Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2007 12:35 am Post subject: ~*~lost~*~ New story ~*~lost~*~
~*~lost~*~
i seen him just 3 miles from my house i did not even know him i looked at him so sweetly as he asked me for my name was i in love are what i looked at him in the eyes and i cought my self lost deep deep in side them so deep i was walkign from the outher blue to the middle black and i went deeper in side i followed his voice tell i seen his soul but then i closed my eyes and i backed
me/my name is lovett and your
guy/larall
i smiled as we shook hands
larall/so im new here u mind showing me around
me/sure nut i got a car back home lets go there
larall/i thought may be we can walk and try to get to know each other as we talk
me/ok fine
i showed him around time and got lost in his smile dimple to dimple and he notice
larall/u like my dimples huh
me/kinda
he looked at me and grabed my chin
larall/well i like yo dimples more
i smiled and he did to so we kept walking when we got to one of the pretties spots we watched as the sun set and he looked at me to tell u the truth iv never been to this spot at this time with any one so i glansed and him and looked at him out of no were we kissed same time and this was not no frindly kiss it was more of an i love u type and i did not even know this guy and my kissin him like this i backed and looked at the son set fast and he grabed my hand and we kep walking
larall/ur a good kisser
me/um..... iv never kissed any on before
larall/so that was yo first kiss
me/yeah
he smiled and them dimples came out and we kept walking so when we got to his place he took me home and walked with me to the door
larall/can i have your number to keep in tuch
me/yea
so i gave it to me and he looked at me and we kissed again and this time it was deeper he had my hands on the wall holding his and it felt so good
me/(talking fast)ok i will see u later bye
so i went in and closed the door and locking it and laying my head back was he some one special are what ooo all most for got to give out my intro
~*~Intro~*~
my name is lovett im 17 years old i live on my own with my brother and his crack head friends my brother's name is hav'on hes dose drugs and sells them he comes home out of it all the time thats why i try to be sleep befor he comes home i work at footlocker iv never dated any one and well as u can see im more of one of them fast hot looking girls with the sexy hips nich bottom if u know what i mean i kept my hair short cus if i let it grow out it would be long fast my eyes were green and blue some gray but most people say their hazal(sp?) well i live in grew up in atl but i moved to new mexico since we would fit in better well that should be it......o yeah my homei and the crack heads my brother let move in my closites homie kinya she is 18 older then me but we kool she is down wit w/e she has a crush on my brother well she did him some times when she is down he gos to her cus he know she gives is to him well there is also jay who stays here he likes me but i pay no mind to him and then jarell he is the on out of them all he cam close to raping me but i keep my self safe and last the is tra he is the one acting lik he is king of the house he trys his hardest to get me in the bed with him but im still a vergin i dont really date guys so im not a weak minded bitch
~*~end of intro~*~
right now i was gitting off the door when i seen tra walking from the living room
tra/where u been all day
me/nonya
tra/w/e
so i went to my room i layed down and i tryed to relax but then hav'on cam in
hav/a can u do somthing for me
me/like
hav/go get me some rubbers
me/y u dont use them any way
hav/yes i do
me/then keiya would not be carring yo baby
hav/man fuck kinya she my back up
me/w/e go get it yo self
hav pushed me on the bed and i looked at him
hav/u fell this(pushing on em)un less u want this in u u will go get them
me/ok damn hav'on
he backed and helped me up
so i got his things and then i gave it to him
hav/u actually thought i was gonna rape u huh
me/no but i wanted to rest
so i went in my room and i went to sleep when i woke up it was aroung 3 am so i got ready for work i took a shower and got dressed so when i got there i put on my name tag and i count the money and i was ready and as u know it guess who my first guest was larall
me/hello welcom to foot locker my name is lovett if ther is any thing u need please come to me i will me more then welcom to help u
he smiled and walked around when he came to me he put his stuff on the counter
me/will that be all
larall/no btu lunch is
i smilled and he payed
me/i get off in 15 min.
larall/ok
so when it came for lunch i switched it over to shawness and i met up with larall
me/ok so were are we going
larall/not here
so i got in his car and he took me to this nice fancy place so we went to a table
me/this is too much i only knew u for 2 days
larall/it ok so what u been up to
me/nuthing much working
larall/hmm so u seem like u fit in her pretty well are u dating any one
me/no iv never dated any one ever
larall/what if i was to ask u to be mine
me/well i dont know(looking down)
larall/(pull my chin to him and kiss me as i raped my arms around his neck this time and then i open my eyes and i pulled back quick)whats wrong
me/nuthing(lookin at the menu)
then the waiter came
waiter/what will yall like
me/water pleases
larall/um any thing new
so he left
larall/y u dont want to eat
me/not really hungry(lieing)
larall/ur lieing
me/ima be back im going to the bathroom
so i went to the bathroom what was it about hom i mean i actualy was thingin about this guy like carzy so i walked out and seen he order some fries and a burger for me and trust me thay make them good here
me/thank u
larall/no problom
so we ate and then i went hom since i was done working and then the house phone went off
tra/(yelling)lovett
me/that me(acting dumb)
i went to get the phone and he heald it up
tra/kiss me
me/no
tra/ur gonna kiss me
he grabed me and i screamed and hav'on yelled
hav/stop it giver her the damn phone so i took it
me/hello
larall/u ok
me/(going int he kicten and letting tears fall)yea
larall/so u wanna hing out tommrow
me/sure
then i head jay on the other line
jay/hell naw
me/(screaming)jay hing up the damn phone(back to larall)cal my cell
so i went in my room and i climed out my window and sat on the top of the house since it was flat and he called
me/hello
larall/wat u doing up there
i looked down and he waved and i smiled
me/just hinging ima come get u
so i hung up and i went down and jarell stoped me
me/move
i mad my way throw and i let him in and he kissed me
larall/come on
tra/hold up(pushing me to were i missed the sofa but hit the floor)who are u
larall/same question for u(walking up to him)
tra/a white boy got nuts
me/(pushing tra)stop it tra i will not let u diss my boy friend like that
i grabed larall hand and i took him in my room and i climed out the window to get back on the top of the house and i looked at the moon and let my tears fall like water falls iv never been so upset in my life
larall/(grabing my waist)boyfriend huh
me/i thought about it and it just your diffrent
he wiped my face and kissed me but this time it got deeper he tuched my hips and raised his had under my shirt and he stoped and looked at me who was lost once again is is eyes and he went to my neck and i let out a sound and i was guessing it was a moan then i felt his hand tuch my stumiach and i stoped him
me/wait
he pulled back
me/we cant
larall/it not like im taking any thing from u it jsut makin out ok
me/i liiked at him and we started agin this time his had went in my short and he slid it in and i did nto knwo what but it felt so good so he started mocing his finger in and otu me as we kissed when i felt this warmstuff come from me he stoped and we went in he went in the bathroom in my room and i got clothes to take a shower so i did what i had to to and i came back out and he was laying on the bed watching tv
larall/u ok now
me/yeah
larall/u neer had sex huh
me/no not at all
he laughed
me/is that funny
larall/no it was the look on yo face
me/ok w/e
so i looked at him but i turned my head to try not to get lost so he left and i went to sleep when i woke up i felt some one sitting on my bed i look up and i see tra
me/get out(yelling)
tra/why u bought that guy in to my house
me/cus this is my house and nonya
tra/u know what ima get u for that mouth one day
so he left out and hav'on came in
me/now what u want
hav/u rolling with me and my homies today
me/no im going some were
hav/well befor u leave can u get us some food
me/no
hav/no your going to go and get it if not your gonna have to deal with this
me/look hav'on u know better ok im leaving in a few
he pushed me and spred my legs quick and i looked at him
me/so thats it huh u really gonna do it just think about what im gonna think of u after
he got closter and i looked at him stright in the eyes and he got up and walked out _________________ My New BABY
i got up and i got dressed and did my hair and i went down stairs i know hav'on was glaring at me but fuck his ass he been threatning to rape me since i turned 15 so i walked passed them hicking hav'on foot out the was and he grabed me quick and slamed me on the sofa
me/(pushing him)fuck u hav'on
i walked otu and when i did larall was pulling up so i got in the car and we drove off its been months now and i still see him diffrent right now i was in my room layign down when hav'on come in pissed and drunk
me/get out
hav/stfu
he slambed me back on the bed and make me look at him
me/what u want
we both was breathing hard cus when were piss it hard to breath
hav/what u told kinya cus she want fuck me any more
me/nuthing yall cant fuck she carring
kinya/(walking in my room and seeing hav'on)i will be waiting
hav/a come back here(fllowing her)
i left when i got to larall house he was in he room laying down so i went in saying hay to his made when i went in his room he did nto have a shirt on and i looked at his chess like damn
larall/what u lookin at
me/u tell me(bitin my lip)
larall/a dont bit yo lip i hate it when u do that only i can
be kissed me and then he pulled back
larall/so what u want to do
me/lets go chill at my place
so we went to my room and i layed on my bed as he closed the door and we hung otu cuppl ours went by and we started kissin and going for it he took my shirt off and his and he took his jeans off and he just undressed em to were we had nuthing on we were under the covers and i was sceard he went in me slow and igrabed him hard and he smiled
larall/u gonna be ok
so he went it hurted bad but i trusted him soon the pain left and i liked it he kissed my neck and kept going deeper went we were done it was nitgh time
me/pleases stay the night
larall/ok
so we heald each other
larall/do u love me
me/idk y
larall/cus as iv been spinding my thime with u im starting to fell as if i was in love with u
he kissed me so when the next day came we got out the bed took a showere together made love in there lol but when we got out i walked otu with him and tra looked at me funny
me/what
tra/u mean to tell me this boi stayed her last night dont tell me that was u and not kinya moaning like a damn dog last night
me/ok then i want
so i went with him and he took me to work
me/ok see u when i get off
so i went in when it came time for me to go home larall was there waiting
so i got in the car and he smelled so good like always so he took me home and i went in and seen hav'on in my room waiting for me to come in
me/what u want
hav/tra told em u finialy had sex last night
me/y u need to know that
hav/look dont come her carring any ones child ok
me/fuck u hav'on
hav/look dont start cus u know i will do it this time
me/(standing up yelling gitting in his face)look if u gonna do it then do it im sure ur not gonna get any thing out of it im tired if u tra and jay in my bisniss if i want to have sex i will do it even if it was on the sofa if i want to bring a guy here i will
hav'but hes white
me/an were mixed white
hav/w/e im out
me/good
i slmed the door shut and i layed ont eh bed and started crying i hated it here i really did but life is life so i tryed to sleep but i could not so i picked up the phone and head talkin
tra/boi if u call here any mor i will kill u
larall/look if u gonna do it cus im out side no
i closed the phone and i seen tra go out and out of no were he shot larall 3 time i screamed his name and i ran down to him but hav'von pulled me back as i cryed tryna get to him i seen larall fall and tra laughed
when i got loose i ran to hima nd i higged him
me/(screaming)some one help please some one please help
soon they dook him in when i heard from them they said he was bad i could not see him so when i went hom i went stright to my room i started packing i was leaving my first boy friend and they almost kill him when i was done i did not know were i was ging but i was gonna hide out at his house when i was hading out hav'on stoped me
hav/were u going
me/im moving out
hav/u have no were to live
me/well then i will find some were
hav/look shit happens
me/(droping my things and walking up to him breathing hard)no shit dont just happen it men who make it happen men like u and if he dies i dont know what the hell ima do(crying)just cus u and tra hated him
i left and when i got to his hose the made let me in
made/is he ok
me/i dok(crying)
when i put my things down i went to the hospital and they said i can see him but he was in a coma i walked in and seen him in the bed i head his hand and kissed it
me/i love u larall
months passed my he was hilled btu still out right now i was fixing his covers ad they hucked up his feading tube grabed his hand and he grip tighten on me and i sat up quick
me/larall
his line went flat and i screamed for the dr to come when they came in they pushed me oth the way when the line beeped again i looked at him he was pail
me/whats wrong with him
dr/he ok did he wake up are any thing
me/he grabed my hand tight
the left and i layed my head on his chess
me/larall dont go baby ur doing ok now pleases dont go please stay
hi grip got harder and he moved i looked at him and he opened his eyes and i seen they were dark blue this time he looked at me and he seem lost btu then he pulled me to him and kissed me
me/(crying)thank god your ok
he smiled some
larall/how long it been
me/4 monthes
larall/uv been here
me/yes i left the house i want to stay with u i cant stay with them any more
he nodded
larall/when can i leave
dr/(walkign in)to night if your doing ok and tommrow morning if u want
so that night we went home he was in the room and i had my head on his chess
larall/so u love me huh
me/yes
he kissed me and it felt so god when he dose it i just loved it so we went to sleep when i woke up i went to work and seen tra walk in and he walked up to me
tray/why u stop going home
me/cus u almost kissed larall
tra/look he was trying me
me/fuck u(yelling)im tired of u and yo shit
tra/u see when i find that boi ima make sure hes dead
me/fuck u
i punched him and my boss came otu
boss/lovett ur fired
i looked at him and i started cryign when i got home i went in the room and cryed _________________ My New BABY
larall was not home and the made was visiting her son so i was there alone well ther was some kittins he had got right now i was feeding them and then i hear some one yelling larall name i went out side and seen some girl carring so i looked at her
girl/hey is larall here
me/no but he should be back soon why
girl/well u can at least me in damn (pushign me otu the way)mades theses days
me/im not no made im is girl friend
girl/um excuse me but im his baby momma u can still treat me with respect
me/u know what u can get out my house cus im sure he dont want u here
larall/why u here(walkin in)
girl/well i was telling u yo son is due next week
larall/(lookin at me)ok i will listien out
so she left and i ran from him to the room and slamed the door y he did not tell me this why i know somthign was gonna happen i sould of listen to kinya so as i was takign stress out on my self he walked in and stoped me and sat me on the bed
me/how could u not tell me
larall/look she followed me here ok yes she carring but im not sure if it my child ok and i wrong for not telling u that ok
me/no it not ok larall i dont even know u(backing from him)im sorry but i got to go so i went to the house and hav'on was sittin on the sofa chillin
hav/look whos back
me/not now hav'on
tra/haha if it is not my wifey who came back to see me
me/fuck u
so i walked to my room and seen jarell fucking some bitch in my bed
me/o hell naw not in my bed nigga u dont see me riddin dickes in yo room so dont do it in minces get out
they did and i took my sheets of and fliped my bed and i layed back and i covored my face
kinya/(walking in)girl u ok
me/yes
kinay/good girl i seen this fine guy today he had blue eyes his hair is nice he had two sexy dimples to die for i talked to him his name is larall girl im fallin for his ass
me/and thats my boyfriend u talking about
she laughed
kinya/boyfriend girl u tripin u never dated any one
me/ur late i did him and every thing and he got a son on the way(punching the sall)i hate him i fell like his useing me
larall/why would i do that (walkin in)
kinya/u was not liein
me/leave now larall
he took me in the bathroom and closed the door
larall/baby look at me(i did not)ook at me(yelling at me for the first i was sceard)i love u and i dont want to hurt u
me/i dont know u(yelling)i only knoww u for a week and we started dating im still learning thins about u then i dont even know ur last name nor middle i dont even know were ur from(cryin)and im holdin yo child and i let u take my v and i let u do what ever u wanted
larall/(sitting down)u mean to tell me ur carringng
me/i just found out befor i went to work but it dont matter cus we not together any more it cus we dont know each other
he got up and he looked up set his eyes were gray now he walked out and i jut ignored it and soon as u know it him and hav'on started fightin
me/hav'on stop it larall leave yall need to leave him along ok
jarell/look lovett u need to calm down befor i beat u
me/i cant deal with this im going to a hotel
i started to walke out until tra grabed me and slamed me on the wall hard i tryed to scream but he coverd my mought and poped me in the face
tra/if u leave u leave her dead u get me
me/ok(crying)
tra/ur not going after him
i kned him and i ran out when i did larall was still ther so i got in the car and he pulled off
me/(crying)thank u
he kept driving
me/are u gonna say any thing
he ignored me still
me/(sigh)just drop me off at an hotel
larall/thats y im ignoring u u act like ima kill u first u all on me then next u saying u dont know me if u can sit there in the hospital for months at a time y are u like this now _________________ My New BABY
he slamed on breaks and looked at me as i gotout the car and slamed the door and he pulled off while i walked to an hotel when i got there i got a room i stayed there
~*~The next day~*~
it was cold i was sitting down out side of the hotel it was 32 degrees i was cold since my shirt was ripped by tra and i was crying i started to walke to the store for somthing to eat wen i head some one call my name
me/what you want hav'on
hav/come home
me/no
i kept walking unthil i seen larall he seen how bad i looked and walked up to me and gave me his jackit but i took it off me and throw it at him
larall/look yo things are at my house im sure u have yo key
i ignored him and when i gto to his house he was there since he had his car so i went passed him in to the room and i got my clothes i changed in to my show jeans and snow booths with my long sleeve snow top and i was about to leave but larall pushed me on the bed and he got on top of me and he started kissing me all on my neck and i flet his hand in my short i closed my eyes and let him do it i needed it any way then he kissed me on my lips it felt so good but then he went in me it was better then good
larall/u love dont u
me/no
larall/i know u do
me/stop
he did and got up and i went in the bathroom and fixed my clothes i did my hair and i got my things and he stoped me
larall/pleases dont take my baby from me ok i know i was wrong for not telling u but it not like i hid it from u ur gonna have to face it im not gonna have a son born and he dont know me it not gonna be just about u i have i life like u do and so dos my son who was born last night ok lovett i love u but if u want it to be all about u then u can keep walkin out this door but if u love me just like u said u did then u whold stay with me(moving from in front of the door)so what is it
me/(lookin down)ima stay
i droped my things and he hugged me and kissed my farhead
it been months things have changed larall's son is there all the tim i gave brith early to an girl she as cut as can be so his son and our daughter are clost tot he came age right now i was feeding the baby breast i was in the room and larall come in and lay on the bed and kissed me
larall/when u gonna be done
me/dont know(seeing the baby was sleep)now
so i layed her in her rooma nd went in there and he got in between my legs and he kissed my stumace and went lower
me/what are u doing(felling his warm tound in me)shit
larall/u like this huh u never benn ate out
me/(grabin his head and moving my hip some)no
he kept going until i came and he sucked that up liek he was hungry
me/stop teasin me and come on
he went in quick and i lifted my back and he went for it the next day i looked around he was gone and the baby was crying so i feed her and i took my showere and then i went in her room and wiped her down when i was done i took her out and let her play with levii his son and they started fightin and i pulled them apart when i put her in her bed she screamed lik a lil brat so i took her out and put her in the other thing and she played in it the larall came home
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