and grabed me
tunes:calm down
me:(crying)i cant just let me go
tunes:come on lt me help u out
i pushed him
me:i dont need help but he did not elt go soo as i know it i was in a help center i was sittign down on the bed in my room just mad i looked around i hated it i never wanted to be in a place like this i hated it when visiting ours started i whould just stay quite i had a lot to say btu what was the use so luny walked in and sighed when he seen the freash tears that had came down my face
luny:why are u so un happy in he peaches their helping u
i just got up and walked out the door to the food court
luny:peaches
me:jsut go away luny
he shook his head and left
4 years later i was just gitting out i dont talk much i wanted to kill luny with all my guts and last i wanted to have my kids in my arms btu they told em thye all moved away so i went to jessicas she hugged me and gave me my room and it had every thing i owned in it
me:where did he go to
jess:hes up north ill take u ther
i nodded i got washed up i brushed my hair back and then it curled back up then i put on my jeans and my halftop and i went to go to his house when i got there i went in and jess took em to the studio where he was
luny:peaches
he got ready to tuch me an i punched him he back and then i hit him again
me:u put me ion there u mad them keep me there
luny:im sorry peaches
then a women came down
women:baby
i look and seen this light skinded women looking back at me
me:luny who is she
luny:my wife
me:u put me in acrazy center just so u can merry her
luny:no
me:(i just brush pass her and went up stairs)
luny:shit
they came up and i was leaving out the door when i got to jess house i locked my door and i jsut went took my a nices warm bath i layed down nex think i know jsee was pulling my out i just layed my head back
jess:theres other people out there
me:(breathign hard)
tunes(walking in)she ok
jess:yes now
tunes:come on peaches get dress thres som on i want u to meet _________________ My New BABY
so i got dressed and then i had got in tunes car and soon as u know it i step out the car and there stood fizz i thouth he was in jail
me:tunes im not gitting out this car
tunes:why
me:look just get me out of her
he walked up and i seen the gun in his pickit i just looked at him that evil glow in his eyes i felt that look just rip my heart out when he lick his lips i felt the pain from when he use to use me i jut know every thing was gonna change i was force to step out the car as tunes wavyed me off and left
fizz:sceard to see me
me:no
fizz:baby u know u are dont play
me:what made u come look for me
fizz:lets see u put me in jail u kiled my child u was carrying and u merryed luny again
me:u tryed to kill me
fizz:shut up
me:no(screaming)hel(he cut me off putting the gun to my neck)say another world ill kill u foreal and not miss this time
it's been a long time since i been here i have been in alot of drama but i'm back and i want you to add more because now your story really relates to me and what i been goin through lately _________________ R.I.P
really thats good....I had the baby and you know the guy shawn i was messin with well he in jail for 15 years because he was in a big shootout and he was hittin on me worse then what it was before but now he in jail he writes me but i dont write him back i only did once but it was only to tell him i had the baby and to send of picture of her _________________ R.I.P
aww im sorry well for a while larell left me with the boys but now we are doing ok he treats me nice he pays me for taking care of the babys
by the way they are 6 months now not 7 like i put down there im waiting for them to be 3 so i can start working but the day care said i can take them early if i have to did u bump the other stories as u can see iv been bored so i typed away but thats when larell have the kids like now
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