Posted: Sat Apr 19, 2008 1:37 am Post subject: Why Is Life The Way It Is
Basic Info: This is based on real life events and can get kind of emotional and sad at some parts but the truth has to come out sometimes well the truth about my life that some can relate to......
Intro: We all know my name which is shantel but i changed it not to long ago to honey williamson because there was some problems i had gotten into and had to leave for a while and do a major makeover to keep me safe and of course my unborn child.....this is now my third pregnancy my first two i had miscarriages so i tried once again and now i'm like one or two months pregnant....well i left detroit in like the beginning of february and came back at the end of february....i thought i wouldn't run into my baby daddy shawn or his friends but i did and i prayed they didn't recognize me or try to talk to me........ _________________ R.I.P
I walked into the store to get a few things to snack on...so while i'm lookin for some snacks i hear sum familiar voices and i peeked around the corner and there he was taye shawn's friend he was really the last i wanted to see.....he's been tryin to get wit me for 4 years now from when i first met shawn taye is like his right hand man or however that saying goes but since i met him he's been flirtin and everything right behind shawn's back but i never said anything to shawn about it bcuz of the things that could happen.....i was lookin and then i found what i wanted and went to the register and he came right behind me checkin me out.....
taye- hey babygirl wat's ya name my name is tra'vontae but u can call me taye for short
shantel(honey)- oh well its nice to meet u my name is honey
taye- are u for real
honey- yes whats wrong with it
taye- nuthin its jus i aint neva heard of nobody around here or anywhere wit a name like that
honey- well now u know or met someone with a name like that and its original so i'm pretty sure u wouldn't have heard it around here
taye- i guess but can i get your number so we can hang sumtimes or do we have to run into each otha again for me to get it
honey- i'll have to see now bye bye
i walked out taking a breath of relief and thanked GOD that he didn't recognize me.....i hopped in my car and drove off as fast as i could jus to get away i pulled up in my driveway and walked in the house.....my phone rung as soon as i walked in...i looked on the caller i.d and seen it was my sister shyanna....
honey- hey sister
shyanna- hey fat ass what u doin
honey- i jus got back from the store and guess who tried to talk to me and get my number
shyanna- who
honey- shawn bestfriend
shyanna- oh lord he still tryin
honey- he didn't recognize me remember i did dye my hair and change my name and i got a thicker then what i use to be
shyanna- oh yea i have a question
honey- what
shyanna- what the fuck was u thinkin changin yo damn name to honey i mean thats a stripper name and then williamson where that come from
honey- its not technically a stripper name ok and plus i like the name honey if i couldn't have the name i was going to name my daughter honey and don't talk about my last name it fits and i would tell u my middle name but i think not
shyanna- why
honey-bcuz u might talk about it
shyanna- i won't i promise
honey- ok my full name is honey shontae-marie williamson
shyanna- ok i guess but imma accept u even if your a stripper
honey-i'm not a stripper ok dang but imma call u later on i'm tired
shyanna- yea u get sum rest now bcuz we goin out tonight
honey- man ok what time
shyanna- imma call u when i'm on my way
honey-ok bye
i hung up the phone and looked outside and i could have sworn i seen shawn next door but i didn't pay it no mind so i went to my room and layed down thinkin and i had a feeling tonight would be drama wit a nigga and his baby mama................ _________________ R.I.P
I went into the bathroom and took care of myself and went to sleep.....Please Excuse My Hands...they just wanna touch they just wanna fell....
honey-(s/v) hello
shyanna- wake up girl i will be there in like a half hour
honey-ok
shyanna-bye
i got up and brushed my teeth did my hair and the rest of the body work and went to my closet.......i picked out some sheer black leggins that came over the knee just a little bit and a black stripper dress as some would call it that had the splits in the front and back showing a little skin and some 4 inch black high heels......by the time i was finished i heard a car horn.......
honey-(yelling) here i come
i grabbed my phone and keys along with my purse and headed out the door.......
shyanna-where the hell you goin and why you wearin them tall ass heels
honey-they are not tall and we goin out aren't we
shyanna- yea whatever
we drove off and went to the shadow bar and that bitch was bangin like 2 coconuts and a banana.......
shyanna-imma go over to the bar
honey-ok imma be sittin over here by the platform
i went and sat down and watched how all these little skinny ass heffa's thought they were doin something while thinkin to myself
damn i wish i could get out there and show these hoes how its done but i dont want to take any chances of losin my baby............wait dumbass you wearin heels so go out there and have a lil fun but not to much.......
i went out there on the dance floor and start doin my moves as they call it around here and started puttin non dancin hoes down..then my sister came and joined me......
shyanna-honey how we use to do it a few years ago
honey-oh yea but you know i cant do it no more
shyanna-you suck but there go yo baby
honey-who
shyanna-look
i looked around and guess who shawn i danced my way over to where i was sittin and shyanna followed........
I will write more as soon as I can my computer is down again and the baby has been a hand full so I will add asap when I get the chance....... _________________ R.I.P
i know the felling cus i have to cut computer time short of let my cus type for me cus eather jay is crying or jarell is sick then their dad he takes them some time or ill have to go to school cus im still trying and its hard right now jarell sleeping and bad ass jay is up being like his dad all ready with that smill and the biting i swear me only got a small line of tooth in not even a tooth and he just fos to gumming u so i have them chew thing that you freeze (but dont like them frosen) and i got him biting on them and jarell on the other hand he dont have any signs of teething lol i love my boys their my world so howa your lil girl doing _________________ My New BABY
my little chunky butt is fine she just drivin me up a wall right now because she has a little cold and shegot a shot not to long ago so she's miserable.... _________________ R.I.P
shyanna-are you sure
honey-yes i'm sure girl now go get me some water please
shyanna-yeah yeah whatever
i looked and watched his every move making sure he didn't see me but from time to time he would catch me lookin at him....i decided to get up and go get my drink myself because my sister was takin to long...then there it happened when i got to the bar he was right behind me...
shawn-hey lil missy how are you
honey-try not to speak so much hi i'm fine and u
shawn-i'm good just tryin to have a lil fun 'round here u know...so what u into tonight
honey-it sure isn't u nothin just here with my sister havin some fun once in a while why what's up
shawn-well since u not into anything why dont you and your sista come chill with me and my boy
honey-shit i knew it was comin...shyanna where the hell are you um i dont think that would be a good idea
shawn-aiight well how about just me and you then
honey-damn can't win for losing ok how about this i'll leave you my number or you leave me yours and maybe tomorrow we can hook up because tonight is not a good night period
shawn-aiight then
we exchanged numbers and thank GOD he didnt recognize my voice or anything maybe because of the music....i looked for shyanna and found her then we got out of there
~In The Car~
honey-where were you
shyanna-on the dance floor where else
honey-well i have some serious issues that you need to hear about
shyanna-lay it on me
honey-shawn has my number
shyanna-how in the hell did this happen
honey-i didnt have any other excuse to get him away from me
shyanna-well i dont know what to tell you
honey-you are no help at all and i thought you were my sister
shyanna-i'm still your sister but what am i suppose to say it already happened you cant do anything about it once it already happened dummy
honey-watch with the name callin but your right i cant do anything about it....
please spend the night...i wanna make this right...girl what you leavin for...shawty close the door...we 'otta be making love instead of breaking up...come on baby let me show you i'm for real...lay in my bed
honey-it's him
shyanna-answer it
honey-jittery h-hello
shawn-hey this honey
honey-yes it is is this shawn already knowing it is
shawn-yeah i couldnt wait to call you so where are you now
honey-i'm on my way home i got kind of tired
shawn-oh well call me when you get home ok
hney-will do bye
i hung up with the quickness and looked at shyanna
shyanna-what
honey-hurry and get me home
shyanna-alrighty then hangon
she started pushin 85mph wel over the speed limit and to my surprise there were no police around...i got home in the next 10mins....i rushed in the house and watched as she pulled off then my phone started ringin again and it was unknown so i let it be...
I went and took a bath and talked to my unborn...i got out dried off and put on my pj's after lotioning up and all that good stuff.....i layed down and was almost to sleep until mario started to ring again.....
honey-agitated hello
voice-hey honey
honey-who's this
voice-shawn
honey-oh dammit hi
shawn-so what are you doing
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