"Hello, hello, hello..." I hung up these hoes been playing on my phone lately and I'm just not with the bullshit. I was getting ready to go out and Juan called my phone. "What's up with you baby girl?" "Juan you have some nerve I thought and little LeLe were doing the family thing." " We are, but I can still check up on my friend." " I fell you on that, so how have you been?" We went on and talked for about an hour. Juan wanted to meet up with me at my house. I didn't find anything wrong with that so I let him come over. He walked in and looked as sexy as I remembered...He walked in like he owed the place and flopped down on the couch.
"Well HELLO to you too Juan, you walking in here like this is OUR home." Laughing he ignored what I just said. "Did you cook tonight Sash.?" " Do I ever cook that should be the question." Juan sat up and looked so serious when he said, "Sash we have to talk." "About what? Please don't tell me it's some more bullshit with Leah. I haven't thought about or even seen Leah in about a year. So what's up?" " Look I've been think about you and me, well US, and I was wondering if you would consider getting back with me. I miss you like crazy girl. You were the only one who would hold me down." "What's really going on Juan I mean I love you, but I can't go there with you anymore and this is because I am actually seeing someone. I can't take the chance of getting hurt again." As I finished my sentence Juan kissed me slowly and it was the best kiss I had since we broke up. "I love you Sasha, I can't change that. Forgive me I made a big mistake." I shut Juan up with another kiss and he began to unbutton my shirt. "Ju-" He cut me off. " I know what your going to say, we shouldn't be doing this, but it feels so right." "I can't do this anymore. One day it's all about me, then you leave. So what do you expect out of me. Can you please leave." Juan left with no problem...I could feel my heart dropping...I knew I loved him in the past, but things had to change. I wanted him to come back. About an hour later Ced called and told me to open my front door. By the way this was my new little friend. When I opened the door I felt like I was being punked. It was Ced on one knee asking me to be his wife.
FLASHBACK.... six months ago....
Woman: Hello, would you like smoking or non smoking.
Sasha: May I have a menu. My order will be togo.
Woman: You can place that order at the bar.
Sasha: It was a Friday night and David Busters was PACKED. I loved their cheeseburgers, so I went to get one as soon as I left work.
"You need to sit down and have a bite to eat!" "Excuse me, do I know you?" "My name is Ced and you don't know me, but will it be a problem for you to get to know me." "Hello Ced, my name is Sasha, but I am really in a rush and I need to just get my food and leave. It was nice meeting you." I wasn't not paying this boy any mind he looked so young. "Look Ms. Sasha I just need a minute of your time. You are a very beautiful lady, and I was just wondering if I could get a moment of your time?" I smiled this guy had a lot of courage. Most guys would give up after being shot down once. I decided to give him my number he reminded me of myself "go getta". We started talking on the phone a lot and hanging out. We had become the best of friends. Ced was turning twenty-one this Saturday. I was going to throw him a get together, but I didn't know many of his friends. Ced wasn't really the party type so for his birthday we went to Justin's and back to his place. We were taking shots, smoking, and just kickin it. As we watched my favorite movie ATL. The only reason I like the movie is because T.I. was sooooooooooooo-did I say so FINE!!! Ced asked me if we were a couple. I didn't know how to respond. I mean I was feeling him, but I didn't know if we were on the same page. He was at the studio all day, while I was at home waiting on his call. I didn't know if I was ready for that. We went in to the bedroom, where I was stumbling to make it into the bed. I took off all my clothes except my birthday gift for Ced. I pulled my hair up into a ponytail. Ced was laying on the bed, I layed on top of him and kissed his neck. I whispered in his ear, "I heard it was better when you are intoxicated." Laughing. We did a lot of things I had never done. When I say the sex was AWESOME I mean it was AWESOME!!.... Ced told me that night as I was drifting off to sleep. "I would never hurt you Juan did." ...and every since then we have been "A COUPLE"...
"If you don't want me then don't talk to me...go ahead and FREE YOURSELF!!" I was singing Fantasia in the shower as I was getting ready to hit the gym. It had been one year since I had my daughter. It was time to work on my figure, tone up a little. I haven't seen Juan since the hospital incident. WHO CARES? I was getting out of the shower when I heard my baby crying. She was so spoiled. Juan did not take care of her at all, he said I needed to get Brad to help. I took care of my child all by myself. With random visits from dad. He was there FINACIALLY, but my baby needed a father figure in her life.I threw a towel on and went in there and got her out of the bed. She was smiling when she seen me. She wanted to be with me all the time. She would cry when I went to drop her off at daycare. *Ring-Ring*
Leah-Hello
T-What up Le Le
Leah-What's up baby
T-Not shit I want to come see my daughter
Leah-Come now because I am going to the gym in like a hour or so.
T-Cool...I'm on my way.
{FLASHBACK}
When I was 17 I met Brad and T. T was trying to talk to me but Brad got me first. T and I remained friends, but he started dating Nicole. So T would still say slick shit to me every now and then but I NEVER took him serious. That night when T caught me at Waffle House with Juan he was upset because he thought I was fucking him (which I was) and T wanted me to be his girlfriend. One night when Juan was out of town "handling business" T and I hooked up. It was Saturday night and I was bored on the computer waiting for Juan to call. My phone rang, but it was who I least expected T. He was coming over to talk to me about Nicole. He walked in and I could not keep my eyes off of him.
"Mane let me tell you bout Nic, this bitch wants to argue about every damn thing. From me going to the bathroom and locking the door she thinks it a chick in there. If I go somewhere she always ask "is the hoes gone be there" she is NUTS Le Le. I listened to him. He went on to tell me he wanted to save his relationship, but didn't know if Nic was trying to do the same. I explained how females worked. "Listen T. (grabbing his hand) women are NUTS all of them. Don't think for one minute you are going to be with a NORMAL girl. If you find one let me know." We laughed. "T you have to talk to Nic and let her know straight up NO TRUST, NO RELATIONSHIP and it's just that simple." T thanked me for helping him. "I think I want to be with you still Leah" I had been waiting for him to make a move, but I knew I would be risking too much by doing this. "NICOLE, think about NICOLE" He came closer and said, "all I can think about is you Leah, everytime I see you I think I really want to be with you. Fuck that nigga Juan he's a fucking lame. What can this nigga offer you? I hung out with his ex Sasha a couple of times and she told me he brings nothing but trouble and he is still fucking her." I believed T he would never lie to me. "T want to but I ca-" He cut me off with a kiss. I remember the way he held me, stroked me, placed his skin against my body, whispered in my ear, released all my fear, placeed kisses all on my neck and face, he gave it to me slow, ran his fingers across my chest, he was giving me the best sex, he made me scream and moan, I felt him so deep, deep in my bones, T then pulled my hair and made me swear, I did and in return he bite my lips, grabbed my hips, made me sweat and told me "I love it becuase it's so wet." But little did I know when I would let go, he would let go, and we made one soul.
{END OF FLASHBACK}
Zaria Marie Tisdale _________________ "It's Me...."
Things with Sasha had been going too good. She was WIFEY MATERIAL. She cooked, cleaned, and gave me the best sex I ever had. Not only that I loved this girl like we had been together for years and it had really only been six months. I felt like she was the one. The day I proposed to her I thought she was going to say "hell naw", but I was shocked when she cried and said "yes baby I would love to be your wife!" Time was winding down and we had to get things planned for the big day. I was getting off from work when my ex Brooke was calling my phone non-stop. "What's up wit you baby girl?" Brooke was still a good friend of mine even though we had been through so much. I was with her back in the day, but I realized she was a HOE. She fucked all of my homeboys plus me. Brooke yelled into the phone, "Ced, baby how you been doing?" "I've been fine Brooke what's up do you need anything," I asked in a flat tone. "Well FUCK YOU TOO Ced I was just checking up on you." "Oh, well, I'm cool bout to get married." Brooke's voice quivered, "Really? To who? When is the big day?" I knew this was eating Brooke up on the inside. "I am marrying Sasha, we have been together six months, but it feels like forever and we decided it would be better to get married SOONER rather than LATER. You are more than welcome to come." "Well I am so happy for you Ced, and I would love to be there to support my life long friend.Congrats and I will talk to you later. Love Ya"
"Where the fuck you at then? T how you expect for me to trust you when you put me thru it all. You know what stay where ever you are because I don't want that sick dick coming back to me. You still can't explain the herpes. What about that shit lets talk about that. Exactly shut yo cheating ass up!" *click* I hung up the phone I could not deal with his bullshit. He was still trying to play "good guy" fuck that I already knew what he was up to. T and I decided we wanted to keep out baby, but there was a fire at my job and the inhalation of smoke caused a miscarriage. I went to the hospital and not only did they tell me my baby was dead they told me I had herpes. I could have KILLED T. I knew it was his cheating ways that would get me caught up in the end. I couldn't leave him my love for him was too strong. I was helping Leah's brother Ced plan his engagement party. I went to the Tiffany's store to order her cake, Kinkos to print off the invitations, and Party City for all the decorations. I wondered why his fiancee' could not help. No one had ever met this mystery woman, but we were excited to meet her at the engagement party Friday. I was on my way Louis Vitton to pick out a gift for them. As I pulled up to Lennox my phone rang, "WHAT T?" "Damn, where are you at?" "Going into Louis Vitton to pick out a gift for Ced and his fiancee'." "Cool...see you when you get home." Before I could say anything he hung up. I wonder what his snicky ass was up to now. I walked in the mall and seen the LV store was closed I was so upset. The worker walked out the front door and asked me my name. I told him and he stated I was on a special V.I.P list so I was still able to come in the store and shop.
"Suprise shawty" I could not believe my eyes. T looked so fucking handsome. Tears were falling from my eyes not because I was angry. I was happy as hell. T got down on one knee and said, "Nicole we have been thru so much in such a short time. I know I am not all that I wanna be, but I am FAR from what I use to be. I want you to be with me the rest of my life. I could never imagine life without you. I love you so much and if you decide to say no, I will keep asking until it turns into a yes. Because our love is something I will never give up on. Will you marry me?" I pulled T up by his hand and said, "Love is something you cherish and you never do anything to fuck it up. You on the other hand know nothing about love. You screw who you want to screw and you do what you want to do. I have something you call HERPES for the rest of my life. Oh did you forget you had it too?? Did you? See the "old" Nicole would have took your tired ass back but the new Nicole wants to let you know a little about yourself. Think about our relationship these past 2 1/2 years....you have LIED, CHEATED and TREATED ME LIKE SHIT. You brought me home a STD. An STD and you want me to marry you? And love is something you never give up on hahahahaha nigga you gave up on our love a long time ago. I hope I really, really hope you were not expecting a YES because the answer is not only NO, but HELL THE THE MUTHAFUCKIN NAW!!!! Are you kidding me? hahahaha!!! Now where is the sales rep so I can buy their gift?" T stood there and just looked at me walk away. He was mad, no he was pissed. But he brought this upon himself when he was doing him... I was doing me! _________________ "It's Me...."
It had been about 3 weeks since I seen T. I wasn't thinking about him, but I knew he would be at the party tonight. I was running late and I still had to set up the tables. I jumped in the car and was going 100 mph, before seeing blue lights in my rearview. "SHIT!" I was hoping it was a male officer I knew I could flirt my way out. "Ma'm may I please see your license and registration?" I was digging in my over-sized purse looking for my DLs. "Officer is there anyway you can look them up in the system by using my social security number?" "Yes Ma'm I will be able to do that for you, but do you have the registration to the car?" I handed the officer the registration, but I didn't let the paper go. "Richard Williams Jr? Is that you?" "Yes Ma'm my name is Off. Williams. Do I know you?" I could not believe it. "Yeah you know me. Nicole, Nicole Matthews. We went to prom together. You were my first and only true love. You don't remember me?" The officer told me to hold on and went to his cop car. He walked back up with his wallet and pulled a picture out:
"This was the day you left for college and I gave you the promise ring. Well, it was really a ring with my name on it, but we promised to marry each other. But you never came back. I called and called, but you never came back and when you break a promise you are cursed for life." I stared at the picture I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I was suppose to marry Rich and I was NEVER suppose to mess with T. This was all coming together if you break a promise you are really cursed. "Rich I don't know what to say. Can we try to make it work? Can we start all over again?" Rich pulled out my speeding ticket and handed it to me. Before he walked away he said, "We can try (handed me his business card) but you broke the law and it is still my job so I have to give you this ticket." I smiled, "Rich would you like to be my date at an engagement party tonight?" "Just call my phone with the details." Rich walked back to his car and pulled away slowly. I could not believe the only man I ever loved was giving me another chance. I pulled off and was on my way to the Georgia Dome for the engagement party.
I was just now waking up on my way to the stylist Ced booked for the engagement party. I was going to get my hair, nails, and make-up done. I called Ced's phone to get directions to the spa. "Hey baby, I was just calling to get directions to the spa. Just call me whenever you get this" His answering machine was always coming on. He must still be at work I thought to myself. I recieve a text with all the directions about 20 minutes later.
-Get on I-20 West, off on Old National, Make a right at the 4th traffic light and the spa is on the left hand side its called Seonce' Spa... I'm sorry I couln't answer I'm in a meeting baby. I can't wait to see how gorgeous you are going to look tonight. I love you.-
When I arrived at the spa is was totally different from what I expected. I thought it was going to be black owned...TRICKED ME. I am not racist, but no one other than an African American woman has EVER touched my hair. I was indeed nervous. This girl name Kim-Yun was doing my manicure and pedicure, but Uin-Chang was doing my hair. I wanted something simple, but he claimed he knew exactly what I needed.
My stylist was Renee' and I loved the dress she picked out. I knew Ced would love it to. I wanted to look as classy as possible. I was going to be meeting Ced's family for the first time tonight.
-My Hair-
(Leah)
I could not believe my little brother was getting married. I thought I would be the first. Tamia was going to meet me at my house so we could just ride together. T had called and told me he was going too. After I finished getting Zaria ready I got myself together.
The door bell rang and it was Tamia:
"Hey sis, how you been doing?" Tamia looked gorgeous. "I've been good how about yourself Mia?" "Le Le I've been good but I could be much better. I don't know about this wedding Ced is to young to know what LOVE really is. I don't want him to get hurt." "He wont get hurt Mia he is strong and GROWN...let him make his own decisions. You can't baby him forever. Get your own life." Mia looked at LeLe and rolled her eyes, "My own life, girl lets not get on lives because yours is all the way fucked up. Let's see how Nicole reacts to T being Zaria's dad or even you and T coming together to the party. She is the wedding planner, and Brad will be there as well so get ready." Before I could respond to her smart mouth my cell rang, it was T telling me he was at the door. I opened the door and he was mighty fine. We kissed and he walked in. Before he could walk all the way into the foyer Mia started running off at the mouth, "I hope that ain't T tired ass. He hurt Nicole and he will hurt you too." T laughed at Mia he knew exactly how she was.
T-Chill out shawty you don't know nothing about me.
Mia-I know enough, I know how you fucking everybody in Atlanta, I know how you gave my sister HERPES. I know enough!!
T-First of all that's me and ya sistahs business and for you to throw this shit in my face lets talk about you and Rich how are ya'll doing?? Have ya'll worked out all the kinks in ya'll relationship or is he still not FUCKING YOU!!!. Are you still raising his baby, not your child but his. are you? Listen hea partna next time you wanna get in our business DON'T it ain't enough room in the bed for you sorry Mia.
Mia- Nigga yo ass don't know shit about me and Rich. We are fine he is doing him and I am doing me! He is still my one and only so don't worry about us! You need to get the burning sensation together. Another thing, hurt my sister and its me and you PARTNA!!!
T- (laughing) you still make me laugh Mia.
Mia- (fake laughing) I know
Leah- OK LETS BREAK THIS UP. Mia can you go get Zaria and put her in T's truck. We are about to leave out. I don't want to be late. Mia went upstairs to get Zaria and left me and T in the room alone.
T-You know you look good baby.
Leah-Thanks bae, look we have to get somethings straight before we leave. Nicole is going to be there I don't want no drama ok?
T-She ain't fucking with me so we good baby just know one thing, you are my life FUCK NICOLE.
I kissed T on the lips, Mia walked down stairs holding Zaria, T took Zaria from Mia and went outside to put her in the truck. We were on our way to the party. My phone went off, it was Juan. "Hey whats up stranger?" Juan replied, "What's good wit you, I need the directions to Ced's party." I gave Juan the direction and we ended the call. I warned T that Juan would be there, but he did not care. It was my brother's and his fiancee's day and we were not going to ruin that for them.
It was 8pm and everyone was starting to arrive....
Ced's entire family was present...
(sister)
(sister Leah's boyfriend)
(sister Leah)
(niece Zaria)
(his sister Debra from NYC)
(his niece Desarey, Debra's daughter)
(his mom and dad)
Friends and other relatives arrived slowly...
Brad came and he brought his fiancee' KaTrina
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Juan came and he brought his new girlfriend Melody.
Everything was cool until Brooke arrived. All hell broke loose.
The party was going smoothly. Ced and his mystery woman had not arrived yet. Nicole walked in the room looking fabolous...
She spoke to everyone in the party. She annonced that the bride and groom-to-be were on the way and for everyone to enjoy themselves. Nicole seen Leah sitting at the table with T and she cracked a smile. She seen Juan with Melody and waved at them. She sat at the table with Brad and KaTrina. Leah walked over to the table to speak.
Leah- Hey how are you all doing
Nicole- SAVE IT LEAH
Brad- We are just trying to have a good time minus all the drama
Leah- Drama? Who has drama besides you two? (looking confused) WHO?
Nicole- Leah go back over there with my mand and Brad's daughter (laughing) We don't need your generosity.
Leah- Well I see you are have a bad day...I thought it was just your dress but your whole day has been fucked up huh? It was nice seeing you Brad and meeting you Melanie.
Melody- Its MEL-O-DY (breaking it down as if Leah was a 4th grader)
Leah- No need for corrections, I don't really giva a damn.
Leah walked baack over to T grabbed his hand and they started dancing to Beyonce' Dangerously In Love. The music was cut short and a little boy ran in the party saying "The Bride and Groom are here" they rolled out the red carpet and Ced walked in first. He grabbed the mic and sung
When I first saw you, I said, oh my
I said, oh my, that's a dream, that's a dream
I needed a dream, when all seemed to go bad
Then I found you
And I have had the most beautiful dreams any man has ever had
When I first saw you, I said, oh my
I said, oh my, that's my dream, that's my dream
I needed a dream to make me strong
You were the only reason I've had to go on
You're my dream, all the things I ever knew
You're my dream, who could believe it could ever come true
And who could believe the world would believe in my dreams too _________________ "It's Me...."
I walked in as Ced was singing to me. Everyone was clapping and staring at me. I looked around and noticed Leah, Juan, T, and Nicole all in the same room. It caught me off guard for a second, but I just went up to the stage and grabbed my HUSBAND-TO-BE. We kissed and hugged, Ced handed me the mic, "I just want to thank you all for coming out and supporting me and my baby with the wedding. It will be held next Saturday at 4pm with Reception following after." The DJ started the party back up and everyone was having a good time. Ced wanted to introduce me to his parents..."Mom and Dad this is Sasha."
Mom-It's nice to meet you Sasha I have heard so much about you.
Dad-Sasha you are beautiful and I wish you and my son the best! Keep God first and everything is possible.
Mom-So when am I getting some grandchildren from you all? Leah and Debra both have girls, I need a boy between you and Tamia!!
(I was thinking) Leah, Leah?? I could not believe that Leah was his sister. As I was talking to his parents Leah and two other girls walked up.
Mom & Dad-We have to head home it's getting late and Phil (Ced's Dad) has to work early in the morning. Ced's Mom and Dad gave me a hug and kiss on the cheek. I knew things were going to get out of hand once they left. Leah and Debra sent the kids home with there mom and dad. Leah tapped me on the shoulder...
Leah-How you been Sasha? Busted up any cars lately?
Sasha- (smiling) Nope. I don't do that anymore. I am grown and about to get married no need to bust up bitches shit my man ain't cheating.
Leah-Look bitch I'm gone get right to it. You need to call off this little wedding or else. It will be a big problem. I don't want you to come up missing but I will make it happen BITCH. (Leah walked off) I didn't know all these people were going to be at this party. I have to say it is a SMALL WORLD!! I fucked Juan who fucked Leah who was fucking both T and Brad. Brad was fucking Brooke who use to fuck with T. Now T is fucking Nicole who was trying to fuck with Juan. This is just a big LOVE CIRCLE! I was just trying to avoid the drama and I really didn't want Ced to find out my past because I have lied to him so much about it.
Juan's new little chick was staring at me. She looked familiar, but I don't think I know her. I went over and spoke to Juan for a while. He gave me a white evelope, but told me not to open it until I was home. I gave him a hug and kiss on the cheek. I walked over to Ced he was sitting next to some girl laughing and talking.
Ced-Hey baby, this is Brooke. We dated about 3 years ago.
Sasha-Hey how are you doing Brooke?
Brooke-I am fine thanks for asking...Now aren't you Juan's ex?
I could not believe what she just asked me.
Sasha-Umm...yeah!
Brooke-So that means you are the same girl that fucked with T?? Is that correct.
Sasha-Excuse me? I don't think that's any of your business.
Ced-What the fuck are you talking about Brooke? Is this shit true Sasha? You lied and told me I was the second nigga you ever fucked. What's up.
I couldn't say a thing I was BUSTED.
Brooke- Yeah Sasha let him know how you fucked up his sisters car when she started dating Juan, and how you fucked T the first night ya'll kicked it.
Brooke was getting loud and T heard the conversation getting out of order. T walked up and asked Ced if everything was ok.
Brooke-Yeah T everything is GREAT (smiling) Sasha was just telling Ced how she fucked you the first night you all kicked it.
Sasha just sat there and tears filled her eyes. Ced looked at Sasha waiting for a explination.
Sasha- Listen Ced it's not like that baby. I lied to you because I am a changed woman I don't want to be with no one but you baby. Trust and believe me.
Ced- Look how long it took the truth to come out. I should have known you was a hoe by the way you sucked my dick, and T (stepping in T's face) you one disrespectful ass nigga. You knew you fucked my fiancee' and you wasn't gone say nothing?
T-WHO HASN'T FUCKED YOUR FIANCEE?
Ced-Watch ya mouth T.
T-Watch my mouth let me tell you about your fiancee since you so mad at me.
Sasha-T it's not that serious we don't have to do all this. Just let it go. Ced lets go we need to get home and talk about this.
Ced-We can talk here I don't have nothing to hide.
T-Good, ya fiancee is a crazy bitch. She found out Juan was fucking with your sister and she spazzed the fuck out. She fucked Le Le's car all the way up. She swung on Le Le at Waffle House and Le Le had to handle her ass. She still to this day calls my phone asking for the dick she mad because I'm with Le Le.
Nicole walked over a slapped T in the face.
Nicole-What the fuck you mean you with Leah? You just asked me to be you wife a little over 3 weeks ago and you with this bitch now. She has a child by my brother and you know that.
T-(moved back a little because Nicole was all in his face) Zaria is my daughter. *SMACK*
Nicole smacked the shit out of T.
Nicole-Nigga you always running that mouth too much.
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(niece Zaria)
(his sister Debra from NYC)
(his niece Desarey, Debra's daughter)
(his mom and dad)
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