Posted: Thu Apr 03, 2008 1:46 am Post subject: Deep in my skin
Dear
to the book im suppost to come to and hope to keep my screats or thoughts but iv been told to write every think that happens to me like what world i be long to the world that gose deep deep into my skin beneath the serface full of the warm vampire blood that creeps throught me that comes in to my sparkling blu eyes to my heart im suppost to love with. but that dont matter what really dose is that i am to marry this guy in a mont i dont want to but we have to hes 4 years older then me and he strong too strong for me to fight him away when i dont want to leet him tuch all over me and he tells me that my stile is jsut right i died my hair black so blace the shadows are sceard of me im always pale unless i put make up on and im shape like them hoeis chicks but i wear all kids of cloths liek them btu i mostly have them in black right now i was at home in bed layign down as he tuched all over me my name is ema his is blake i rolled out of beed took a showere and then i got dryed put on eyeliner and then i put on a big shirt that was his and went in the kictchen and seen food down so i sat down folded my legs in the chair and he came in and sat across from me
blak:how u felling
me:stright
blake:that works i guess(sigh)why u dont like me i mean come on i get u things i make u feel god at night
me:i do like u(lieing)
blak(know)w/e we have no choice to merry and even if we diddent i wold still do it u cant stop me eather
i looked at him and he smirked and i just sighed
me:why cant u just go bite some one and make her your wife
he grabed me and i flinched and then he let me go and i throught the plat off the table and went out side i wanted o try to kill my self so i bit int o my arm and let my self bleed as blood ran down my arm i layed backk and then i got dizzy when i woke up i sa patched and havng blood pushed in me
dr:it ok dont worry
me:dont take me abck there please
she nodded when i got out i was taking to a nother place it was bigger i walked a round and seen some other vampires there mostly famous for killing so as i was walking around i seen a club so i went in and seen this hot guy at the table i walked to him and rubbed his chess and he smirked and tuched my face
guy:ema
me:how u know me
guy:i know every one
me:u are
guy:im Jhonthon one of the strongest and top vamp.
me:well i want u
j:so dose everygurl here but ill take o offer
me:so whay is every girl ment to merry
j:cause we need to have more kids made and ur the lucky one and some day will have mine
me:will it hurt
j:to make it no ull love that part but to have it i dont know
me:ok
so iv been with him for 3 years now life as i knew it was good i loved him he love me so right now iw as at home laying in bed while he was kissing my stumach
6 months late i ran off even thogut i know he was gonna find me so its been a month i knew he had to be looking for me so i decited to go clubin and boom there was blakk
b:so its been a while
me:stay away from me
b:u know we suppost to be married
me:i am married
b:to who(thingking im playing)
j:me
i gasped and he grabed my waist
b:im im so sorry sr
j:u know what to do
so he left and i tryed to pull away
j:stop fightin me i got some thing for u when we get home
me:no nop nope
next ting i know i was at home i was int he room and he was over me pissed
me:look pleases dont hurt me(sceard)
j im not gonna hurt u(smirk)
me:what are u gonna do to me
he walked out i got up and looked around and then i ran to the window but it would not open so i ran out the room and i flet a force slame me back
j:dont try me
i used mince but all it did was mad his push me more _________________ My New BABY
he let me go but soon as i thought to run he did it again
j:i can do this all day
me:stop
j:no mor running im tired of it u wanted me u got me
i just stoped to the living room andstarted going throught channles what eals was there to do i cryed i screamd had kids takes too long and then whats the point he sent the to other familyes it was as if i was lost in this thing i wonder what humans where like but hey i cant live with them he want let me go so i jus layed back then he came and layed over me
j:wanna try fro a nother kid
me:no
j:why not
me:what the point u send them off
j:thats why im not lettign our wold die ok
me:its not u got men raping women out there u got people ment to merry and every thing like that and u take kids and bring them to other familyes all the time
j:shut up(using his forc to cut my breath off)
me:(Gasping)stop(eyes closing)
i passed out when i woke up i was changed in to this dress he bought em he loved ti so much it was a black night dress and he went just untel it me the bottom of my both i hated it it was too short to be around him i got up and seen my lod cloths i had on in the trash i shook my head i know it i just know it he raped me when the next day came through he was otu some where being the man i hated so damn much btu hey it mad me like queen so i decited to do a lil hiding game so i went to the other sid where humas where i watche d as people changed my look to the limit i was not in black red hair it was lovely so i wecited to walke around and there he was jsut looking at me i walked passed not sceard jsut seeing how well he know me and in my head i head him yelling get back her as i flet thoses hands go around my waise and grip with a death drip from heck
j:baby y ur running from me am i some bad man dong u know i love seeing u
me:im nto running im exploring _________________ My New BABY
j:dont lie u think i dont know u well enugh huh dont for get i own u
me:why cant u just leave me along
jk u know what ima go bye
so he left i was looking like are u scerious so i walked around then i seen this guy he was perfect i fell in love he walked to me and then i felt like somthing was not right but hey i was happy
guy:hey
me:hi
guy:so whats your name
me:ema
guy:im ronnie but cal me ron
me:hm so where u stay
guy:u wouldent under stand
me:tell me ron
ron:well ll show u
so i fllowed hima nd he went pass the gate
me i live here
rob:u do
me:yeah
rob:o so ur
me:yeah
so 2 years went on and things got crazy he started leaving he remind me of j so i wanted to ask him so when he came home he looked at me
me:do u know who j is
he smiled i reconized it i look away mad i walked to my room and slamed the door but the he came in i cant beelive i was with j this whole time
j:i told u u cant run
me:i hate u so much
j:no u dont u was whishing it was me the whole time
me:im leaving
he pushed me on the bed and i got back up but he used his foce to keep the there and the i got so mad i used mince and for the first he shot back hard i ran to him
me:are u ok
he kissed me and i pulled back i went in the bathroom and sat on the floor yeah it was tur i wanted him with me but i just could not take all the stress he put on me so later when i came out i went to bed when i wok up he was in the bed holding mei just layed there i missed the ma i first met or was it just me i dot know so when ig ot out of bed he rolled over i went and started to clean the houe we went back tot he old house last night after i took a nap cus i needed to think when i cleaning he got up and hugged me
me:what mad u do it
j:to let u see how much u really loved me u know u hurted me when u kept running like that
me:im sorry i just wanted space
j:then say that dont jus run u cank keep doing that
me:ok
he looked at my face
j:i love ur pretty eyes
me:thank u
he hugged on me
j:how about me and u go out to a vip spot and eat so i can make it up to u
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im not gonna hurt u(smirk)