Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 3:26 am Post subject: ~~~~Beyond Dreams~~~~
rick:now listen her u little princess wannabe im in contorl and u listen to whit i say u hear me i dont care with your little dream world is and im not gonna take your crap u go to bed now and u take that shit your mother told u and shuve it up your ass
me:crying:but she told me they where real treams come true u know she did
rick:go to bed damn it
i stumped up to my room and layed in my bed and cryed mommy slways told me not to when rick yelled at me but i have no choice but to i was 7 and my name was amy namon smith rick was nto my dad but my mom married him befor she died and when i turned 6 she was killed by some guy name leion i looked up to finding him so i can kill him rick told em that dreams never come true mommy tolf me so and she said only the good ones btu u know that rick he tears them down i plan or leaving here and i been but every one tels be to look Beyond Dreams and see whats real
~NEXTDAY~
i was at school i did my own hair every morning mad my clothes looked the best and fixed my own breakfast u know the usual waffles extra butter jsut like i like it and also my lunch and then ill walk to scholl but one thing i cant cross the street with out holding any bodys hand so i hold on to tis ladys hand every day and she helps me to scholl whill walking her dog ginger (she a very pickie dog) sowhen class started i sat next to dajion this really cut guy only thign he is 9 and he plas on droping out when the dubble digitd coem im talking 10th grade every girl loves him and his brother jake but hey i loved to see dajion play but he never seem to look at me one day i seen him kiss a girl on the cheek and she hit him hard and left and when he seen me standing there he just turn and left
~~~10 YEARS LATER~~~
im now 17 imoved out when i was 12 cause he started to abuse drugs along side me i still never told any onw now me and dajion where friends we been since i was 8 cus i decited to talk to him i was still in scholl in 11 and him like he said out i now have my own place he stays there to since his parnts kicked him out so right now i was at the house since i was off from the hair shop dazzie's butie and hair salon right now i was cooking and dajion came walked in and sat on the counter
dajion:sup amy
me:about to be my foot going up yo ass if u dotn get off my counter
dajion:chill
me:i will when i get over the whole baby thing
dajion:look we where drunk no one needs to know ok
me:w/e dajion u know what i alwasyed dreamed of having my own family
dajion:but life dont work like that and it whould if u gave me a chance
i looked at him and he looked right back in my eyes and then he kissed me and backed some
dajion:what u say(giing to my neck)
me:i would say yes but how can i trust u
dajion:why cant u trust me iv been living her 2 years
me:1 actuly lest then that
dajion:it was like i was when i was with momma any way cus i kept comming over and staying
me:sure
so when the food was don we ate
dajiion:come on amy u know u wanna be with me
me:fine but only caused u bagged
~1MONTH LATER~
i was in class and my best friend nikka passed me a note
note:dajion told me that yall where togehter
me:yeah
note:well im surprized your not pregnet
me:ha ull be very suprised
note:you are
me:yes
i passed it back and i heard her make a low scream and the teacher took it
teacher:whell class it seems we have some thing good this time
i put my head on the desk and when she said dajions name about us going out some people started thalking and then pregnet came up and every one stoped talking even the teacher
teacher:is this true
me:yes i am pregnet and its dajions
judy(girl i hate)well looks like we got and hoe in the class
me:dotn talk about me beign the hoe i only had sex with on guy and it was dajion he was my first and last and i only had sex with him once un like u mis hoe of the year u turned him down and now your mad cus i got him befor u could infect him liike the other guys u did so bitch u better step back down
so as i finished the bell rung and i got my things and went to my locker and took a breath or 2 to calm down
me:im not losing u like some people do ok just hing in there for mommy
then i felt my locker shut and i seen jay my ex
jay:so thats why u did not give in to me cus of u being a v huh
me:what are u talkign about
jay:im talking about u cring dajions baby and not mince me and u could of had sex but no u and dajion had to do it
me:look im out im going homw i got a dr i need to see and a man and im talking about a real amd
jay:dream freak
me:at least mines is comming true
so i left when i got home i jsut sat back and relaxed dajion was gon on the streets as i knew it when he came home it was time for me to get up and go to the dr
me:baby i got to go
dajion:come on
so he took me to the dr and when we got there i was next so when i went in i sat down and they started to look i had twon small moving ovals hey where a bout as big as the top of a cup and he smiled
dr:twins
me:are u sure
dajion:same Q here doc
dr:yep and they growing last time they where small i only seen on so ill be easy
me:ok
so i got my blood checked and he thed palse checks around my stumach to make sure the ortasounds was correct and then he did one more and we left when i got home i sat down and sighed
me:2 kids for u
dajion:yep but a thats this about yo ex comming at me all amd saing i took your v and that them kids should of been his
me:eh stoped me in the hall and was talking about me not letting him be my first the class found out i was with u and pregnet so every bodys been on my case
dajion:damn it man we gotta tell moms
me:well lets go
so we did and when i got there i seen his mom she was really cute and she looked nice
dajion:hey momma
dmom:hey boy whats up u back in school yet
she sighed amd he looked at me
dmom:who is she
dajion:amy the new mother of your grand kids
she smiled and hugged him
dmom:i got a grand kid on the way
me:no 2 grand kids twins
she hugged me
so when we left i was tired so i went stright in the bed room and dajjion went in his and then came got in bed with me the next day i was so sick i decited to stay home so as the day went by dajion left and i was puking and shit i jsut had it all the next day i went to school and befor class i was in the stalls puking when class started i was there
~~~~4 MONTHS LATER~~~~
i was now 5 months pregnet kickes and every thing right now school was out and i was i was at hom trying to be stress free person but then u get bord so i found out what my kis where boy and girl and dajion was happy _________________ My New BABY
so i wnt to work i was not letting the babys stop me cus i was one of the best there so when i got there i seen judy there and they told me to do her head but i refused cus i know what i was gonna do and that was cut it all off so when she seen me she rolled her eyes and then dajion pulled up to hing there and she rolled her eyes as he kissed me
dajion:hey baby
me:hey
dajaion:u fell like doing my head
me:sure how much u gonna pay
dajion:baby u tripin
me:no
dajion:ok then 50
me:pluss tax
he laughed
me:not funny im not playing and u know ur gonna have to get a job soon
dajion:yeah hows the kids doing
me:fine come on so i can take thises brades out
so i did and then i took him to get his hair washed and he slaped my butt
me:if u dont stop ima get u
dajion:how u cant run amy
me:yes i can
dajion:can u fuck
me:dajion
dajion:what i cant help it
me:come on
so i took him to the seat dryed his hair then greased it and then braded it again and then he payed me and he kissed me and sat in the seat next to me so then i had to go to the front realy quick
by dajion
judy:so i see ur going for them ugly chicks
dajion:no ur and ugly chick
judy:o it all changed cus last night when i was giving u head u was liked damn this is hot
dajion:so i needed it btu a i got who i want
judy:what happen to tonight
dajion:ima spind it with my girl
judy:sure
me:walking up:baby come here
i took him to the front and she looked mad
dajion:whats popin
me:im on break and i wanted to know if we can go out to eat
dajion:yeah
so we went to eat and as we where waiting i seen somthing was bothring him
me:u ok dajion
dajion:look im not going to lie amy btu yes somthing isand agter i tell u i just hop u dont get mad and respect that im comming out and telling u
me:what
dajion:ok last night when i left i was kinda needing it bad so judy came to my hing out and she was giving guys head and well
me:(stoping him)dont tell me she gave u head
he looked down and i got up throwing a fork at him and iw ent in the bathroom and i sat down on the floor and started crying then i felt a little pain in my stumach and i calmed down cus i wanted my kids to be healty and ok but i could not get over him when i walked out i seen him looking down at the table when i got back there i sat down and looked away
dajion:pleases for give me amy
me:i dont want to talk about it im jsut ready to go im caling in sick im going walk home ill see u when u get home
so i left when ig to there i went in the room and layed in the bed and tryed to calm my self down so i went to sleep when i woke up i hear dajion talking on the phone
dajion:how much is yall biggest rings.......woah well im looking at some on the internet and im trying to find the pefrext im sorry gift..........i dont car how high it is i want it to be perfect and make it her by tommrow.......yes i can affored that im not broke jsut but on it im sorry amy and i love u from dajion....perfect well ill wait untile tommrow....10 is fine
so i heard him close his phone and then his laptop then i heard his feet comming to the room so i tryed actign sleep and jsut waking up when i rolled over i seen him leanign over the dresser with his hands in his face
dajion:(loooking up)hey
me:hey
dajion:u slept a long time
me:i needed it to clear my mind _________________ My New BABY
dajion:how about u take off tommrow and hing with me
me:i really need the money
dajion:ok well why dont u just take about 4 hours off int he morning
me:why dajion
dajion:cus i just want u here for a lil ok
me:ill think about it
so he got in bed and i turned the other way and he jsut decited to go in his room the next day i wok up it was it was 9 45 so i went to take a showere and then i heard the door bell ring and dajion yelled he got it so when ig ot out i got dressed and grabed my keys and walked tot he door and dajion herryed ad grabed me
me:what i got to go im late
dajion:i got to give u somthing
me:what
dajion:this
he pulled out this pretty ring it had a huge rock sitting on the in and 2 normal sized ones sitting on the sides and then he told me to look on the in side and i did and i see it said "i love u so much and i am very sorry fro waht iv done and the across said will u merry me i looked at him and covered my mought
me:omg dajion i dont know what to say
dajion:say yes and we can get merried as soon as u want
me:yes
i hugged him and he kissed me but hes the funny part
~~~~DAY OF THE WEDDING~~~~
i have not seen dajion in a week i was 9 months now and my dress was made just for me so as the wedding went on well i started having contractions
me:um sr im sorry but(my eyes got big cus my water broke)my water just broke
dajion:u rember what they told u to do
me:yes(holding on the dajions hand tight)
so whe herryed and said our i dos and rings and then stright int he limo to the hospital when i got they took my dress off and i went stright in to labor so i had to start pushing when my fist baby came out it was the boy and that was it the girl ant even start to come she was not readyt hey said so looks like i was gonna have to wait and stay longer
dajion:this is just fonny but great
me:what
dajion:our kids being born on the same date as our wedding im guessing we are gonna have to wait for and honeymoon
me(smile)im just so happy
soon as thing got calm i started having a noter contraction later that night going in to the next day
dr:shes ready
me:shit i can fill her
so i pushed pushed and well u know pushed and a baby girl came crying so they washed her and then cleang every thing eals _________________ My New BABY
it been a year after anna and dj was born right now me and dajion was at the mall witht eh kids in the stroller trying to shop for theur brithday and our 1 year an. so as we where walking around judy came up with hoeish ass while i was int eh store
judy:hey dajion
d:sup(looking at her bottoms)
j:u like wat u see
d:yep im likein how about u show what u got to night at the hing out
j:sure only ig it going in em in sted of my mouth
d:tuff choice
she flashed her toung ring to him and he sighed and nodded
me(walking up)what she wanted
d:nothing just her hoeing and tryna get me
me:lookes like she got u
d:no but a ima meet up with u and thre kids i got some work to do
me:u do huh
d:yesh if u know what im talking about
me:go on then
so he left when ig to home he was not there when 2 hit i was int he bed waiting 4 hit i got up locked the doors and chained then then the back when i woke up around 9 i heard knocking so i went down and looked and seen dajion i just sighed and then i got the kids together and then about an hour are two later he got pissed and left so i sat ont he sofa an then my cell went off
me:hello
nikka:girl guss who i cought fucking judy
me:who
nikka:dajion
me(sitting up)what
nikka:yep they where out 12 and i was leaveg the shop and i seen them two going at it on the sid of the bilding tryign to make it to his hide out
me(in tears)im lucky i did nto let him in cus he did nto come home until late _________________ My New BABY
me:well come over cus im abotu to take his shit and domp it in the yeard and i need u to come with me to the court to get devorce papers
nikka:ur serious
me:yes
so she came over aveter picking up some and then we took all his clothes ansd things put them right in the yard 4 that evening i had every door lock i seen his car pull up and he got out and looked and that look on his face ill never for get he looked like he was about to merder me so i sat down as i hard he knocking on the door
nikka:u want to get that im right here
me:no he can wait
when it stoped i head a glass in the basment brake i jumoed up and ran locked the base ment door but next ting i know he flew open and he then backed me in to the wall yelling
me:dajion just leave take yo shit and go
dajion:so this how u gonna be huh i cant live int he house with my own wife any more cus of my job keeping me late
me:im gitting a devorce
he stoped at looked at me
me:im tired of u cheating on me with that hoe judy if u want her u can have her dajion yo shit is out side now u can leave
he just looked at me
me:it over dajion
he just walked to the back room and i heard the door slam
me:im calling the cops
so i walked to the kicten and as i picked the phone up he came out and took it from me and made me looked at him
dajion:amy please dont do this to me
me:get out now
nikka:u want me to call on my cell phonw
me:yes
he jut pushed me and walked off
dajion:i see what kid of wife u are and more then likely the best fried i thought i had
he left i just sat on the floor and broke down it was like it came naturly later that night i was bathing the kids and then i put them in to bed and looked allt he doors and chained them and then i blocked of the basement door so as i was gitting ready too go the bed my cell went off
me:hello
dajion:can we talk
me:sure
dajion:im out side
so i walked out closing my phone and he sat down
dajion:im sorry amy i really am i let her get to my mind and my wants in sted of thinking of u
me:why u had sex with her
dajion:i dont know but all i knew is that i want u i love u more then some hoe who can only do tricks with her toung
me:fanilly u see what i was trying to tell u
dajion:please can we try again
me:ok
so he came in and lovked the door and then we layed down
me:u know somthing dajion
dajion:what
me:i always dreamed that me and u would be together ever since i was a little girl
he smiled and kissed me _________________ My New BABY
its been 3 years me and dj finialy completly slit last night ` our devorce was final 2 weeks ago but he just moved out last night ring now i was head of my shop and he own dj i had ann so 4 months in to theis new thing he started burning my bisinises down but i tryed to sake it off then nikka called me
nikka(freaking out)amy u need to stop him now hes burned down the biggest one we had left now we got to start all over agaion
me:shit ok ok look ima go pay him a visit u wanna come or not
nikka:i want to come
so i went got ther then i went to his house and he was watching girls dance it hurted me but i brushed it off
me:i need to fuckin talk to me
dajion:then strip ill listen only if u dance for me
me:im not dancing
dajion:then im not listening
me:dajion:i need to talk to yo drunk ass now
he just got up and yanked me in the back room
dajion:what
me:u need to stop burnign down my bisness dajion
dajion:why amy cus it yo dream
me:yes
dajion:dreams is not fuckign ral amy
me:if their not then why was i married to yo broke ass
dajion:cause u waned some of me slut
me:so thats what u think of me dajion i cant even belive i dreamed about being with u(tears poring down my face)
dajion had got up and frabed me by the face
dajion(shakign me)dreams are not fucking real amy open yo little eyes and leave that damn pillow and see what life is all u do is talk about dream dream dream _________________ My New BABY
dajion:ok well see so u rember that dream u had abotu me about to rape u i guess its real huh
me:no no only good ones
he pushed me on the bed and i screamed as he tryed to pin me down and nikka ran in and hit him in the back of the head as he passed out i got up and left grabin my son and when i got int he car he was crying cus he heard me screm
nikka:how could u merry im
me:he was nice
nikka:i think u should of went for jake
me:why
nikka:he was asking about u
me:hmm i just dont want to think about this i need to call my agent and tell him to watch my place in new york
nikka:about that
me:u did
nikka:yea i could not risk losing a nother good place
me:thank u well i got to go pick up anna
so i left i went ome when i got in i locked the doors and chained them i put the kids in the bed and then nikka and i had went to the kitchen to make us somthing to eat then i had to go to the bathroom and was i was walking pass some one grabed me and covred my mough
guy:ima ask u this once are u girl
me:(shaking my head no)
guy:dont lie to me
me:im
he yaned my had back befor i could finishe
guy:another word and ill kill u
me:(crying)
guy:do u know dajion
i nodded as i felt his hand slide in my shorts i jrked from him
guy:u make a sould ill kill u u pull from me ill keep going u let go ima go even longer u hear me
so he kept and as he hit my spot i was about to jirk when it came to my leting go i held it in i hurted and he kenw cut i was about to
guy:u want to let go now dont u
i nodded trying to to make a sound
guy:u want me longer dont u
i shook my head and hsmirked
guy:why not u so use to dajion hitting this
i just let tears run until i had no choice but to let go and i did
gur:i guess ur gonna hav to sprade fored
me:(screamming)nikka help
he pused me ont he floor as nikka ran and then he slamed her on in to the wall and he grabed me and stuck the gun to my head
nikka:u kill her and i sware ur not gonna see another day
but soon ad i knwe it i heard a gun shot and screamed but then he fail and i seen jake
nikka:thank u
i jsut ran to my room loced my door and grabed my pillow crying he tuched me and that was the worse thing he could do i never let some one tuche me like that anf hurt me i was sick of my self i whanted to just die pass out i jsut could not take it so i took a shower and about an hour later i decited to got in the living room and seen jake was drinking so i decited to drink
nikka:are u ok
me:yeah(gitting shot guned(ita a trick)and chuging it down)
nikka:dam ur a drinker
me:thats how i ened up with the twins oer ther(drunk and pointin at the wall)
nikka:ok time for bed
so she went in her room and layed down
jake:i think your pretty(drunk too)
me:o yeah(gitting close to him)
jake:yeah(kissing me)
so we made ut next then i knew i woke up over him with my head on his chess
jake:damn i got a hing over(frose)did we
me:i thing so
we looked down and i frosed too
me:shit
i got up off him and ran in my dressing rom and got my clothes then i took a shower and got dress as he was all ready dressed
me:nto one word to nikka
nikka:about what
me&jake:nothing
nikka:on(seeing a hickiy on my neck and the my chess ten she look at my leg and seen one)u did him
the i woke up i was in bed it was the day i went over to see dajion about burnning my is down i was mad about it so i did hoever still go over and i toled him to stop
dajion:u cant stop me
me:look why are u doign it u know its my dream
dajion:thats why cus dreams ar not ral amy
me:fuck u
he back hand slaped me and i punched him
me:how could u hit me(kicing him in his spot
dajion(bent over)damn amy
brb _________________ My New BABY
so while he was bent over i tryed to leave but he stoped me and pin me on the wall and with that he started kissing me i kissed him back it was as if my dream for him was comming back
dajion:i love u amy
me:then why are u shooting me down like this
dajion:cus ur not trying to fix things any more
me:well maybe if u stop cheating i would be with u
dajion:well maybe i could if u would stop hiding tings like being pregnet and losing it
dajion:i need u your son needs you we cant be this way for ever u know it
me:o and u dont think my daughter needs a father huh
dajion:well then take him back
i looked at him and shook my head i pulled out my phone that was going off
me:hello
jammie(my friend)i picked up anna from day care
me:thanks ill be home in a few tell her i said mommys taking car of somthing
i hung up
me:dajion we both kn ow why i came here all i ask is that you stop burrning down my life like this
he shook his head
dajion:amy your such an
me:what bitch i know why cus u tought me to be that way u tought me to never give in to any on even if it was you i bet u never thought that i would tell u that i took that in mind when u kept cheating on me not comming home(i smiled)your daughter dont even rember who u are and its only been a cupple of months they are going on five and i bet my son thinks hes living with a stringer
dajion:amy dont do this to our family
me:do what rip it even fearther apart then u did when u got judy pregnet huh or was it when u came close to beating me cus i would not listen to your lieing ass
dajion looked at me and i could tell he really wanted me back but i was not goign to stand for it
dajion:amy im sorry ok for every thing now if u dont mind u have to go
i looked at him
me:no problem
i tourned around and befor i left i looked at him
me:i still love u dajion but whats fair is fair and what u dont to me is more then im refusing to do to u
when i got out i went to my car and nikka waited i was just so up set i started to cry when i got half way home and nikka started driving when i got home i felt awfal for what i did to him but i knew i would get over it when i seen my daughter come in she looked just like him im taling back to back every mark facal expression and even tember only thing i hoped for was mor smart then he is
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