Posted: Mon Jul 09, 2007 5:04 am Post subject: New Joint|when it comes down to this|New Joint
its been months since he called i felt like shit i looked out the window as i road the bus to school and i let tears slip out my eyes when the bus stoped at the school i grabed my things and i walked off i felt like all eyes were on me as i walked to my locker and there stood him Trayvon sancjez
me/(not looking at him)why u standing here(opening my locker)
trayvon/nina y u triping
me/cus u have not called me for months trayvon
grabing my books i needes and closing my locker
trayvon/dont be that way
me/what way huh
he kissed me to shut me up and he walked off
me/ugh
i walked to my class as some one pushed me i turned around to see ja'nay
ja'nay/move hoe im walking here
i just ignored her and went to class when i got in i went to my seat and sat down as i notice my homie was not here so i just kicked back and relax so i cilled until lunch time when the whol crew got together it was me kim tina ja'va and nikki
kim/a nina how u and trayvon doing
trayvon(walking up)just fine(kissing me)
nikki/nigga please if yall was doing good then she wand have to cry about u not calling
trayvon/well that ant non of your bissness is it
ja'va/shut up trayvon befor i shove my foot up your ass
tina/i have nuthing to say
trayvon/and thats how theses other bitches should be
tina/now i do dont ever come up in here calling thim bitches and nin u should be helping us out
trayvon/she know better
nikki/girl u better get him
me/look trayvon just stop pleases
he looked at me
trayvon/shut the fuck up
me/no i want let u talk to them like that
he grabed me and he took me in the hall and he slaped me and i started to cry
trayvon/dont u ever talk to me like that u hear me
i did not answer and he punched me in the chess
trayvon/u hear me
me/yes im sorry trayvon(slidding on the floor)i want do it again im sorry
he pulled me up and he kissed my farhead and i went back in
nikki/o hell naw u see this tina _________________ My New BABY
it been a nother month and i was at home now trayvon was living with me and tina so she know how he treat me but u see tina is my twin sister and i never keep stuff from her so she did know before right now i was in my room watching tv when trayvon came in and he took his shirt off and he got in the bed and forced his way inbetween my legs and he kissed me
me/tray im not ready for this
trayvon/well i am and im not waiting
me/(tryna push him off)trayvon im not ready(yelling)
he lifted my skirt and i screamed and tina's boyfriend jay cam and pushed him off and i ran and hugged him and started crying
me/thank u jay
he walked out and i left out to
tina/(already know what happen)u ok
me/yeah
tina/when are u gonna leave him
me/i dont know(crying)
then he walked out and tina just left with jay so i was in the house alone with him
trayvon/u know ima hit that
me/look tray im not ready like i said
he grabed me and he slamed me on the bed in my room he locked the door and hi kicked and screamed that all i did the next day i woke up i felt like i had no point in life i just felt used he rolled oger and kissed me and i let tears slip out my eyes and he wiped them
trayvon/u gonna have to face the fact that it was gonna get taken(he kissed my belly butten and then my thi and i did not move then i felt him slip in me he spred my legs wider then he could fit and he kissed my neck while going)u know i love u
i just looked to the side and he grabed my face
trayvon/do u love me
me/yes
so he had got off me like 5 min later and i got dress and i went down stairs to see tina holding her stumach and she looked at me and i hugged her
tina/get off me u smell like him
me/ok mis grumpy
so i went took a bath and i put on some fresh clothes and i head off to school when i got there trayvon was just gitting out his care walking in to the bilding and he looked at me with that smirk and i know he was planning somthing as we go so i got to my locker and he pined me on it and he kissed me then he pulled away
trayvon/it over(walking off)
i slid down to the floor crying i was pissed first he beats me then he takes my only pride and joy and now he leaves me i stayed there crying until nikki came and got me
nikki/what happen
me/he left me he fucking left me after fucking raping me and then i could be carrying his damn child now(shaking)y he do this to me so i can get laughed at im going home
i ran off and i got on the bus and it droped me off i went in side and it was quited i was the only one there so i went in the room and i cryed until i head the door open and trayvon walked in i tooke his shit off and put on a wife beater then he took his shorts of and his boxers and sliped some baskit ball shorts on and he looked at me and he waved me over and he heled me clost so i can fell him rise some
trayvon/get dress in a minny skirt and half top meet me down stairs and clean that pretty face we got a move to watch no thong ok
i did as he said and i walked down slowly and he smiled so we went in to this scery movie and i was watching it when i felf him grab my hand and take me to a single bathroom amd lock the door whe pined me on the will and sliped his self out and he went in slowly and he kissed my i raped my arms around his neck and he picked up the pace
trayvon/i dicited to do it right make it wort our while
i could not speck cus my back started hi3tting the wall hard sweat dripping and scratched all on his back i layed my hed back as he kissed my neck it was what i always dreamed of having it but not there then he started to bounce me on him i was loving then he fliped me and went for it i was on my knees and hands taking in what was minces then i fellt his warm nut busting in me he fliped me afain and my back was on the floor and he was ging for it like he never had it it was more like making love to me cus that how i was tought but he said it was just a fuck cus he never loved me when i got back home i was sore i went in the room and i took a bath and it burned when i got out i put my robe on and he looked at me
the next day i was gitting dressed to go to school and when i was done i was stoped by trayvon pushing me on the bed
trayvon/u not going to school today
me/yes i am u cant tell me that
trayvon/wtf i say
i got up and he slaped me
me/(scream)stop
tina/(running to the door but caant open it)trayvon leave her along
he started beating me and i was screaming as if i was dieing cus that how bad it hurted
me/help me tina
trayvon/shut up
me/stop trayvon i will do any thing(crying more)
trayvon/go in the bathroom and clean yo self up when i get back u better be here in the room unless u eating
me/ok
so he left and tina ran in and i was on the bathroom floor hidding my face and crying how could he just sit there and do this to me
tins/u ok
me/no
she grabed my face and i hadd browes on my check my eye was red and my chess was browesd up bad i was in pain si she got me up
tina/im calling to police
me/no pleases he will hurt me
tina fuck that
so she did and thay found him dilling drugs and cuffed him and he was taken to the station and they bought me and tina there to see if it was him when i got ther and i seen him i looked at him stright in his eyes and i knew he was mad but he could not see me
me/that him(looking down
po/dont feel bad he want know
me/o yes he will
so the next day i went to school and the day went by fast so i stayed later to study and relax so when i got ready to go i took the back way and i walked home when some one grabbed me and pulled me in the ally way
voice/patheatic i thought u would try to keep yo self safe from me harming u but ugo and call the police
me/(about to scream but he grabed me and covered my mouth)im sorry but tina made me(tryna get loose)
trayvon/u lucky my twin took it for me
me/(tryna pulling away)trayvon im sorry
trayvon/if u dont stop fighting me ima snap yo neck nigga
i stoped and he gribed me tighter
trayvon/thats better now if u tell any one im out i will kill u and tina ok
me/ok ok just pleases let me go
he did and i ran off and got on the bus and i went home and went in the room and started crying i heald my pillow y i picked him chris was so much nicer y i leave him i was wishing chris was still here to hold me cus it felt goood i i knew i was safe so as i was laying down tina came in and i wiped my face
tina/u want to got out it will be fun
me/ok
tina/o um u remember chris
me/yeah
tina/well he downs stairs i advise u to look pretty
so i got up put on this pretty black dress and i had on my hills and i pulled my hair in a pony tail and it was curly all ready and i put on make up and i went down stairs and i seen him he was so fine he looked at me and pulled the the tooth pick he had in his mouth out and he kissed me and i huged him
tina/ok i see yall mad up lets go
so we went to the club and tina spotted trayvon selling
tina/is that trayvon
me/(thryna lie)no thats is brother
tina/ok(knowing)
chris/u know i missed having u as mines(tuching my leg)
tina/(moving his hand off of me)save that for to night at the club cus u know i do not want to see all that
jay/stop tina
so we got there i got out and me and chris went in and we went to a table and got some drinks and he was felling all up on my legs _________________ My New BABY
me/oh(looking down)u know somthings i do miss u but it just so hard for me to try to talk to u cus of trayvon
chris/(tuching my waist)relax hes in jail
trayvon/um excuse me but i need to talk to nina
he grabed my hand and took me out side and pulled me in his car and drove to an empty lot
trayvon/y u over there with him
me/tina set me up with him
trayvon/and u agreed(grabing my arm)
me/im sorry ok trayvon(knowing he about to hurt me)
trayvon/u going t my house
so he drove over to my place and i got my clothes and put it in the car and he was mad
trayvon/what took u so long
me/i had to pick out somthing
he speed off when we got to his hid out house i grabed my bag and he took me in to his room and droped it i sat in a chair in there and he sat on the bed
tray/nina bring yo ass over here
i got up and i walked to him sceard
tray/u sceard
i nodded slowly
tray/lay down
me/no
tray/what
me/no i cant let u do this u cant sit he and have your way
he grabed my neck and he pined me on the door
tray/u got somthing eals to say huh
me/let me go(kicking him)
he droped me and i ran out the door fuck my clothes i was out so as i wsa running trayvon cought me and he pushed me on the ground and he raped me then he took me back in and locked the door and he beat me until i was out when i woke up he was in the kicten eating and i look up and he seen i was up and he got up and he grabed his geans and walked over to me and he kissed me
trayvon/im sorry for last night i mean im sceard of u leaving me and i want u to be with me ok so i try to make u stay but inoticed i hurt u more
me/(crying)i want to go home
trayvon/u are home see it me then my baby u carring hmmmm
me/(sitting up and grabing my things and he sat ther and laughed watching me put on my clothes and i ran to the door and opeand it)im leaving
so i walked out and then i ran and the gate was lock so i climed it and jumped down and i ran off when i found a buss i noticed i had no money so i walked home until i heard trayvons car racing down to find me i ran and i hid in a ally and his care went stright by then i ran home when i got there tina was pacing the floor and i seen chris car there so i ran in and claped on the floor and tina ran to me
tina/what happen
me/hes after me
tina/we need to move ur not going to school tommrow
me/dont u think thats what he wants me to be along
chris/your not ima bee here
me/u cant do any thing he will kill u chris
tina/look ima fly u out to new york were momma
me/tina u now momma a hoe y
tina/well u will be way mor better
me/no
tina/yes
me/the only way i will go is if u do too
tina/ok
so we waited 3 monthes and we packed and we put our stuff in storage and went to mommas house
momma/hey babys iv missed yall so much
she tryed to hugg me but i back
momma/whats wrong
me/im pregnat and i cant give huggs(tryna come up with a lie
momma/o well thats nice
see iv always hated momma cus of what she did to me and tina her boyfriend wanted to have sex with us so she let him and tina she use to get rape all the time i hated her cus he use to make me watch her get rape when she was small and as i walked in her house i seen him sitting on the top of the stairs smilling then he came to me and he grabed me and i pushed him away with anger and tina looked at him with fear in her eyes and she went to our room and i went in too it still looked the same
me/i want to go back home
tina/i do now i thought he would be gone
then he came in
me/get out dont u have some one to worry about
he grabed me by my hair
mbf/no but u will i have my sons in town and u two are gonna take them on a date and they better tell me they had the best time when yall come back here
tina/(who also was being heald my the hair)ok we will do it pleases let us go
mbf/and u rember what happen huh well if not both of yall will be gitting a load
he let us go
mbf/start gitting ready they on there way yall better look nice
so me and tina put on this dresses that matched and i curled her hair and she did mines and we both looked at each other and hugged each other
tina/i hope we do ok
me/i do to cus i dont want to feel the pain i had to back then
so we walked down stairs and there stood the man i thought i would never see again dj he uses to hate me when i was small
me/(wisper to tina)were i bad luck
tina/i know
mbf/nina come here
me/ok
so i walked to him and he he grabed my arm tight
mbf/(wisper)whats so important u cant say out loud
me/we were just telling each other good luck
i can tell he know i was lieing
mbf/ima deal with u when u get back
so we walked back over were evey one eals was and he looked at tina and u can she she was sceard
mbf/nina ur going with dj
me/ok
mbf/and tina ur going with derick
tina/fine with me(saying it mean)
mbf/do i need to ack u whats wrong
tina/no(look at me)
so we had to leave so we got in the car i looked out the window y did i have to be in the back with dj
dj/so u gonna just look out the window the whole ride
me/(looking at him)is that better
dj/much
me/hmm
dj/u know ur not the same as u use to be when u was small
me/i know and ur not as mean as u use to be
dj/i can be
me/well i hope not(the baby kick a lil since i was 3 months)oww(low)
dj/whats wrong
me/um im ok
tina/(fealt it)nina(groan)
me/sorry it was not my fault(it happen again)sorry again
tina/ima strangle that thing when it comes
dj/what are yall talking about
me/i got this thing that shocks her somtimes and it shocking her
he know i was lieing
derick/we here
so we got out and we split but we were in the back were no one eals was
dj/so u rember how it use to be
me/a lot(trying not to rember when dj raped me cus his dad told him he would pay him to)i dont even want to
i looked down at my cell
dj/(kissing my neck)do u miss me sometimes(sliding inbetween my legs
me/somtimes(lieing)
dj/(tuching all up my leg)hmmm y not(knowing i was lieing)
me/i dont know it was just a lot of things that happen then
dj/u know ur gonna see a lot of me
me/i figired
he tryed to lift my dress up and i stoped him
me/dj stop
he kept trying
me/stop not here
dj/then were no ones here but us we can do it here come on(tryna do it)
then i reambered if i did not go throw momma boyfriend was gonna hurt me so i let him and he went in deep and he kissed my neck while doing it
dj/i almost forgot how good it falt(kissing my lips)
me/(moan)go deeper(tryna act like i was enjoying it)
so he did and he went faster when we were done we fixed up and then we bussed for the waiter
with tina
tina/um derick u know i think we should maybe head home
he was mad so she knew she was in for it already
so we all left when we got home we went up stairs and then they left and moms boy friend came in
mbf/tina u know u dissapoint me
tina/(sceard)im sorry
mbf/nina ur got another date tommrow tina ur here with me
me/y cant i take the punishment i mean tina she cant handle it
mbf/u want to
i looked at her
me/yeah i will
mbf/come on
he took me to the other back room and tears fall out my eyes and he sat me on the bed
mbf/u know wat to do opwan them legs
so i did and he went in and i screamed cus of how he did it so as i was takeing her punish ment i know this was worse then he do her cus he hated when i took the blame and he never harly do this to me so i was suffring mor then she would then he piched me out the bed and bif it to on the wall to were i was in myr pain cus i had to hold my self up when he let me go i was in pain i went in the room and i layed down and i cryed my self to sleep
tina/im sorry
the next day i woke up hurting worse i got derssed and i did my hair and got ready cus i had to spind the whole day with dj and tina she was up set cus she had to stay home so i went down stairs and dj was on the sofa waiting for me and ones he seen the short yellow dress i had on he know he was gonna try to have fun so i went in the kicten and i got me somthing to eat and he walked in
dj/damn u got ass
me/what made u look
dj/that yellow dress of yours
me/(grabing a bit of my ham and cheese pocket)hmm
dj/can i have a bite
me/do what u want so he had a bite and he ate it and i was stll chweing and he kissed me and ate wat i was trying to and i was grosed out then i finished my pocket and then e sat there and held my waist
me/were are we going today
dj/to my house and chill u want to stay the night
me/sure y not(tryna get away from my moms house)
dj/ok bring somthing nice
so i got somthing and we left when i got to his house it was big
dj/sit down relax what ever
so i did and he went in the kicten
dj/so u mom tells me your 3 monthes carring
me/(frose)um yeah
dj/y u did not tell me that last night
me/i thought u would get mad
dj/hmm whos that father
me/trayvon brookes
dj/oo(walking back in holding glass cups and some liquer)u drink
me/yeah but i cant
dj/(know it because that baby)come on
so i did and it ran throw me like water and i had to run to the bathroom cus my stumach started hurtting and and i throw up
dj/(smilling cus he know it would cause me to looses the baby)u ok
me/no(crying)
at home with tina
tina pov
i was in the room watching tv when this pain rushed throw me i binth over and i closed my eyes and i was able to see blood blood all around me i was in the bathroom and sitting on a floor and i head a voice saying are u ok and i could tast the blood when i opend them i was still in the room and somthing was telling me nina lost the baby
nina's pov
its been hours later and i was all cleand up i was in the bath tube and my bloody cloths was in the trash and i was tryna get the blood out my heair from when i sliped in it then i let the water out ran dsome more and then i relaxed in the tub and dj can in and i covered my self
dj/y u hiding it not like i never seen u undressed before
me/and that was long time ago
dj/(he undressed and he got in)now can i see
me/(not wanting him to)ok
so he sliped his way inbetween my legs and stright in me
dj/u love me huh
me/not yet
dj/well i love you ass u can try to love me back
i started to get nerves and sceard
me/u know may be this should wait
dj/u know ur sceary huh y u keep gitting sceard take in wat i got for u and there will be no probloms
so he kept going then he let the water out grabed his towal and coverd and he layed me in the bed
dj/ima give it to u the way u never had it
so that night i was out when i woke up in the marning i looked at the clock it was 12:41 am so i got dressed and i went down stairs and derick was there and he looked at me and licked his lips and so did dj
dj/u just gitting up
me/no iv been up for about an hour
dj/o we about to go to eat then ima tak u home
so we did what even and when i got home i head tina crying when i went in the room i seen moms boyfriend on top of here and he stoped and i was about to walk out
mbf/dont leave im done with her (pulling his self back in and she ran in the bathroom and clothed the door)
mbf/were u been
me/with dj
mbf/is he down there
me/no he droped me off and him and derick left
mbf/hmmm so u like him
me/kinda
mbf/he told me the baby died last night
me/oh
mbf/i had that planed
me/(gasp)what
mbf/shit u know i plan shit huh
me/i fucking hate u
mbf/that was not liquer
i punched him in the chess and he slamed me on the wall
mbf/dont try me cus u know i will hurt yo ass
me/(crying)im sorry
so he left and i started packing and i put evey thing up in bags
tina/(walking out)what are u doing (sniff)we cant leave
mewell im trying
tina/nina is u crasy he wll kill u
me/no tina is u crasy thinking he will be gone he dose this to momma to so u know he will not be gone u dont even hear from momma
i got up and i opened the window and she stoped me
tina/wait let me pack
so she got her stuff and we both jumped out the window and we ran while we were running i seen dj car and i pulled tina in and ally and his car passed and i took a deep breath and we looked around and then i walked out and dj grabed me
me/(scream)run tina
so she did and she got away
dj/y u running huh
me/look i dont want to stay with him any more(crying)
dj/it me or him
me/u
he smiled
me/pleases just keep me saft and away from him
dj/come on
so i got in the car and he drove me to his house and i got out and he looked at me
dj/so why are u running from my dad
me/he rapes me and tina all the time
dj/so that y u was so eager to stay here
me/yes and i dont know were tina's going
dj/derick got her shes with him he took her home
i sat on the sofa and started crying
dj/(pulling my head up)look stop crying ok ima take care of it and ima make sure i take good care of u
he kissed me and i raped my arms around his neck and he pulled back _________________ My New BABY
i tryed to pull back and he had a tight grip on me i bit him and i grabed my bag and i ran to the dor and stupied me being so nurves i for got which way the lock go and he back hand slaped me and i droped kicked him and he fail not knowing it as comming so he was down for a while then i got my things and i took some money and i left when i got to an bus i went allway to the other side of towan got a hotel and when i walked in i seen a man i thought was my father standing in the hall when he seen me his mought droped
f/nina
me/i dont want to speck to u(going to the stairs)
f/look i know ur mad but ur momma is a hoe i had to leave her
me/well u could of took us to cus ever since u left theat man been raping me and tina now he got his sons after us
then i seen dj walk in and i ran to my room and some one knocked on the door 5 minits later and i looked out the peek whole and seen dj
me/(running in the bathroom and crying)shit(wisper)
they kept knocking on the door then i head it open and i hid in the counter in the bathroom and locked it
dj/nina i know ur here
then i head tina crying
darick/i will hurt her if u dont come out
mbf/scearch the place
so they did but they could not get in to the counter thing cus i had a board there i started crying more to wear they could not hear me and then i head tina scream
tina/help me nina
i fealt pain in my side and a red burn mark came up then it got worse and i tryed not to scream but they can hear me cry
dj/i hear her she in there
so they brok it and he pulled me out and tina was being heald on the bed and i was screaming cus dj had a grip on me
dj/u lucky u know that
me/fuck u(kicking him)
dj/dont worry lots of that comming and yep most of them are gonna be from me so i hope u like carry kids cus minces is next
me/i hate u
dj/i know
tina/pleases dont hurt her(crying)
mbf/shut up
the some one knocked on the door
v/nina look im sorry ok pleases let me explain i dont care if u call tina over
me/daddy(scream)help
dj/(slap me)stf up
f/whats going on(knocking harder)nina open up
i tryed to get tot he door but dj grabed me and took me to the bathroom and locked the door and he raped me i tryed to fight him but he got worse when he stoped he left me in there on the floor and he sat in a chair by the door i fised up and i rann passed him and got loose and i opened the door and my dad ran in and the police and they cuffed moms boyfriend and darick but dj got loose so i hugged my dad and i cryed
me/thank u for comming
tina/it hurts daddy
f/ima keep yall saft i tryed to get a hold of yall cus i got two town houses right next to eached other and cars that i wanted to give yall housed fied in all u dont need any thing
me/thank u
so he took us to his house witch was 20 minits away from were our new homes was so its been 5 monthes im carrying a 5 month baby yep its djs but he dont know tina she diffrent shes more open minded now so right now we were at the mall and i was shoping looking at clothes and stuff when i kept felling kicks
tina/ouch y cant u stop it im felling yo pain
me/u will live it not as bad as i get it(grabing my stomach)ow ow ow its moving it moving
she tuched my stumach
tina/i feel it come on lets eat
so i walked otu after putting on my shads and shed did two
me/girl carring is not so easy when ur five monthes compared to when i was 3 monthes
tina/so do u even want to have his child
me/no but i dont like to kill
tina/mmm
so me and her ate and i looked up at the people walking across the floor and spotted dj walking aroung
me/tina we need to go since ur donw now
tina/why
me/i see dj and u know derick is out too
so we walked passed the back and in two the bathroom and we took out our make up and i did heres to were she looked a lot diffrent and i put this stuff that resizes ur lips on her and she did minces and i took out this hair die and bied mines red with black streaks and then tina sis hers with light brown highlights and we did changed and left out so as we were walking dj walked up to me
me/(tryna act like i like him)oww so sexy
dj/um have u seen two chicks twins black hair one carring a baby looks 5 monthes
me/sure but u got to win your answer
dj/(tuching my thi)where they go
me/that way(pointing to the restroom)they were in there talking when we left
so he walked off and we left when we got in the car we drove off when we got home i washed my make up off and i thought i seen dj but i didnt so i pulled my hair in a pony tail and i walked out then i seen tina walk in and she looked sceard
me/whats wrong
tina/they know we are here
me/how
tina/i can feel it
me/look if they are lets just hope he want hurt us
dj/why would i do tha
me/(jump)how u get in
dj/(holding a key)some how
me/look dj i know ur mad but u cant keep following us
dj/yes i can
tina/dj tell me what are u gitting out of this
dj/my first child and nina
me/(sitting on the bed)y do i get stuck in this(crying)
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